In the Dark
For this ever am I Love's good beast and dancer,
Sundown's herald, Dawn's answerer,
Night's companion in Day's realm.
(Robert Duncan, 'What the Sonnet Means the Sonnet Means', In the Dark.)
**************************************
'You loved him.'
Starsky breathed the words so softly into Hutch's ear, that at first
they seemed to be just another one of the small sounds that Starsky's
body made as they lay so close together. When their import struck him,
he started, then looked up into Starsky's eyes. Starsky smiled,
lovingly.
'You loved him,' he said again.
'Yes. I did. Starsk?'
'Mmm?'
Starsky touched one of his nipples, as if trying out some new
experiment in love making.
'Did you ever, do you remember ever...'
'I'm sure I must have. I probably just told myself it was friendship,
and nothing more. But it seems a bit hard to believe, that you could
have been the first man I ever loved. The best, yes. But I fell into
love with you so easily.'
Starsky licked that nipple so lightly that his tongue could scarcely be
felt, but the caress sent a jolt straight to Hutch's groin, and he felt
his cock leap in response.
'I was in love with him, Starsky. Not like with you, but...'
'Of course, not like with me. But it was real. It was a part of what
made you Hutch.' Starsky had stopped playing with his nipple, and had
moved on to his navel instead.
'They told me I couldn't see him, ever again. I tried to call him, but
his father yelled at me, and hung up. He must have told my parents,
because then they started watching me, and asking who I was calling
every time I picked up the phone. The next I heard, he'd been thrown
out of the house, and was living on the streets.'
Starsky shifted up and drew Hutch's head onto his shoulder again. His
hands drew comforting circles on Hutch's back, and Hutch decided to go
on with the story.
'I tried to track him down. I don't know, I guess I had some idea that
we'd run away together. Living at home was like prison, and the
psychiatrist --- anyway, I couldn't find him. Then they told me he was
dead. That he'd hanged himself in some abandoned building. A long time
later, I talked to his sister. She'd gotten all the truth out of their
mother. He'd been hustling to stay alive, and one of his tricks had
done some horrible things to him. She didn't tell me the details.
Anyway, she blamed me.'
'You?'
'Well, yeah. I'd introduced him to that deviant lifestyle.'
'You.'
Hutch sighed, and abandoned any attempt to continue the story, which
had become superfluous. Starsky's eyes glowed with a dark blue flame,
and he growled, territorially.
'I'm gonna hunt that bitch down and give her a piece of my mind. You
loved him, and gave him your body, like this, and his family threw him
out on the street, and left him to starve, and be abused and die. And
that was your fault.' Starsky gently lifted Hutch's head from his
shoulder, and turned Hutch back over on his back. He got up on his
knees and looked down at Hutch's body, contemplating his next move.
'Blondie?'
'Yes?'
'What would you like to do?'
Hutch looked up, surprised. In this mood, Starsky didn't usually ask
first.
'Your mouth,' said Hutch, and reached up to touch Starsky's lips in
entreaty. Starsky took Hutch's finger between his lips and sucked.
Hutch closed his eyes, the pleasure was so great. He scarcely felt the
difference when Starsky transferred his attentions to his cock. But
when he did, Hutch came, almost immediately.
*********************************************
'You're kidding! You mean you two white boys came to your senses?
Finally!'
'Uh... Huggy?'
'Hallelujah!'
'Uh... Huggy?'
'This calls for a celebration! Champagne! Hang on... be right back.'
Huggy disappeared and Starsky and Hutch dared to look at each other.
Thank goodness it was after hours at The Pits, or Huggy might have
invited the clientele to partake in the festivities. Starsky sniggered
a little at the thought and, after a moment, Hutch joined in. Hutch
reached under the table and stroked Starsky's thigh, just for a moment,
just because he could. It was good to feel so free, to let himself
trust, to just enjoy the moment and not to fear some sordid end to
their love.
Huggy bounced back into the room with a bottle of something that might
pass as champagne, and poured them all glasses.
'A toast! Here's to Starsky and Hutch, who finally took the blinkers
off. Now tell me. When and how?'
'Huggy, that is kinda private, and sorta sacred between Hutch and me.
Okay?'
'Hang on, guys,' said Hutch. 'I'm goin' to the men's room.'
'You okay, babe?'
Hutch smiled down at Starsky. 'I'm fine. Just too much
beer. Be right back.'
Huggy was looking down at the table top, drawing circles in the
condensation.
'Huggy?'
'Yeah?'
'When Hutch and me got together, it was... it wasn't easy at first. We
needed some privacy, we needed to keep it to ourselves for a while, to
deal with some stuff, ya know?'
Starsky smiled to himself, thinking of how it had been easy for Hutch
to announce it to strangers, like Miranda. There were no previous
suppositions involved. They probably would never see each other again.
This was different. Witness Dobey's astonishment, his strange looks the
last few days, as if wondering whether or not they had lost their
minds, and would show up at work in drag. Dobey had said nothing, but
was obviously thinking a great deal.
Hutch had dealt with it all calmly. They went to work, did their jobs,
arrested perps, wrote up reports. Then they went home, his place or
Hutch's. Then they were in their own little world, and Hutch finally
trusted him. Then they were lost in ecstasy, or burning with passion,
or just sitting quietly, enjoying being together with no walls between
them, no boundaries, no limits to what they could do, or say, or feel.
'Hey, Starsk?'
Starsky came to with a start. He laughed a little. 'Sorry. Just
thinking.'
Huggy smirked. 'Obviously. But now, what made you decide to let me in
on the secret?'
'Well, Hutch got a blackmail note from a fellow officer of the law, and
we had to tell Dobey.'
'Okay. Where's the guy's grave so's I can go dance on it?'
'There's no grave.'
'Ah. You ripped him into so many bits they had to pour him into the
ground.'
'Huggy, much as I would have liked to do just that, there are laws
against such things which I am sworn to uphold.'
'Mmm hmm?'
'Yeah. So we went to see Dobey, and it seems that Dobey applied a
little judicious blackmail of his own, and got the guy to shut up and
transfer to Vice.'
'The guy's name being?'
'Detective George Myerson.'
'Thanks. I'll see what I can dig up on this turkey. Maybe I can do a
little blackmailing of my own, just to be on the safe side.'
'I didn't hear that, Hugs.'
'Didn't hear what?'
'Ah. Our blond friend is back. Have some more champagne, ma man!'
**************************************
'Detective Starsky?'
'Speaking.'
'Hi. Um, you probably don't remember me. I'm Daniel Martin.'
'Daniel! Yes. Of course. My partner and I remember you. How are you,
kid?'
'I'm okay, but... I don't want to bother you, but...' 'Hey! It's no
bother. Hutch and I have been wondering how you were doing. We kept
meaning to check on you. Do you want to get together and chat?'
'If it's really no trouble.'
'Well, it really isn't. Where would you like to meet? Your place? Here
at the station? Ouch! Hutch just kicked me! Somewhere more neutral?'
'How about the hospital waiting room. Remember?'
'Sure. We'll be there in 10 minutes. Okay?'
Starsky hung up and looked at his partner. 'I wonder what's up with
Daniel?'
'Guess if we go meet him we'll find out, huh?'
'Yeah, yeah. Always so practical.'
'You're not going to freak out over that picture again, are you?'
'I have no idea. But I wasn't freaking out. Told you that before.'
'You told me I'm Death on horseback, Starsk! You were freaking out.'
'Come on. Get in the car.'
'How come we're not taking my car?'
'Next time we're on a stakeout in Watts, I promise.'
****************************************
The waiting room was exactly as they remembered it. Daniel was sitting
in the same chair. Mindful of Hutch's concerns, Starsky only glanced at
the painting. It was now showing an uninhabited forest glade without
the moon or the stars. Starsky averted his eyes before the picture
changed without notice.
Hutch sat down beside Dan, and motioned to Starsky to join them.
'We're sorry we haven't called you, Dan. It's not that we haven't been
thinking about you and Josh.'
'I know, Detective Hutchinson....'
'Call me Ken. Or Hutch is fine too. And this is Dave, right Starsk?'
'Right.'
'Okay, thanks. Ken. Dave. I know you're really busy, but you're the
only people I could ask to help me. The doctors and nurses here, they
barely tolerate me for the most part. And my friends haven't been able
to help. Maybe they'll listen to you.'
He was silent for a moment, as if even that hope were slight, but then
went on.
'They won't let me see Josh. They say he doesn't want to see me, but I
know that's wrong. I know it is. I've asked them to give him messages,
and I'm sure they haven't passed them on. I need to see him, or at
least....'
'Of course,' Starsky said, jumping up and instantly making for the door.
'Wait, Detective... Dave. Please. Tell him I... Tell him.'
'I'll tell him you love him. That you want to see him, but the staff
here won't let you. That you're sorry about what happened. You feel
guilty. But you love him, and you hope he'll forgive you. That about
cover it?'
'Yeah. Thanks. That's it exactly.'
'Knew it. Hang on. Go on talking to Hutch. Okay. I'll be back with a
message from Josh.'
Hutch smiled up at Starsky in a moment of shared understanding, then
Starsky left the room. The painting shifted. Hutch looked away quickly.
Why had he been watching anyway?
*******************************************
'Josh?'
Starsky was gowned and wore a face mask to protect the patients in the
burn unit. His voice came out muffled.
'Josh? I'm Detective David Starsky. Remember me? We spoke briefly
before.'
'Starsky,' whispered Josh, through his burned lips.
'Yes. I'm the police officer who..'
'You. You were the deer. The stag. You pushed me off the pyre, and took
my place. Why?'
'Because it's my...' Starsky started to say 'duty' but realized that
sounded cold. 'Because it's what I do. But you remember the stag. You
were in my dream?'
'Wasn't a dream.'
Josh fell silent. This was interesting. Another person in his dreams
who remembered them, besides Hutch. And Hutch didn't usually remember.
Perhaps you had to be a little out of your mind to remember, he
thought. But what did Josh mean by 'not a dream'?
'Josh? Daniel sent me to talk to you.'
'Daniel?'
'Yes. He wants to come and talk to you, but the nurses won't let him.'
'Daniel? He wants to see me?'
'Yes. He loves you and he wants you to forgive him.'
'Nothing to forgive.'
'Of course not. But he doesn't believe that.'
'No. Tell him that I'll ask to see him. They can't refuse me that.'
*************************************
'I really appreciate your help, Detective... K-Ken. Yours and Dave's.
So many cops I've met have treated me like I'm subhuman. For one reason
or another.'
'Starsky's my lover.'
Hutch realized that this was the first time he had actually spoken
those words. They felt good in his mouth, he thought. Bubbly, like
champagne.
Daniel was silent for a long moment, just staring. Then he said,
carefully, 'It must be difficult, being cops, but wonderful, too.
Working together all the time, I mean.'
'It can get rough sometimes as well, but we couldn't live any other
way. If they tried to split us up, we'd quit, find another job. Move to
Alaska.'
'Could they do that? Split you up, I mean?'
'Partners aren't supposed to be involved with each other like this.'
'They'll never learn about it from me. But that seems unfair, it's none
of their business.'
'You're right there,' said Starsky.
Josh jumped a little. Hutch hadn't heard the door open either, but he
had known as soon as Starsky entered the room. He looked up and smiled
at his partner, who rested his hand on Hutch's shoulder.
'Josh wants to see you, Dan. He never got your messages, and he's going
to complain. In the meantime, he says he loves you and you have nothing
to apologize for. But I'm sure he'll say that better than me, later.'
Starsky and Hutch exchanged looks and left Dan alone for a moment to
think this over. They were standing by the window talking, when the
door burst open, and Josh's parents stormed in. They hadn't seen the
Simmons since the day after Josh had been brought to the hospital. Mrs.
Simmons saw them by the window, and smiled a little
nervously. Mr. Simmons didn't look at either Starsky or
Hutch, but addressed Daniel directly.
'You! We told you we don't want you around. We told you to get lost a
year ago, but you didn't listen. We told Josh, we tried to get him
help, but he didn't listen either, and now look what's happened. If you
don't stay away from him, I'll break your scrawny neck.'
Hutch stepped forward. 'Mr. Simmons? I suggest you moderate your tone
of voice. This is a hospital, and there are sick people trying to
recover, here.'
'Yeah, and this little nigger faggot is the sickest of all, but he's
not trying. Someone needs to set him on fire, not my son.'
By now the man was red-faced and bellowing. 'My son is not queer, got
that? It's all a mistake. If I could just keep him away from you,' he
said to Daniel. 'And people like you.'
'Excuse me!' It was a nurse, looking in to see what all the fuss was
about. 'This is a hospital. Would you please keep your voices down, or
I'll call security and have you removed.'
Hutch said, 'We apologize, Nurse. Mr.Simmons has concerns about
his son's health. We're trying to reassure him.'
'Well, do it more quietly, please.' The nurse left.
'Mr. Simmons,' Starsky began, 'Daniel is here because he cares about
your son. It was not his fault that...'
'Of course it was his fault.'
Simmons kept his voice down this time, but his face was still red with
rage. 'It's all his fault. He was the one who made my son like that.
They're all the same. They recruit nice normal boys like Josh, because
they can't have kids of their own. They're full of hate and they want
to destroy the world because it has decent people in it. Normal people
like you and me.'
Daniel stepped forward. 'Mr. Simmons, please. I'm not trying to do
anything to hurt Josh. I love him...'
Dan got no further. Simmons roared his anger, and started to swing his
fist at Dan. Hutch jumped between them and tried to block Simmons'
blow. He succeeded. Simmons' fist connected with Hutch's face instead,
and Hutch fell backwards. His head connected with the coffee table that
someone had inconveniently left lying about, and Hutch knew no more.
********************************************
Starsky paced the waiting room like a caged tiger. They'd thrown him
out of Hutch's hospital room. There was nothing for him to do at the
station after he'd booked Simmons. The very idea of going home without
his partner made him feel ill.
He heard the door open, and looked up hopefully. It was Mrs. Simmons.
'Detective Starsky?'
'That's me, lady.'
'They've booked my husband for assaulting a police officer.'
'I know. That was me. I booked him personally.'
'My husband's in jail.'
'Good. It's where he belongs.'
'Please, can't you reduce the charges or something?'
'Who? Me? Not in a million years. I was there, remember? I saw your
husband hit my partner. He's going to jail for it, if it's the last
thing I do. If Hutch... if Hutch dies, I'm going to see that he fries
for it. Got that?'
'Is he going to die?'
She was as white as a sheet, Starsky thought, but he doubted out of
fear for his Hutch.
'I don't know. Probably not. So don't lose any sleep over it.' Starsky
started pacing again.
'Detective, my husband didn't mean to hit your partner.'
'No. He meant to hit Daniel Martin.'
'Yes.'
She was smiling now, and nodding, as if Starsky had finally seen the
light and all would be well.
'You have to understand what we've been going through. When he met that
Daniel, he changed. He was a nice normal boy before that. But then he
actually came and told us he was a homosexualist. Don't you see, it's
been a nightmare for us? And now this. We knew something terrible would
happen, and we tried to warn him. It's the judgement of God, don't you
see?'
'What?'
She smiled as if explaining something to a small child.
'Yes. God will punish the abominations among us, with fire, and the
rain of blood. My husband and I have been trying to save our son. We
love him, you see.'
'No, Mrs. Simmons, I don't see. I see two people who probably do love
their son, in their own way, but who love themselves more, and want
their son to be in their own image.'
'No. We want him to be in the image of God. That is how we are
commanded to be. It's not that we want our son to be hurt. We want him
to be perfect, like God. God chastises those he loves best, you know?'
'Mrs. Simmons, why don't you go home?'
'It's lonely there. My son's in the hospital. My husband's in jail.'
My lover's in the hospital because of your husband, thought Starsky. He
started pacing again, not noticing when Mrs. Simmons sat down in one of
the chairs.
He paced back and forth, and back and forth. The walls were closing in.
He should be doing something, anything, to help Hutch. Why didn't I
study more in school, he thought, and become a surgeon? Then, every
time Hutch got hurt, I really could fix it. He snorted to himself.
Hutch would run for his life, he thought, at the sight of me with a
scalpel.
He paced back again. The picture on the wall caught his eye. Oh no. Not
again. Hutch would really think I was nuts if that happened again. But
the scene in the painting had changed, and Starsky was too curious to
resist. He walked toward the wall, instead.
The moon broke out from behind the clouds....
There was a warm body beneath his, strong and muscular between his
thighs. It was covered with dense white fur, and the head carried an
impressive rack of antlers. The large head turned, and for a moment,
the eyes that looked into his were limpid and wholly deer-like. Then
the lids lowered, and Starsky looked up at him through long dark lashes.
Hutch laughed. Starsky snorted and tossed his head.
'Hey! Watch it. You could put my eye out with those antlers.'
Starsky snorted again, but turned to him and licked the end of his
nose, apologetically. The woodland path was dark, and overgrown with
bushes, but enough moonlight seeped through to light the way. He rode
on Starsky's back as on that night when they had both burned on the
pyre. Now their flesh had grown back, and the stag upon whose back he
rode was a powerful animal.
Starsky lifted his head and sniffed the air. Hutch stroked his neck and
tightened the grip of his thighs about Starsky's middle. Something was
happening. Yes, off in the distance he could see a faint light. Fire!
Another funeral pyre for one who was still alive!
Hutch leaned forward and gripped Starsky's neck. He rode without saddle
or bridle, but the connection between them was so strong that they
could speak without words. They were about to start the hunt, when
there was a stir in the tall grass, and Hutch turned to see that
Artemis and her companions had joined them. Starsky pranced nervously,
remembering their last meeting.
'Herne!'
'Yes. I once was Herne. But I no longer hunt the souls of the dead.
Starsky has given me a new life, and a new name, and a new prey to
hunt.'
'Ah, I see. And do not look so nervous, Stag. I also have a new prey. I
am not chasing stags tonight, but I hunt the Circle.'
'The Circle? They are our prey as well.'
'Do you wish to join forces, thou who once was Herne?'
'Perhaps. Why do you hunt the Circle, if I may be so bold as to ask?'
'They disturb this place too readily. I do not trust their motives.
They wish only power. The last time we met, they spoke to me and to my
Companions, in a very condescending manner. Why do you hunt them?'
'The last time we met, they burnt Starsky and me alive.'
Hutch whistled up his tall, black hounds. They loped up on their long
legs. One of them licked Starsky's foot, making him dance and snort.
Hutch leaned forward and stroked Starsky's neck to calm him.
Artemis blew her horn, and her own white hounds joined them. She raised
her axe, and the moonlight glinted off the silver crescent in
benediction.
The Hunt was on.
The grass had grown tall since the last time they had rode this path.
When had that been?
Starsky's memories were fading. He remembered the funeral pyre. He
remembered Hutch climbing up to join him. He remembered the fire and
the burning and being rendered down to white bone. He remembered the
race to the river and the cool water. But what then? He remembered
love. Love was outside of time. Love made time irrelevant. Love made
everything irrelevant.
He carried Hutch on his back, because of love.
Hutch was leaning over his neck, crooning to him as they ran. They were
one body now. It was Hutch who gave him the strength to leap over the
fallen tree, to forge the river, to climb the steep slope of the
mountain.
So they were in the lead when their hounds bayed to announce that they
had caught the scent.
It was the same glen in which Starsky and Herne -- Hutch -- had burned
on the pyre. The same Circle stood around, clad in the same white
shrouds, holding torches. The same three wooden crosses stood about the
pyre. But now, the pyre was lit, and someone was lying upon it, burning
and weeping.
They charged into the crowd. Starsky wished that Herne carried a
weapon, now that he did not hunt the dead, but the living and
profoundly criminal instead.
Some of the Circle membership retreated at their threat, but others
stood their ground. One of them swung his lit torch at Herne and the
flame touched his hand. Starsky lowered his head and attacked. His
antlers ripped open the man's stomach, and shiny red guts spilled out
upon the ground.
An arrow sang past his shoulder and embedded itself in someone's face.
Starsky heard a scream that ended very suddenly, and looked around just
in time to see a head fall off a pair of shoulders and end up on the
ground. Artemis' silver axe was no toy.
The Circle had backed up near the pyre. They had drawn close together,
their backs to the pyre, and their torches raised high. One of them
reached into the pyre and pulled out their latest victim. He was still
burning, but some of the group used their white shrouds to put out the
flames.
'Now,' said one of the Circle leaders. 'Leave, or we will kill this
one.'
Starsky looked at the burnt man. He was Josh. Herne said, 'That is the
man in whose place we burned on your pyre. We told you to let him go.'
'We did. But this evil one has not changed his ways. He has learned
nothing, and still continues to lust after other men. The evil that he
commits pollutes this world and we must burn it out, root and branch.'
Josh lifted his head and looked around. He saw Starsky and smiled.
'Stop them,' he said. 'Don't worry about me.' At the sound of his
voice, one of the circle looked up, startled, and lowered her white
hood.
'Josh?'
Josh turned to her, his face cold and white, and splotched with
terrible red.
'You,' he said. 'You continue to torture me. Wasn't once enough for
you?'
'No, no. I'm not a part of this. I only want you to come back to us, to
have a normal life. I want to help you.'
'You are a part of this.'
'I didn't light the flames. I only told the truth. What you do is evil.
You can change. Truly. I love you. Let me help you.'
'You hold one of the torches, Mother. Put it out.' 'Silence!' One of
the men in the Circle came forward and grabbed Mrs. Simmons by the arm.
'I knew we shouldn't have allowed a woman to join our group. You are
weak, and sentimental. Get back to your kitchen.'
Mrs. Simmons shook off his hand and turned to confront him.
'That is my son they have been burning. I won't allow it.'
'You? You won't allow? Who are you, woman? I command you as your
husband, to get back to your house.'
Artemis smiled. She raised her horn and blew a long silvery note.
'Sister! You are on the wrong side of this confrontation. Do you stand
with those who oppress you and your son, or with us, against them?'
Mrs. Simmons stood silent for a long moment. Then she lifted her torch
and swung it at her husband. The flame caught his white shroud and in a
moment he was on fire. She turned and attacked those who were holding
Josh, and they let him go. He fell to the ground and rolled out of
their way, pressing close against the base of the pyre.
Mrs. Simmons' sudden attack had startled the Circle, giving Artemis and
Herne the chance they needed. Arrows flew. Starsky charged again and
again. Artemis' silver axe decapitated a few more of the Circle. The
rest ran off in terror.
The glen was silent under the light of the moon. Mrs. Simmons had
pulled Josh into her arms and cradled him against her breast.
'Let me go,' he said.
'No. Never. I love you.'
'You don't love me. You don't love me! You love this picture of who you
want me to be. Who you need me to be. And if I don't fit, you'd rather
destroy me.'
Mrs. Simmons was silent for a long moment. 'I don't want to destroy
you. I don't understand you. You're different from what I expected. I
want you to get married and to have children. But I do love you. I
never meant for something like this to happen. It's not my fault.'
'Yes,' said Artemis. 'It is. You spout hate-filled words, and then you
are astonished that your words have consequences. What did you expect
would happen when you called your son, and others like him, evil?'
'That he would change, that they all would realize what evil they were
doing, and change.'
'I'd rather burn,' said Josh. 'Than change what is the best part of me.
Put me back on the pyre.' 'No! No, I won't allow this. I'll try to
understand. I promise. I don't know if I can, but I'll try. I won't let
you die.'
'I'm dying inside. Can you stop that?'
'I'll try. Tell me what you need.'
'Daniel.'
Mrs. Simmons closed her eyes and shuddered, but she nodded her head.
'Yes. I'll let him come to see you.'
'Good,' said Artemis. 'It was about time you joined us. Sisters! A
newly liberated woman has shed her white shroud.'
Her companions cheered and Herne joined in. Starsky danced and tossed
his head, and all the hounds threw back their heads and howled.
********************************************** 'Detective
Starsky? Dave?'
'Huh? Oh. Daniel. What?'
'You were just sitting on the floor again, in front of the painting,
like the last time. You okay?'
'No. I'm weird. Don't worry about me. I'll be fine, soon as Hutch wakes
up.'
'Yeah. I'm so sorry about that.'
'That figures. It's not your fault, and you feel guilty. But the people
whose fault it is....'
Starsky looked around the room for one of them, but she seemed to have
disappeared. 'I guess I should go and check on Hutch again.' Just then,
the waiting room door opened and a nurse looked in.
'Detective Starsky, your partner is awake and asking for you. Oh. And
Daniel Martin. Josh is awake, too. He wants to see you, but you have to
put on a gown and mask.'
'Uh, no problem, Nurse. But I thought his parents wouldn't let me near
his room.'
'His mother just came to see us, and told us she was withdrawing her
objections.'
Starsky had never seen such a dark face light up so much. 'Go on
Daniel,' he said. 'Hurry, before she changes her mind.'
****************************************
'How you doin', baby?'
'I'm fine, Starsk. I want to go home. You okay?'
'Me? I'm just fine, too. We're both fine. Everything's fine.'
'Sit down, Starsk.'
'I don't wanna sit down, Blondie. I wanna hold you and kiss you. Check
you all over. String Simmons up by the balls.'
'Well, just sit for now. What happened with Josh and Daniel?'
'Josh's mother changed her mind.'
'I know. I was there. Starsky, what's going on?'
'Told you. I'm weird.'
'Well now, so am I. Because I remember all this stuff about you being a
stag, and me riding you.'
'Really. Wow, Hutch. Sounds really kinky. What'd we do, exactly?
It's all kinda faded from my mind.'
'Starsk!'
'Oh. It was like that, huh?'
'Starsk! Look, Starsky, we have to talk about this. I mean, what is
happening?'
'Why? Why do we have to put a label on it? Why not just let it happen?'
'Because we don't know what the Hell we're doing? Because we don't know
what might go wrong? I think we need to find out what's going on before
we make some fatal mistake.'
'Well, who do we ask? Who wouldn't think we were lunatics who should be
in straight jackets, or at least not allowed to carry weapons?'
'Well, Miranda seemed to think we had some kind of powers. Maybe she'd
know about this?'
'Miranda? She knew something about the dreams. Wanna go see her?'
'She said we could.'
'Okay. Let's ask Dobey for some vacation time. We need it after this.'
'Good. That's settled. Only one problem.'
'Yeah? What?'
'How do we find Miranda's Island again. Without a hurricane, I mean.'
'Start our own hurricane.'
'That's what I was afraid of.'
Starsky leaned over Hutch, and kissed him tenderly.
'Beloved,' he said. 'We are a hurricane.'
*** The End ***
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