Goblin Market
Goblin Market
Pleasure past and anguish past,
Is it death or is it life?
'Goblin Market', Christina G. Rossetti
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Chapter One
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'All right, you scum. Line up now, quiet like, and listen
good. When the ports open, file out, and don't try anything,
cause there's nowhere to run to. Got that? There's
one likely future for you all -- working in the prison quarries until
you die. And one unlikely future -- some fool might buy you as a
personal slave. Like I say, that's unlikely, but they tell me
everyone needs hope, so that's yours. Enjoy it while you can.'
The exit ports of the prison ship Botany Bay opened with a deep,
shuddering clang. Beyond, lay the port of Bay City, the capital
of the planet popularly known as Eldorado. Eldorado was a mining
planet, and Starsky was here to work in the mines.
The prisoners began to file out, with that defeated slump that marked
the condemned. Starsky lifted his head proudly. Whatever
the universe thought of him, he did not share that view. He was
not defeated until he could not tell his own soul from the image
reflected back to him in the eyes of others.
There was a small crowd of spectators watching the parade of the
damned. Eyes filled with contempt, amusement, speculation, or
simple boredom. Occasionally, the eyes held assessment.
Starsky remembered the words of the guard. That someone might be
interested in buying a new personal slave. The concept held both
hope and despair. Such a fate might be a step up in the world,
depending on the buyer. Working in the quarries was a death
sentence, and everyone in the column knew it.
The column moved forward slowly, as each prisoner was processed.
So far, none of the spectators seemed to be in a buying mood.
Starsky couldn't really blame them. Most of these prisoners were
scum even in the eyes of the common criminal. Child
rapists. Men who had killed their own parents for money.
There was a reason Starsky had been included in this group of
prisoners, and he knew it. No matter how little love the criminal
element had for child rapists, they had even less love for him.
He was the lowest of the low in this group, and that fact had been
rubbed in his nose every day.
As he moved nearer to the head of the line, he could feel eyes upon
him. Perhaps his proud, erect stance had attracted
attention. Starsky wondered if that had been wise. The
feeling of being watched was making his skin crawl. He glanced
around the group of spectators, searching for those eyes.
He found them. They were set in a face that Starsky supposed was
handsome. Most of the world would see it that way. But the
man himself would so obviously agree with that assessment, and that
lessened his attraction, in Starsky's eyes. He seemed amused by
Starsky, watching him rather as a cat would watch a mouse. When
Starsky reached the head of the line, and his name was called, the man
stepped forward.
'Prisoner number 0653228. David Michael Starsky,' called out the
guard.
'I will purchase this prisoner,' said the blond man, with the cold eyes.
'Mr. Hutchinson. I would suggest against it, but only for your
own safety. This is a highly dangerous prisoner.'
The blond man laughed. 'I like dangerous men,' he said. 'I
intend to tame him.' Several of the nearest spectators laughed,
along with him.
The guard shrugged. 'As long as you sign this statement,
absolving the prison of all liability, you may do what you will with
him. That will be 200 credits, please.'
Starsky opened his mouth to protest that he'd rather work in the
quarries, if they didn't mind. He shut it again, quickly.
There was no one here who cared what his preferences were, least of all
the guards. There were always more prisoners to work, and die, in
the quarries. The 200 credits were a welcome bonus.
The blond man stepped closer, to sign the release forms, and Starsky
shuddered. He wondered exactly how this Mr. Hutchinson intended
to tame him, and what he would do when he discovered that Starsky
couldn't be tamed. All in all, Starsky thought it might be best
to make that clear from the start. By far the best. Let
death come quickly, rather than in slow, agonizing torture.
The blond man lifted his pen to sign away Starsky's life.
'Hold on,' said a voice from the back of the crowd. 'Are you sure
his credits are good?'
The blond man turned. 'Ken?' he said. His voice turned
cold. 'Of course my credits are good. What is this game
you're playing?'
'Game?' asked the new man. 'No game. I don't trust you, and
you're my own brother. Why should these people trust you? I'm
suggesting they should check your credits, and in the meantime, take
mine instead. They're above suspicion.' He pulled out his
badge, and opened it. 'This trumps any number of credits,' he
said.
'Sergeant Hutchinson, are you offering to buy this prisoner yourself?'
asked the guard.
'Yes, and as you know, the Bay City Police Department has first choice
of all new recruits for the quarries.'
'You were late in arriving,' said the first Mr. Hutchinson. 'I
have already bought this slave.'
'Buy another,' said the sergeant. He turned to the guard.
'Let me see the cargo manifest.' He ordered.
'David Michael Starsky. It says here, you were a cop?' asked the
sergeant.
'Yes,' said Starsky. He lifted his head even higher. 'I am.'
Sergeant Hutchinson smiled. 'Good,' he said. He turned
again to the guard. 'Hand over the key.'
The guard looked back and forth between his two customers. He
was, as Starsky well knew, both cruel and brutal, and entirely capable
of dealing with the most violent of prison riots. That he now
looked worried at the prospect of choosing between the two Hutchinson
brothers, gave Starsky pause.
'I… I'm not sure what….'
Sergeant Hutchinson's fist connected with the guard's belly. His
knee connected with the guard's groin. His hand connected with
the back of the guard's neck. The guard collapsed moaning on the
ground.
'Get up!' snapped the sergeant. The guard struggled to his feet.
'Thank you,' the sergeant continued. 'Do you feel a little
less unsure now? Good. I represent the law here, not my
brother. I require that this man have full use of both his hands
for the work I intend to give him. And I don't intend to sign your
release. As far as I'm concerned, you're responsible for
everything that goes wrong on this planet. Including the weather.
Hand over the key.'
The guard looked at one of his assistants. The assistant rummaged
through a box of keys, and handed one to the sergeant.
'Let's just be sure it's the right one,' said Sergeant Hutchinson.
Starsky felt cool, rough hands on his for a moment, as the cop opened
his hand cuffs, then locked them again.
'Sorry that I have to leave them locked until your release is
finalized,' said the sergeant. 'That won't take long. Come
along.'
'I won't forget this, Ken,' said Mr. Hutchinson. 'I'd already
bought this slave. You were late.'
'My flyer wouldn't start,' said the sergeant. 'Don't try that
again, Morgan, or there won't be a flyer in your garage that will ever
work again.'
Starsky followed the sergeant to his flyer, feeling the cold,
acquisitive stare of Morgan Hutchinson the whole way.
Ken Hutchinson opened the flyer door, and climbed in, then waved
Starsky inside. The flyer rose in a slow, vertical lift, until it
was in the traffic stream, then shot forward. They flew for a few
moments in silence. Hutchinson put the flyer on automatic pilot,
and took his hands off the controls. He leaned back in his seat,
and turned to Starsky.
'We were in the Academy together,' he said.
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'I remember you now. Was that why you
bought me?'
'What? For old times sake? No. Not at all.'
'Do you… do you have some sort of grudge against me, then?' asked
Starsky. Now he was wondering if he'd had a lucky break, or not.
Hutchinson laughed. 'A grudge? No. I wouldn't go to
all that trouble, just to get revenge for some imagined slight back in
my school days. Did you slight me?'
'Not that I remember,' said Starsky. 'I used to get up to some
practical jokes, though,' he admitted.
Hutchinson laughed again. 'So did I,' he said. They were silent
for another minute. 'What happened?' asked Hutchinson, at last.
'What happened?' Starsky echoed. 'You mean, this?' he waved his
cuffed hands, and indicated his prison uniform. 'It's a long
story,' he said.
'They usually are,' said Hutchinson. 'You can tell me the whole
thing tonight. I want to know your side of it.'
'I can give you my side of it,' said Starsky. 'For what it's
worth.'
'What is it worth?'
'For me?' asked Starsky. 'Everything. For the rest of the
universe? Nothing, it seems. They did their work well.'
'Who?' asked Hutchinson.
'Gunther and his gang,' said Starsky.
'Ah, yes. Gunther. I still want to hear your story, but you
don't need to justify yourself any further. I believe you
already.'
Starsky sat silent the rest of the trip, not quite willing to trust his
luck. The last couple of years had taught him too well the folly
of that.
The flyer landed on the roof of a tall, black tower of glass and steel.
'Metro,' said Hutch, as he drove it into a designated parking
space. 'Let's get you showered and into some decent clothes
before we go and see Captain Dobey.'
Starsky nodded. 'Do you have quarters here?' he asked.
'Yes. Not very large quarters. You'll have to sleep on the
couch for now. But if all goes well, I should be able to apply
for larger quarters, and you'll have your own room.'
Starsky nodded again, as if he understood what Sergeant Hutchinson was
talking about, though he knew nothing about the customs on
Eldorado. On Earth, officers above the rank of Detective had
separate quarters off base. Starsky followed his owner into a
turbolift, and held onto a railing as it carried them down. He
watched the lights blink, from level 75 to level 43. The
turbolift stopped. The door opened and Starsky filed out behind
the sergeant.
Hutchinson opened the door to his quarters, and waved Starsky in.
'Here. Let me take those cuffs off,' he said. 'If you
promise not to try to run, or to murder me, for the next few minutes.'
'Murder you?' asked Starsky. 'Why... why would I do that?
I'm no murderer. I thought you believed me.'
The walls of the room seemed to be closing in on him. The sudden
change from almost believing he was trusted, to realizing he was not,
was making him dizzy. He could hear Hutchinson's voice, saying
something about a joke. He could feel Hutchinson's hands,
gripping his arms, and he flinched away. He tried to fling up his
arms to protect his face, and slumped back against the wall in despair.
'Starsky. Starsky? Here. Drink this.'
Starsky looked up. Sergeant Hutchinson was bending over him,
offering him a glass of something that looked highly alcoholic.
He took it with his bound hands, and gulped it down. 'I'm sorry,'
he managed to gasp, after a moment.
'For what?' asked Hutchinson. 'This was my fault.'
'No it wasn't. I'm not usually so....' Starsky's throat
closed, and he couldn't speak another word.
'Finish that drink,' said Hutchinson. 'That's better. Now,
let's get those cuffs off. Then, I want you to take a
shower, like I said. Get the stink of that transport ship off
you. How long were you in space, anyway?'
'Two months,' Starsky managed to say.
Hutchinson removed the cuffs, and hung them on his belt. He
offered Starsky his hand, and pulled him to his feet. 'Two
months?' he asked. 'Where did you come from? Earth?'
'Yes. I was in prison there for the last two years, until all my
appeals ran out. I guess they were worried I'd find some other
basis to appeal, so they sentenced me to transportation to the
colonies, and I ended up here.'
'For what?' asked Hutchinson. 'What were you accused of?'
'Accused of? Everything in the book,' said Starsky. 'I was
convicted of armed robbery and manslaughter. I'm innocent, but I
couldn't prove it.'
'I didn't know you had to prove it,' said Hutchinson. 'I thought
they had to prove your guilt beyond a reasonable doubt.'
'Well, they did,' said Starsky. 'To the satisfaction of the jury,
anyway. Can I have that shower now?'
'Sure. Sorry. Here's the washroom. Just toss those
rags out the door, and I'll get you some of my own clothes.
You're a little smaller than I am, but you can roll up the cuffs.
Those… shoes you're wearing will have to do for now. We'll go
shopping tomorrow. Get you something better.'
Starsky turned on the shower, and stood under the needle-sharp spray
for some minutes. The water felt cleaner, and smelt cleaner, and
even looked cleaner than the prison water. So did the soap, when
at last he picked it up. It smelt like pine needles, he
thought. Or smoky leaves in the autumn, from his boyhood.
Had he ever had a boyhood, or was that just something he'd read about
in a book?
'Starsky?' asked a voice from the doorway.
'Yeah?' he called back.
'You okay?'
'Yeah. I'll be right out.'
'Take your time,' said Hutchinson. 'Just don't pass out and hit
your head. We need to see Dobey, and then we need to talk.'
'I'm coming,' said Starsky. He climbed out of the shower, and
reached for a towel.
Hutchinson watched calmly from the doorway. 'You're too
skinny. You need to eat more,' he said.
'You sound like my mother,' said Starsky.
Hutchinson handed him his clothes, and watched while he dressed.
Starsky was used to the guards watching his every move, but
Hutchinson's eyes were gentler. Starsky pulled on his shoes, then held
out his hands for the cuffs. Hutchinson sighed.
'Just get it over with,' said Starsky.
The turbolift descended once more. Down to level 21, this
time. Eyes followed them, as they entered the bullpen. A
gruff voice hailed them from an office doorway.
'Hutchinson! Where've you been? And who's your prisoner?'
'Not my prisoner, Captain,' said the sergeant, as he waved Starsky into
the captain's office. 'This is David Starsky. I just
purchased him from the prison quarries.'
'And why, might I ask? Don't we have enough muscle, for the
moment? And he's a bit too thin for that, anyway.'
'I didn't buy him for muscle, Captain,' said the sergeant. 'I
need a new partner. Starsky used to be a cop.'
'What?' roared the captain. 'If you think I'm going to allow you
to hit the streets with some criminal at your side, you have another
think coming.'
'Captain, listen. I need a partner. It's dangerous out
there. All they send us anymore, are raw recruits, or broken down
old drunks.'
'And what makes you think this crook is any better?'
'He's not a criminal, Captain. I'll stake my badge on that.
He was framed, by Gunther and his gang. I went to the Academy
with Starsky. I trust him.'
We saw each other, as we passed in the hallways, thought Starsky.
No wait. Didn't we take a class together. What was
it? Interplanetary Law 305? That's it.
'Doesn't matter how well you think you know someone, Hutchinson,'
said Dobey. 'Men change.'
'So they can change back, if given enough incentive,' said
Hutchinson. 'I'm willing to take the risk, in this case.
What about you, Starsky?'
'Huh?' said Starsky.
'How much do you believe in yourself? Do you want to clear your
name?'
'Yes,' said Starsky, slowly. 'I'd like that, of course. But
I'm not sure it's possible, anymore. I've been trying for two
years.'
'What's two years?' asked Hutchinson.
'A lifetime, if it's spent on Alcatraz,' said Starsky.
Hutchinson dismissed Earth's prison satellite with the insouciance of a
man who'd only visited that hellhole once on a field trip. 'Why
give up now?' he asked.
'Who says I've given up?' Starsky shot back. 'I haven't given
up. I'm just pointing out that clearing my name might not be
possible. What is it you're asking me to do, to achieve the
impossible?'
'Haven't you been listening? I need a new partner. My last
partner got himself killed. And the one before that. The
one before that disappeared.'
'And what about the one before that?' asked Starsky.
'He went nuts. He's back where he came from. What does it
matter? They were raw recruits, or broken down old drunks.
I need a partner. We went through the Academy together. You
have experience. At this point, I don't care if you're innocent
or guilty. If you can go straight, and watch my back, I'll do my
best to clear your name, soon as I get the chance.'
It was a bit of a fool's hope, thought Starsky. What chance would
a cop out here in the colonies have to investigate the truth about a
crime back on Earth. But any hope was better than none at
all. And being Ken Hutchinson's partner beat working in the
quarries until he dropped dead.
'I don't like it, Hutchinson,' said Dobey.
'Captain.'
'I don't like it, Hutchinson. But I'll give my consent, on one
condition. He wears a collar.'
'Captain!'
'He wears a collar, Hutchinson. I'm not letting him loose out on
the streets. Not on anyone's word, not even yours.'
'Captain, you can't make him....'
'I can and I will. You want him as your partner?
Fine. You got him as your partner, but on my terms.'
'Starsky? I'm sorry. Would you go along with that?
You're a good cop, I believe that. It's a crime to treat you like
the common run of muscle around here....'
'It's better than the quarries,' said Starsky. 'Whatever you
like.'
'Okay,' said the Captain. 'Take him down to processing, and get
the collar put on.'
'On one condition of my own, Captain. We need partner
quarters. No, listen. He'll wear a collar, but I'm his
master. His only master. He sleeps in my quarters. But he
needs his own room. He can't sleep on the couch every night, and
be on his feet all day. And he needs proper equipment.'
'No gun!' said the Captain.
'Captain, that's not safe.'
'No gun. That's final. Partner quarters? That's fine. Here.
It's all approved.' Captain Dobey passed a credit token over to
Hutchinson. 'Take the rest of the day, and tomorrow,
off. Get settled. Show him around Bay City, so he knows
where the hell he is. Feed him up, he's too skinny. Fill
him in on the Goblins, and the Fence and everything. Then, you
hit the streets. And if he behaves himself, we'll see about a
stun gun. Eventually. Now, get out of here.'
'Thanks, Captain,' said Hutchinson.
'Don't thank me,' said the captain. 'I have a bad feeling about
this.'
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The turbolift carried them down to Stores and Requisitions.
Hutchinson fell silent, and he seemed despondent.
'If a collar means I can work with you, and walk about freely, I don't
see a problem,' said Starsky, after a few minutes of this. The
lift door opened, and Hutchinson waved him ahead, then took his arm,
and steered him to the left.
'Of course you don't,' said Hutchinson. 'You're gaining.
I'm losing.'
'Losing?' asked Starsky. 'Losing what?'
Hutchinson stopped, outside the door to the storeroom. 'I don't
want to be at the other end of this damned collar, okay?' he said,
softly. 'I don't want a slave, and I don't want to be your
master. I don't want to be anyone's master.'
'Then don't be my master,' said Starsky. 'Just pretend when we're
in public.'
'It's not that simple. What if I get into the act too deeply?'
'We can have a safeword,' Starsky suggested.
Hutchinson tossed him a wry grin, and pushed open the door.
'Okay, Robbins,' he said. 'My new partner here needs a
collar.'
'New partner?' asked the man behind the counter. 'Since when do
partners wear collars?'
'It's a long story,' said Hutchinson. 'And I haven't got
time. Just get us a collar. The lightest weight. I
need to keep him in line, not torture him every night.'
Robbins looked Starsky up and down, coldly. 'If you say so,' he
said. He disappeared into the aisles of stacked equipment, and
emerged a few moments later with a slender steel collar. Looped
around it, was a matching wrist band.
'Sign for it here,' said Robbins, pointing to an electronic pad.
Hutchinson signed the pad, and added his thumb print. He sighed,
but he took the collar and band. 'Let's do this out in the hall,'
he said to Starsky. 'Then at least we can go shopping, and find
new quarters.'
'New quarters?' asked Robbins. 'You're serious? This guy is
really your partner?'
'Yeah, he's really my partner. What's it to you?'
'Nothing,' said Robbins. 'I don't care if he murders you in your
bed.' The man snickered, as if at a private joke.
'Murders me in my bed?' asked Hutchinson. 'Why would he do that?'
'Oh, haven't you heard? Seems to be the thing for partners, these
days. Mitchison and Levi, for example. One of them
killed the other. Think it was Mitchison killed Levi. Or
the other way around. Same difference.'
'Didn't they have the corner suite on Level 30?' asked Hutchinson.
'Yeah,' said Robbins. 'What about it?'
'We'll take it,' said Hutchinson.
'Man, you are cold,' said Robbins. 'The body's probably still
warm, and the blood's all over the floor.'
'We need a suite, and they don't,' said Hutchinson. 'One of
them's dead, and the other has a nice new jail cell. If we clean
up the place for you, it will save you a lot of work, so can we have
it?'
'Sure,' said Robbins. 'Sign here. There's the key.
And don't say I never did anything for you.'
'He's right. You are cold,' Starsky noted, out in the hall.
'Good corner suites are hard to find,' said Hutchinson. 'And I
don't have much sympathy for either Mitchison or Levi. Like
Robbins said, it's a toss up as to which one murdered the other.
Now, come here. This shouldn't feel uncomfortable. Let me
know if it does, okay?'
'Okay,' said Starsky. He couldn't help but feel nervous,
despite his brave words earlier. He knew the basic principle of
restraining collars, but had never actually seen one. They were
illegal on Earth. He felt Hutchinson's strong hands on his throat, then
the cold steel band settling against his flesh. He closed his
eyes.
Hutchinson brushed his hair away from the collar, gently. 'Does
it feel tight, or anything?' he asked.
'No,' said Starsky.
'I'm setting it to the lowest setting,' Hutchinson continued. 'If
I dared, I'd leave it off, but we better not tempt fate. Someone
might notice.'
'Yes,' said Starsky.
'Now I have to put the arm band on, and we're all set.' His voice
sounded tight.
'I'll do that for you, if you like,' said Starsky, opening his eyes.
Hutchinson looked a bit pale. 'Why would you do that?' he asked.
'It's not so bad. You gave me a choice. This, or being worked to
death in the quarries. Remember? Keep remembering that.'
'I'll try,' said Hutchinson. He unlocked Starsky's handcuffs, and
hung them on his belt, then handed Starsky the armband.
'Which wrist?' asked Starsky.
'The left, I guess. I'm right handed, so that's the most
convenient.'
'I'm left handed,' said Starsky.
'I noticed. I'm putting this on the lowest setting too.
Now, behave, because I don't want to have to use it.'
'What would make you use it?' asked Starsky.
'I don't know. Don't leave wet towels all over the washroom
floor? Let's go check out that corner suite.'
Suite 3005 was large. It had two bedrooms, a large living room, a
study alcove, and two bathrooms. Also a glass enclosed balcony.
Suite 3005 was a shambles. There was indeed a considerable amount
of blood in one of the bedrooms, but no body.
'Is it really all right for us to move in?' asked Starsky. 'Won't
someone be around to check out the crime scene?'
'Crime scene? What crime scene?' asked Hutchinson.
'One of them killed the other. What's the crime in that? Or
the big mystery, for that matter? Other than the fact that it
took so long, I mean. Look at this place. Even I'm not this
messy.'
'I hope not,' said Starsky. Hutchinson's own rooms had been neat
enough, from what he had seen of them. but everyone had their
little hidden depravities. Starsky had roomed with a man at the
Academy, who threw his empty beer cans under his bed, behind the couch,
and everywhere except in the proper garbage receptacle. Looking
around the Mitchison-Levi residence, he wondered if the murder victim
was responsible for this mess. If so, he might be persuaded to
feel a certain sympathy for the killer.
'Find a broom, will you? If they have one,' he said to
Hutchinson, before he thought.
Hutchinson said nothing. He went away, and came back a moment
later with a broom, and a mop as well. 'Here we are,' he
said. 'I think this bed is a write-off. But the other one
is probably usable, and we can bring my bed down from my old
suite. Which room would you prefer?'
'Uh...' said Starsky.
'Yeah,' said Hutchinson. 'You can have the other room. I
don't believe in ghosts.'
They spent the evening cleaning the new suite. It gave Starsky a
certain satisfaction. Clearing out the trash, he thought.
It was symbolic, or something. 'I think we need to stop and eat,'
he suggested to Hutchinson. 'I'm beginning to feel philosophical.'
'Is that dangerous?' asked Hutchinson.
'In my case, yes.'
They went back up to Hutchinson's old rooms, and the sergeant began
pulling food containers out of the refrigerator unit. 'Just sit
down over there,' he said. 'Let's relax for the rest of the
evening. We can finish moving in the morning, then I'll show you
around Bay City.' He opened some containers, and threw out the
contents.
'The whole city?' asked Starsky. 'It looks almost as big as Los
Angeles.'
'Not quite, but close enough,' said Hutchinson. 'We'll do a fly
over, then I'll take you around our beat. Introduce you to some
of my friends.'
'Snitches?'
'Those too,' said Hutchinson. 'I just had a thought.
Mitchison and Levi had the beat next to mine. How much you want
to bet the Captain dumps it all on us?' He opened another
container, and looked inside. 'This looks okay,' he said. 'Smells
okay.' He put the container in the oven, and set the
controls. 'Do you like to cook?' he asked Starsky.
'I love to cook.'
'Great. You can cook dinner tomorrow night.' The oven bell
dinged. 'Let's eat,' said Hutchinson.
The stew wasn't bad, after all. 'Did you cook this yourself?'
asked Starsky.
'Yes. I like cooking, too. We can take turns.'
'Sure,' said Starsky. They were sitting out on the small balcony,
watching the sun set. 'This is a lot more pleasant than the
dining hall on Alcatraz. Or on the transport ship. I never
saw the dining hall at the prison quarries, but....'
'This is still more pleasant,' said Hutchinson.
'I'm grateful,' said Starsky. 'I wish I could show you how
grateful.'
'You can,' said Hutchinson. 'Watch my back. Don't get into
any trouble. Don't murder me in my sleep. That's all.'
'You have high requirements for a partner, don't you? Now I'm
starting to wonder if I can measure up.'
Hutchinson turned and looked at him. 'Seriously, Starsky.
After three years here, that's all I ask.'
'I can give you more than that, Sergeant.'
'No. I don't want more than that. Just do your job.'
'I'm not offering more than you want,' said Starsky. 'I'm
offering you what you need.'
'Out of gratitude?' asked Hutchinson.
'You make it sound dirty,' Starsky observed. 'That wasn't what I
meant. Can't we be friends? Maybe not close friends.
We don't really know each other, whatever you said to your Captain
Dobey. And even if we had known each other, the captain's
right. Men do change. But I swear, Hutchinson. I
didn't change. I didn't do what they accused me of doing.'
'I believe you,' said Hutchinson. 'Now, tell me your side of the
story.'
Starsky looked out over the darkening landscape of Bay City. What
had happened seemed so far away in both space and time. His side
of the story. He remembered science classes at the Academy,
chiefly because he had struggled through them. But a certain
amount of the required information had been pounded into his
brain. Earth didn't need or want stupid police officers.
You never knew when a piece of information that seemed useless and
irrelevant might suddenly become quite relevant and useful in solving a
crime.
Take relativity, and the concept that there was no centre of the
universe, no single viewpoint that was the correct one. How each
object and body was the centre of its own universe, and everything else
revolved around it.
'You have to understand that very few criminals see themselves as being
in the wrong,' one of his professors had pointed out. 'They see
themselves as justified, for whatever reason. And we are the ones
in the wrong. If you want to be a truly good police officer, you
have to understand that. You have to be able to put yourself in
the position of the person committing the crime. Otherwise, the
criminals are just incomprehensible foreign bodies to you.'
'Isn't that dangerous?' Starsky had asked.
'Dangerous?' she said. 'Yes. It's dangerous being a police
officer. Get used to the idea of danger, because you'll be living
with it for a long time.'
'My side of the story?' said Starsky, now. 'My brother, Nicky, is
a small time crook. Was. I suppose he's moved up in the world
now. Joined Gunther's gang.'
'Oh, yes,' said Hutchinson. 'Brothers.'
'I... I couldn't help but notice that....'
'That I don't exactly get along with my own brother? You're
right.'
'I didn't want to mention it earlier, but thanks for saving me from
your brother, as well as the quarries. I don't know exactly what
he meant by taming me, but it didn't sound pleasant.'
'You have a talent for understatement,' said Hutchinson.
'Was his interest in me sexual?'
Hutchinson laughed. 'Not in the usual sense,' he said. 'He
doesn't date men. He has girlfriends. I suppose he gets a
sexual thrill out of dominating other men.'
'And you're worried about being like him,' Starsky noted. 'That's
why this collar upsets you. I haven't known you for long, but I
don't think you're like him at all. He frightened me. You
don't.'
'Yes,' said Hutchinson. 'Go on with your story.'
'Nicky. He got involved in some small way with Gunther's
gang. I was sent in undercover to investigate. Nicky was
getting scared, or so he said, and he asked me to help him get
out. I tried. But it all fell apart. The next thing I
knew, I was under arrest. I told them I was undercover. They
didn't buy it. They said I'd been working with Nicky, that we
were in it together. Nicky was still on the lam. I kept
expecting him to come in, give himself up, and support my story.'
'But he didn't,' said Hutchinson.
'How'd you guess?' asked Starsky. 'I wasn't involved in the
robbery, or the shooting. But they had my DNA at the crime
scenes. I told them it must be Nicky's. They said no, that it was
mine.'
'DNA evidence can be planted,' said Hutchinson. 'That's why it's
not conclusive.'
'Didn't matter at that point if it was conclusive. I realized
that Gunther had arranged the whole thing. He must
have. Nothing else makes sense, because otherwise, the whole
trial made no sense. No one believed I was innocent. Not
even my mother. I kept telling people I wasn't there. I
didn't shoot anyone, let alone an innocent guard. But no one
listened. By the end, even I was starting to doubt myself.'
'Kafka,' said Hutchinson.
'What?'
'Kafka. The Trial. It's an old book. From the
Twentieth Century, I think. I remember a line or two.
"It consists of this. That innocent persons are accused of guilt,
and senseless proceedings are put in motion against them."'
'Yeah,' said Starsky. 'But I guess from their perspective the
proceedings weren't senseless. Otherwise, why proceed?
Someone got something out of it all.' He yawned.
'You're exhausted,' said Hutchinson. 'Why don't you get some
sleep. I'm going out for a while, and I'll have to lock you
in. You're not allowed out without me.'
'That's okay,' said Starsky. 'It's none of my business, but will
you be back tonight, or in the morning?'
'If we're rooming together, it's your business. I'll be back
tonight. Just going to see a friend of mine. Sweet
Alice. She's a pro, but a good friend, too. There aren't
many women on this planet, even today. And most of them have
partners, of one sort or another. If you like, if you're not that
tired, Sweet Alice might accommodate you, too.'
'No thanks,' said Starsky.
'Sorry if that was an offensive offer,' said Hutchinson. 'I
didn't mean it to sound patronizing. I just supposed it's been a
while since you've had female company. Unless you don't care for
that?'
'I like women fine,' said Starsky. 'But I'm tired. Maybe
next time?'
Hutchinson gripped his arm, in a friendly fashion. 'Sure,' he
said. 'Next time. Whenever you like. Make
yourself at home. I'll see you later.'
The sergeant grabbed his jacket, and strode out the door on his long
legs. The door shut behind him, and Starsky heard the hum of the
computerized lock. He was locked in, but this was no jail
cell. For the first time in two years, he was truly
alone. The apartment was quiet. There were no screaming
prisoners banging on their cell walls. No guards coming around to
make sure he wasn't trying to hang himself in his cell. No one
threatening him with obscene retribution if they managed to get him
alone in the showers.
He prowled the apartment, and found the entertainment centre, and a
stash of video and audio discs. Music. When was
the last time he'd had the chance to listen to whatever music he
liked? He put an audio disc in the player. The Starry Night
Quartet. Contemporary Jazz and Classical Fusion. The first
track was called 'Desire'.
*******************
He must have fallen asleep somewhere in the middle of the fourth audio
disc, thought Starsky. The lights were very dim, since no
movement had occurred in the room for some hours. He stirred, sat
up, and one of the lights went back on, very low. He checked the
timepiece beside the couch. It was after midnight. The
apartment felt empty, and he was sure he would have heard if Sergeant
Hutchinson had returned.
He's a grown man, Starsky thought. He's out having a good time
with a girl. He can take care of himself.
He's out visiting a prostitute, probably in a rough part of town,
thought Starsky, some time later. I don't know much about Bay
City, but what I do know isn't positive. Most people here are
prospectors in every sense of the term. Out for what they can
get. Recognizing no law except the survival of the fittest and
the cruellest. Hutchinson wanted me to watch his back. I
should have swallowed my pride and gone with him.
He got up and began to pace back and forth. Finally, he tried the
door, but the lock was indeed set, and didn't yield to his palm
print. I should get him to change that, thought Starsky, once he
trusts me more. There will certainly be some occasions when I'll
have to go out without him. Maybe there's a spare key around?
He began to search through drawers, underneath cabinets, every possible
place someone might hide an extra key, without success. Finally,
he admitted defeat, and sat down to think.
Even if he had been able to leave the apartment, how would he find
Sergeant Hutchinson, in a strange city? He could ask where the
red light district was, for a start. Sweet Alice. He could
ask for her. Maybe he could try to contact whoever was on duty at
the front desk here in Metro? Maybe they would check on
Hutchinson, though the sergeant wouldn't appreciate this interference
in his private life. Starsky tried the computer terminal on the
sergeant's desk, but it was password protected. Another
search of the apartment failed to turn up a spare cell communicator,
and he probably wouldn't have been able to use it without a password
either.
Damn the man, thought Starsky. I suppose I'm lucky I could use
his entertainment centre without logging on with my palm print, and a
DNA sample.
At that moment, the apartment door opened, and Sergeant Hutchinson
walked in.
'Where were you?' Starsky started to say. He changed it to, 'What
happened to you? Your girl got a little rougher than you planned?'
'No,' said Hutchinson. His voice sounded weary. 'I was on
my way home. Ran into some trouble. I'm okay.'
'You should have stopped off at the Medic's. Sit down. Let
me take a look. I'm no medic, but I know some first aid.
You feel cold. Put this around you.' Starsky reached for the blanket
he'd been using, and wrapped it around Hutchinson's shoulders.
'You're going to have a black eye tomorrow, and everyone will be
looking at me funny.'
'Sorry,' said Hutchinson, sarcastically. 'I should have thought
of that, before getting in a fight.'
'I'll wear a sign. It Wasn't Me. Hold on. I'll get you some
ice, that's the best thing.'
'Starsky. Don't bother. I'm fine, I keep telling you.'
'Just sit there and be quiet, will you? Are you always so
stubborn? No wonder all your partners went nuts.' Starsky
got ice from the freezer, and wrapped it in a towel. 'Put this on
your eye, and I'll make you something hot to drink. What's in
this tin? Herbal tea? You like this crap? Just
because something's natural, doesn't mean it's good for you.
Poison ivy is natural. Got any pain killers in the medicine
cabinet? Ah. There we go. Swallow this… Thanks.'
'Starsky.'
'Yes?'
'Are you always this bossy?'
'Yes. Drink this. Put your feet up on the stool. Now,
let me see. They really worked you over, didn't they? What
was it all about, do you know? Just random thuggery?'
Hutchinson sighed. 'Not exactly,' he said. 'I was on my way
home, like I said. And I came across some goblin hunters.'
'What kind of hunters?' asked Starsky.
Hutchinson took a long swallow of his hot drink. 'Goblin
hunters,' he repeated. 'Haven't you heard about our native
population? The prospectors call them goblins. They refuse
to believe that they're intelligent, or that they're people. They
call them goblins, and they hunt them.'
'But that's... that's illegal, isn't it? If they're
intelligent? That's murder.'
'Yeah, murder's illegal. So's slavery, but I just bought you this
morning, remember? You were officially declared a non-human, once
you stepped on board that prison transport. The goblins have
never been declared intelligent. They don't have the status of
people, so killing them isn't murder. It enrages me. I came
across some of the hunters, carrying dead goblins on poles, and I went
berserk, I guess. The hunters are in a lot worse shape than I am,
but that won't bring those poor goblins back. What have you heard
about all this back on Earth? Anything?'
'Nothing much,' Starsky admitted. 'I remember hearing about some
kind of funny, ugly animals. Now I think, the guy called them
goblins. Or hobgoblins. But nothing about them being
intelligent.'
Hutchinson took his arm, in his strong grip. 'They are
intelligent, Starsky. I have no proof. I've tried to
communicate with them, but I haven't had much success. We don't
speak the same language. The thing is, they have their own
society. They communicate with each other. They interact
like intelligent beings.'
'But... some animals do that, don't they?' asked Starsky. 'Where
do you draw the line? How do you define a person?'
'Do animals engage in commerce?' asked Hutchinson.
'I don't know,' said Starsky, after thinking for a long moment.
'What do you mean? Tell me more about them.'
Hutchinson sighed, and it turned into a yawn.
'Never mind,' said Starsky. 'You're too tired to think logically,
and so am I. Why don't you go to bed and get some sleep, and
we'll talk about this in the morning?'
'I'll take you to see them tomorrow,' Hutchinson said. 'I'll take
you through the Fence, if you're brave enough.'
'Brave? Yeah, I'm brave enough, I suppose. But what
fence? Why does it take courage to go through it?'
'Come here,' said Hutchinson. 'You can catch a glimpse of the
Fence from my bedroom window.'
Starsky followed the sergeant down the hall. They left the lights
off, and Hutchinson drew him over to the window. 'It's not the
best angle,' he said. 'But if you crane your neck -- see!
Just over there.'
'It's glowing,' said Starsky. 'Is it supposed to do that?'
'Of course,' said the sergeant, as if stating the obvious.
'Is it electrified?' asked Starsky.
'No. It's just light. A fence of light.'
'Light,' said Starsky.
'Light. There are creatures out there, beyond the Fence, and they
only come out after dark. They're afraid of light, or it hurts
their eyes, or something. Whatever the reason, the Fence is the
only thing that keeps them from coming into Bay City.'
'What would happen if they did come in?' asked Starsky, after a long
moment.
'No one knows for certain,' said Hutchinson. 'When the first
prospectors came here, many disappeared when they were caught out in
the forest alone after dark. There are stories, but only stories,
about what happened to them.' He yawned again.
'I'm sorry for keeping you awake,' said Starsky. 'You should get
into bed.' He went to the light panel, and turned it up just
enough, then pulled down the covers on Hutchinson's bed. 'Come
on,' he said. 'Get undressed. Get some sleep.'
'You know,' said the sergeant. 'I wasn't serious about owning you
as a slave. You don't have to wait on me.'
'I'm not waiting on you. I'm just trying to be as different as
possible from your friends. What were their names? Levi and
Mitch?'
Hutchinson was pulling off his clothes. His skin was very
white. He walked quite unselfconsciously toward the bed, his
large penis swinging between his legs. Starsky grinned.
'You're hung like a horse,' he said.
'Slaves aren't supposed to make personal comments like that,'
Hutchinson observed, sleepily. He crawled beneath the
covers. Then he patted the bed. 'Stay with me,' he
said. 'I promise I won't make advances. I'm too tired.'
Starsky sat beside him on the bed. 'Are you sure?' he
asked. 'Maybe I snore.'
'I'll risk it,' said Hutchinson. 'I'm serious about no
advances. But that couch isn't really comfortable enough to sleep
on. And I'm lonely. I hurt all over.'
Starsky stood up and pulled off his own clothes. He got under the
covers. 'Put your head on my shoulder,' he said. 'I won't
make advances either.'
'That's nice,' said Hutchinson. 'Thanks.'
Starsky felt the golden head settle on his shoulder. Then the
man's breathing evened out, and a few minutes later, he was asleep.
Who are you, Starsky wondered. I haven't even known you for one
day, and you're asleep in my arms. He tucked the covers more
closely around them both, and then he fell asleep himself.
********************
Chapter Two
********************
Sergeant Hutchinson was already up and about when Starsky woke.
He could hear noises from the kitchen, and the sounds were
comforting. It was a far better thing to be awakened this way,
than by the normal prison routine. He dressed quickly in his
borrowed clothes, and went to the bedroom window. The sun was
shining, and there was no sign of the Fence. Light had been defeated by
light. Bay City looked the same as it had yesterday. No
monsters, it appeared, had invaded the city overnight. He
wondered if the sergeant's words had been spoken in a dream, or had
been, perhaps, a joke.
Hutchinson was preparing breakfast. He looked up as Starsky
joined him, and smiled shyly.
'Did you sleep well?' he asked.
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'You?'
'Well enough. Thanks, by the way.'
'For what?'
'For staying with me. It helped.'
'You're welcome,' said Starsky. 'Your bruises don't look too
bad. But maybe you should see the Medic later. Just to be
safe.'
Hutchinson ignored this sally. 'I made tea,' he said.
'Regular tea, not poison ivy. I'm out of coffee. It's
expensive, here. But we can get some later, if you like.
I'm making my usual breakfast, but you can hunt through my
cupboards. Get whatever you want. We'll stock up on food
when we move in.'
'Sounds fine to me,' said Starsky. 'What are you having?'
Hutchinson was mixing something in a food blender. It looked like
green sludge. 'It's a drink,' he said. 'Fruit and
vegetable juices.'
'What makes it so thick?' asked Starsky. 'And it bubbles.
Why does it bubble?'
'Oh. That's the algae. It's local. From one of the
ponds in the forest, just outside the Fence.'
'I think I'll pass,' said Starsky.
The tea was hot, and he found crackers in the cupboard, and cheese in
the fridge. He sat down across from Hutchinson, and watched him
drink his green sludge.
'We'll get you clothes that fit, after we finish moving,' said the
sergeant. 'Then I'll show you around our beat.'
'And the forest,' said Starsky. 'You were going to show me the
goblins.'
Hutchinson nodded. 'I'll take you there first,' he said.
'So we'll be sure not to get caught out after dark. And we'll
visit Huggy Bear. He's one of the most important people for you
to know. He's a good friend, and a good source of
information. If you're ever in trouble, and I'm not available, go
to him.'
Starsky nodded. 'I was worried last night,' he said. 'This
is a new world to me. I don't know anyone here.'
'I'm sorry about that,' said the sergeant. 'I should have
thought. Made better arrangements. But we'll fix you up
with some contacts.'
'A communicator?' Starsky ventured.
'Sure,' said Hutchinson. He drank in silence for a moment.
Then, 'I hope I didn't do anything to make you uncomfortable last
night.'
'Uncomfortable?' asked Starsky. 'In what way?'
'I know what it's like in prison. Well, I've heard about
it. Read about it.'
'It can be ugly,' said Starsky. 'Men become like animals.
No, that's not fair to the animals. Like caged animals,
maybe? But what does that have to do with you?'
'When I asked you to sleep with me, I hope that didn't....'
Starsky laughed. He put his hand on Hutchinson's. 'I wasn't
frightened,' he said. 'You don't look like a rapist to me.
Does that make sense?'
'Yes,' said Hutchinson. 'I hate the very idea of rape. It's
why this collar makes me nervous.' He reached out and touched the
steel band around Starsky's neck. 'I don't want you to feel that
I'll use it to have that sort of power over you. If I ever do
anything to bring back bad memories....'
'Are you asking me if I've been raped, Hutchinson?'
The sergeant looked stricken. He dropped his eyes, and busied
himself gathering stray cracker crumbs from Starsky's breakfast into a
little pile.
'Yes, I was raped,' said Starsky, calmly. 'A couple of times,
actually. Once by the guards. Once when I was caught in the
showers by some of my fellow inmates. I wasn't supposed to be
showering with this particular bunch. Not sure how that happened.'
'Starsky.'
'It was prison. These things happen in prison. It had
nothing to do with me. Or with you. I'm over it.'
'Are you?' Hutchinson's voice was soft, and comforting, and almost more
than Starsky could bear. Why had he thought this man was
cold?
'I'm over it,' he answered. 'As much as anyone can ever be over
it. They wanted to hurt me, and they did. They wanted to
humiliate me, and they did. They wanted to make me feel less than
human, less than a man. That was where they failed.'
'Yes. They're the ones who are less than men. So you won't
feel uncomfortable living with me?'
'No. You had enough of that poison ivy? Then let's get
moved in, so we can start living together.'
They carted the blood-stained bed from the new apartment out to the
garbage dump. Then they moved Hutchinson's bed in.
Hutchinson's entertainment centre was better than the one left by Levi
and Mitchison, so they set that up in the new living room.
'Why don't you take that into your bedroom?' Hutchinson suggested,
pointing at the other disc player. 'The computer too. Then
when you get tired of my company, you can entertain yourself.
I'll set you up with a membership in the library here. You can
borrow discs. Whatever you like.'
Starsky couldn't imagine being tired of this man's company, but the
idea of having something of his own, of being able to make choices, was
intriguing. There was a large desk in his new bedroom, mostly
covered in junk. Dirty mugs, and food containers. They
threw them out, and set up the computer and disc player.
He opened the blinds on the window, to let in some natural
sunlight. That had been in short supply for the last two years,
as well. The window, he discovered, went from floor to ceiling,
and opened on a tiny, private balcony. It was dirty, and Starsky
wondered if the previous owner had ever used it. What had been
wrong with those men, he wondered, out loud.
Hutchinson was shaking his head. 'Levi was a raw recruit, sent
here straight from the Academy. I suppose he thought being a
Space Cop would be romantic. Or maybe he just wanted to kill
aliens. Who knows. Mitchison was the old drunk.
Bitter. I suppose the brass thought the combination would
work. Fresh inspiration, and mature experience? They mixed
like oil and water. In other words, not at all.'
Starsky thought about all this for a moment, looking out over the alien
cityscape. He wondered if, and when, it would ever be as familiar
to him as Los Angeles.
'Why didn't they ask for new partners?' he said, at last.
'Well, they did. Eventually. But by that point, no one else
wanted them. Levi tried to ingratiate himself with me, but I
wanted him like poison ivy. He spent his off hours hunting
goblins.'
'I see,' said Starsky. 'I don't hunt. I don't like the
wilderness. And I don't even like killing in self defence.'
'Of course you don't like killing,' said Hutchinson. 'You're
sane. That's obvious. In a few weeks, when it's obvious to
everyone else here at Metro, I'll have competition. Everyone will
want you as their partner. Should I be worried?'
'No,' said Starsky. He turned and looked into Hutchinson's
eyes. 'I don't know you well, but I know you well enough. I
don't want any other partner.'
'Good,' said the sergeant, and he smiled.
An hour later, they were flying over Bay City. Starsky was
wearing his new clothes, including a reinforced leather jacket, that
Hutchinson told him would repel attacks by most weapons. When he
turned the jacket collar up, it hid the steel collar and his slave
status. Hutchinson pointed out various landmarks, and where the
city's important districts were. Starsky began to feel less like
a citizen of nowhere.
'Wait,' said Hutchinson, suddenly. 'I have an idea.' The
flyer settled on the landing pad of a tower of blue glass and
steel. 'This is my bank,' Hutchinson added. 'Let's set you
up with some money.'
'Money?' asked Starsky.
'Money,' Hutchinson confirmed. 'You ever heard of the stuff?'
'Well, yes, but....'
Hutchinson steered him down a hallway, and into a private office.
The receptionist at the front desk recognized the sergeant, and it took
only a few moments for them to get in to see the owner of the
office. Hutchinson shook the man's hand.
'Ming, this is my new partner, David Starsky,' he said.
The other man looked at Starsky in astonishment. 'David
Starsky? The famous David Starsky?' he asked.
'Famous?' asked Starsky. 'Don't you mean infamous?'
The man laughed. 'Perhaps I do,' he acknowledged. 'But
certainly everyone in Bay City is discussing your arrival on our little
planet. Is it true what they say? That Hutch here stole you
out from under the nose of his brother?'
'From under his nose?' asked Starsky. 'True enough. Though
I'd say he got up into his brother's face even closer than that.'
'And why do you think he did such a thing?' asked Ming.
'He needed a cop as his new partner,' said Starsky. 'I'm a cop.'
Ming looked him up and down, then shrugged. 'Yes, you are a cop,'
he said.
'And now he's my new partner,' Hutchinson said again. 'I need
your help, Ming.'
The other man laughed. 'My help?' he asked. 'For someone
who put the boots to Morgan Hutchinson? Any time, Hutch.
Anywhere. What is it you need?'
'I need a credit voucher for Starsky, in my name. Make it a good,
round figure. Not too high, not too low.'
'Certainly,' said Ming, making a note on an electronic pad. 'Then
what?'
'Then, I want you to open a small account for him at your bank, in his
own name. He needs to establish his own identity, again. He
has nothing. If he can establish his credit with your bank,
that's something, isn't it? Will you do this, on my word?'
'I told you, Hutch. Anything.'
'Thanks, Ming. You won't lose by it, I promise.'
Ming shrugged, again. 'And then what?' he asked.
Hutchinson laughed. 'What makes you think there's more?'
'With you? There's always more.'
'We need untraceable credit discs. Both of us. My old one has run
out.'
'Spendthrift,' said Ming. But a few minutes later, his secretary
entered the office, and handed Starsky three small, metal discs.
One had Ken Hutchinson's name. One bore the name of David
Starsky. The third was blank.
'Aren't these illegal?' asked Starsky, holding up the blank disc.
'Yes, officer,' said Ming. 'Arrest me.'
'Nah,' said Starsky. 'You wouldn't like prison. And then
where would my partner get his funds?'
'I like your new partner, Hutch,' said Ming. 'He has good sense.'
'I think so too,' said the sergeant. 'But we don't have the same
tastes in food.'
'That's a tragedy. Has he introduced you to his favourite algae
pond, Starsky?' asked Ming.
Starsky sighed. 'I think that's our next stop,' he said.
**************
Sergeant Hutchinson landed the flyer in a stretch of open field, just
inside the Fence. Or so he said. Starsky could see no sign
of the Fence, and he pointed that out.
'Look,' said the sergeant. 'The plants that grow under the Fence
are different. They live under its bright light after dark.
They grow taller. The plants nearby, but not quite under the
Fence, lean toward it. If you ever find yourself in this area
after dark, look down.'
'Why not just put up a proper fence?' asked Starsky. 'Wood. Or
metal. Or something more noticeable.'
'Around the entire city?' asked Hutch. 'It wouldn't keep the
forest out, only the people in. The populace would never stand
for that. And it would have to be maintained. Far too much
work. The light fence is easy to maintain, and it keeps out the
monsters. Whatever they are.'
'So, what you told me last night -- you weren't joking?'
'Joking? No. Trust me on that. There is something
dangerous in the forest. Don't get caught here after dark.
Only bright light will protect you.'
'Sounds like vampires,' Starsky suggested.
Hutchinson laughed. 'Vampires? Long fangs? Drinking
your blood? No. Nothing so simple. I have a theory.
Want to hear it?'
'Sure,' said Starsky. They had crossed over into the forest, and
he was feeling nervous. Keep talking, Hutch, he thought.
Maybe your voice will scare away the monsters.
'I think it has something to do with the goblins. Goblins -- for
want of a better name, and I only call them that because they haven't
told me what they call themselves -- can cross into the city, through
the fence. I've seen them. They walk about in daylight,
too. But they're mostly defenceless, as far as we can tell.
I've never heard of them attacking a human, though they have teeth, and
claws. It's strange, but true. They run, and they
hide. That's why they've survived so long. But I wonder if
this monster is some sort of guardian, that comes out after dark?'
'Why do you think that?' asked Starsky. 'Any evidence to support
your theory, detective?'
'Nope,' said the detective. 'Pure speculation on my part.
Here's the pond. I'm going to collect some fresh algae.'
'Fresh algae? Isn't that a contradiction in terms?'
Hutchinson ignored him, as he scooped the dark green slime into a small
jar. He tucked the jar into his jacket pocket, and they moved on.
'That was quick,' said Starsky. 'Didn't you want to stop to chat
with the algae? Ask it how it liked being eaten?'
'Very funny, Starsky,' said the sergeant. But he grinned, as if
he enjoyed their banter.
So did Starsky, he had to admit. Hutchinson was strange.
Nothing like the typical tough Space Cop of legend. Oh, he was
tough enough in public, but in private he was very different. Or
were most Space Cops like him, and the rigours of their jobs wore them
down, until they were little but shells of their former selves?
The only ones who survived had never been anything but shells, without
substance, and caring for no one but themselves. Hutchinson
had substance, and as Starsky was beginning to see, he cared about
people. Perhaps he cared too much.
Hutchinson threw his arm around Starsky's shoulders, quite easily, as
if they'd been doing this sort of thing for years. But then,
sleeping in each other's arms did tend to lessen the distance between
two people, even out of bed. 'I think worrying about the
suffering of algae is carrying things a little too far,' he said. 'But
let me introduce you to some of my goblin friends. They often
hold a market just over that hill.'
Bay City, from what Starsky had seen so far, was much like any other
contemporary human city. Towers of glass and steel.
Commuter trains flying overhead. Streams of flyer traffic.
The major difference was that it was built around the mines. The
city's great central core was its enormous transport bays, from which
ore could be lifted into the transport ships, and sent back to Earth,
or Earth's other colonies.
But this forest was different. Alien. The trees were
nothing like those he'd known on Earth. Even Starsky, with his
minimal knowledge of botany, could see that.
'What kind of trees are they?' asked Starsky.
'Now that's an interesting point,' said Hutchinson. 'I'm not a
botanist, so I don't really know. They're not Earth trees, and
don't obey the rules of Earth trees. You'd think that botanists
would have studied them, fascinated by the alien flora, wouldn't
you? But I've tried to find reports of studies by botanists,
without success.'
'When new planets are discovered, they're studied by scientists from
every discipline,' said Starsky. 'That's part of Interplanetary
Law, remember?'
'Yes!' said Hutchinson, suddenly excited. 'We took that course
together. I knew it. See, we did know each other before
yesterday.'
'We're old pals,' Starsky agreed. 'And so, old pal, why do you
think this planet was an exception?'
'I don't think it was an exception, buddy. It think that experts
in every discipline -- botany, biology, geophysics, anthropology, you
name it -- were given their usual free rein. Until the rich veins
of ore were discovered. Then, the studies were shut
down. Lost. The scientists were kicked out, and the mining
companies moved in.'
'You think it was a conspiracy?'
'That's what I think.'
'But you have no evidence to support your theory, detective.'
'None. Pure speculation, on my part,' said Hutchinson. 'Do
you disagree? Do you think I'm crazy for believing in
conspiracies?'
'Who, me?' asked Starsky. 'I'm the one who ended up on
Alcatraz. And I know for a fact I was innocent. If there
wasn't a conspiracy there, what other explanation do I have? And
even if we're crazy, that doesn't mean they're not conspiring against
us.'
They crested the hill, Hutchinson's arm still around Starsky's
shoulders. He was nervous about this alien forest, and about
meeting these strange creatures known as goblins. But somehow,
with Hutchinson at his side, he felt he could face anything, even death.
'This is where they usually meet,' said the sergeant. The
clearing was deserted, and silent. Not even a leaf crackled
underfoot.
'Maybe this is a holiday?' Starsky suggested, hopefully.
'No. It's always this quiet when I show up, until they've had a
chance to study me, and come out of hiding. They do seem to know
me, to remember me. Even to like me. That doesn't prove they're
intelligent, of course. But I like to think it's a sign they're
not entirely stupid.'
Starsky laughed. 'You wouldn't happen to be a little vain, would
you?' he said.
He heard a chittering noise overhead, and jumped.
'Yes, they're here,' said Hutchinson, softly. 'Pretend you don't
notice, and they'll join us eventually. I usually sit down on
this rock, and read.' He pulled out his personal hand-held
computer, and turned it on.
Starsky sat at his side, leaning against his leg. He felt
Hutchinson's hand settle on his shoulder. He looked up.
The sergeant put his computer back in his pocket, and pulled Starsky
closer. The forest, the goblins, their personal problems,
everything, all faded away, as Starsky put his arms around Hutchinson's
neck. The other man's beautiful mouth was inches from his
own. And then, Hutchinson's hands touched the steel ring around
Starsky's neck, and he jumped back. His movement was slight, but
it broke the beautiful spell.
Starsky coughed. 'You were going to do something,' he said.
'Why did you stop? I didn't want you to stop.'
Hutchinson blinked. 'Sorry,' he said. 'But now we have an
audience.'
Starsky looked around. They were the subject of dozens of
interested stares, from every side. All he could really see at
first were eyes. Dark, beady eyes, from behind every rock and
bush and tree trunk.
'Hello,' said Hutchinson. 'I'm back. I'm not dangerous,
remember? And this is my friend, David Starsky. He's not
dangerous either. I have a few things to trade with you. Do
you want to trade?'
Hutchinson drew several small objects out of his pockets. Shiny
beads, polished stones. 'They like these things,' he
said. 'I've tried other trading goods. More practical
things. Soap. Umbrellas. Musical instruments.
Clothes. They're not interested. They love these beads.'
He got up slowly, and put several beads down on a flat rock nearby,
then came back to Starsky's side.
With equal slowness, one of the hidden watchers emerged from behind its
rock. Her rock, Starsky amended. At least, he assumed the
creature was a she, for she possessed large, pendulous breasts, and
didn't appear to have a penis.
And she was ugly. Long fangs overhanging a pendulous jaw.
Scraggly hair hanging in greasy locks over a bulbous forehead. In
her long, clawed hands, she held what looked like eggs, covered in
green hair. She shuffled carefully to the beads, put down the
strange, hairy eggs, and picked up two beads. She grimaced, in
what Starsky hoped was a pleased smile, and vanished. It was the
only way he could describe her disappearance. Starsky jumped, and
looked around.
'Where did she go?' he asked.
'Back behind her rock,' said Hutchinson. 'They can move fast when
they want to. What did you think?'
'Think? About the... the lady? Very interesting.
Doesn't talk much, does she?'
He heard another round of chittering from overhead, and looked
up. More beady eyes were studying them, and Starsky
couldn't help but feel the watchers were amused. He wondered how
they appeared to the goblins. He wondered if they looked as funny
to the goblins as the goblins looked to them. More amused
chittering. He thought it was a clue to the answer.
****************
'Huggy Bear, this is my new partner, David Starsky.'
The proprietor of the establishment known as The Pits looked Starsky up
and down, much as had Ming. 'You the one gave my old friend here
a black eye?' he asked.
'Course not,' said Starsky.
'Well, I am disappointed. Thought Hutch had finally met his
match.'
'He has,' said Starsky 'But I can be his match without knocking
him around.' He took off his leather jacket, and sat down next to
Hutch.
'You pretty cocky for someone wearing a slave collar.'
'Huggy,' said Hutch.
'Well, it's true,' said Huggy Bear.
'Yeah, it's true. But that's why I like him. Why I bought
him, and made him my partner in the first place.'
'Taking a chance there, weren't you?' asked Huggy Bear.
'It's a chance I'm willing to take. You see, we went to the
Academy together. I know he's a good cop.'
'Then why did he arrive here in a prison transport ship?'
'Not everyone who goes to prison is guilty, Huggy. You should
know better.'
'And I do, Hutch. I do. Just asking the questions that need to be
asked, that's all. You say you know this guy. Fair
enough. But I don't know him from Adam.'
'I'm a cop, Mr. Bear,' said Starsky. 'That's all you need to
know.'
'Mr. Brown. Huggy Bear Brown. But my friends call me Hugs.'
'We aren't friends yet, Mr. Brown,' Starsky pointed out.
'Sergeant Hutchinson has offered me the chance to clear my name.
But most of all, he's offered me the chance to live again. I
don't want to spoil that chance. My loyalty is to him. So
you don't need to worry about me turning against him.'
'Okay. Fair enough. But what kind of partner can you be,
wearing that collar? There are all kinds of restrictions on what
you can do. You can't carry a weapon, can you?'
'No, he can't Huggy,' said Hutchinson. 'Captain Dobey has
forbidden it. He'd be in a lot of trouble, if he should buy an
illegal weapon, and conceal it upon his person. I'd be in
trouble, too. But not as much trouble as he'd be in. So,
I'm sure he wouldn't do such a thing, even if he knew where to buy
one. Ha! This coffee goes right through me. I'll be in the
washroom for a few minutes, I guess.' Hutchinson got up, and
without looking back, strode off towards the back of the restaurant.
Starsky looked at Huggy Bear. 'Do you know where I can buy such a
weapon?' he asked.
'You heard what Hutch said?' asked Huggy Bear.
'Of course I heard what he said. And I saw him get up and walk
away, right after he said it. He's giving me the chance to make
my own choice. And I choose to buy an illegal weapon, if I can
find one, so that I can defend him if I need to. You think I
might need to defend the sergeant, Hugs?'
'We friends now?' asked Huggy Bear.
'We are, if you can help me find an illegal weapon,' said Starsky.
'I can find one of those things,' Huggy Bear agreed. 'For a
price. How do you expect to pay?'
'With this,' said Starsky, taking out the unmarked, untraceable credit
disc.
'Fair enough,' said Huggy, taking the disc. 'Tell me what you
want, and I'll make some calls. See what I can dig up.'
Hutchinson came back from the washroom, and they ordered dinner.
They talked lightly about Academy days, until Huggy Bear joined them
again. Then they talked about Eldorado. They filled Starsky
in about some of the recent history, and politics of the planet, and
its capital city.
'Bay City is the only city, isn't it?' asked Starsky.
''Rupertians wouldn't be happy to hear you say that,' said Huggy Bear.
'Rupert isn't a city,' said Hutchinson. 'It's a town, nothing
more.'
'Where's Rupert?' asked Starsky.
The other men laughed. 'Well might you ask that question, old
pal,' said Hutchinson. 'You can barely find it on the map.
But the citizenry have their delusions of grandeur, and they are
planning, even as we speak, to rival Bay City as the crowning glory of
Eldorado.'
'It's the culture capital of the planet, Hutch,' Huggy Bear pointed
out. 'Bay City is just a mining town.'
'True,' said Hutch. 'But it depends on what you call
culture. Yes all the artists and musicians flock
there. Bay City is a cultural desert. But how good are
these artists and musicians? They'd be nothing back on
Earth. So, I don't see all that much difference.'
'They're all we have,' said Huggy Bear. 'This is a colony.
What do you expect?'
'No,' said Hutchinson. 'This isn't a colony. This is a
Company Planet. The mining companies run it, in the interests of
their businesses. They don't want scientists or writers who might
question their business practices to get too close to the truth.
That's why only the most mediocre artists come here, and why even they
leave for Rupert, as soon as possible.'
'You really are into this conspiracy stuff, aren't you?' asked Huggy
Bear.
'Conspiracy stuff? I don't think it was any vast, dark, well
planned conspiracy. I think it was a conspiracy that simply
happened, on the spur of the moment, out of what the conspirators
regarded as necessity. The mining companies value only the
endless mineral resources on this planet. To them, the original
inhabitants, and the natural environment, are obstacles in their
way. They realized that if the scientists revealed the existence
of the interesting flora and fauna to the rest of the universe, they'd
have less of a chance to exploit those tempting mineral
resources. So, they did some damage control. Got rid of the
reports. Maybe even got rid of the scientists themselves.'
'You think they were killed, Hutch?' asked Starsky.
'Possibly,' said Hutchinson. 'Possibly killed. Possibly
bought off. Who knows? What I do know, is that there had to
have been scientific reports on this world, but they've all
disappeared.'
The bartender called Huggy Bear over to the bar. He came back
with a package, and handed it to Starsky. 'The bag of leftovers
you wanted,' he said. 'Hope your little pet enjoys them.'
Starsky didn't look inside the bag. 'Thanks, Hugs,' he
said. 'You're a good friend.'
****************
When they got home, Hutchinson motioned to Starsky to open the door to
the apartment. Starsky appreciated the symbolism, as he
appreciated every attempt by the sergeant to make him feel free and
equal. At any other time of his life, Starsky might have resented
it all as patronizing, but at the moment, he was enjoying every element
of his new-found freedom.
They made coffee, and sat down to drink it, and eat the pastries they
had picked up on the way home. Then Starsky opened the bag Huggy
Bear had given him.
'Beautiful,' he commented, as he drew out the small, deadly
firearm. Still inside the bag were several extra clips, a rifle
grip attachment, an ankle holster, and his blank credit disc. He
wondered how much was left on it.
'That's a Parabellum,' said Hutchinson, with a considerable amount of
awe.
'Yes,' said Starsky. He turned and aimed the gun at the far wall.
'Don't put holes in it. We just moved in,' said Hutchinson.
Starsky removed the clip, attached the rifle grip, and tried out the
sights again.
'We'll go out in the woods tomorrow, early, and you can try it out,'
said Hutchinson.
'I don't want to waste too many rounds,' said Starsky. 'I've only
got three clips.'
'Let's see the clip?' asked Hutchinson. 'Oh, yes. I can
find you more of these. They're reasonably standard. Are
you a good shot?'
'Deadly,' said Starsky. He didn't believe in being modest about
anything he had no need to be modest about.
'If you're found with that, there will be consequences.'
'I know that, Sergeant. You don't have to keep telling me.'
'Sorry.'
'I didn't buy this for a joke. I bought it so I could fight by
your side. So I could be of some use to you.' Starsky put
the gun back in its bag. 'And that reminds me,' he went on.
'We have some unfinished business, don't we?'
'Do we?' asked Hutchinson.
'I thought we did. You nearly kissed me, and then you
stopped. Now I'm the type of man who believes in finishing what
he started. What about you? Are you that type of man, or are you
a cock tease?'
'No,' said Hutchinson. 'I didn't mean to tease your cock. I
didn't think it was that kind of near kiss.'
'What kind of near kiss was it, then?'
'I'm not sure myself,' Hutchinson admitted.
'How about this kind?' Starsky got to his feet, and stalked
toward Hutchinson. He stood over the man, and leaned down to rest
his hands one each side of the golden head. 'You're under arrest
on suspicion,' he said.
'Suspicion?' asked Hutchinson. 'Suspicion of what?'
'Just suspicion. I'm a suspicious type of man.'
Starsky slid down onto Hutchinson's lap. He said, 'Put your hands
on my neck... See! It's just a piece of metal. That's all
it is. Leave your hands there, while I do this.' His lips
touched Hutchinson's. Those lips were soft, and hard, cool, and
hot, fierce, and tender all at once. Hutchinson surrendered, and
fought back, until Starsky was dizzy with all the contradictory
pleasures.
'Hutch!' he gasped, and then bent down to kiss the man again.
Hutchinson's hands stayed on his collar through several delirious
kisses. Then, they slid down, to his shoulders, and pushed him
gently away.
'Now it's becoming that kind of kissing,' he said. 'So I think
it's time we stopped.'
For a moment, stupid with desire, Starsky didn't understand the gesture
or the words, and tried to reclaim the soft, delicious haven of
Hutchinson's caresses. He was pushed away a little more
forcefully, this time.
'Starsky. Starsky, I'm sorry, but back off.'
Starsky jumped up, and looked down at Hutchinson. The other man
studied his face. 'Yes,' said the sergeant. 'This is a dangerous
game we're playing, isn't it?'
'Game?' asked Starsky. 'Game? You're playing games with
me? I wasn't playing games with you.'
'No. That's not what I meant. Poor choice of words. I
meant, this is dangerous. What we're doing.'
'Why? It felt fine to me. Didn't it feel fine to you?
Was I doing something wrong? It's been so long....' Starsky
stopped, and walked over to the window to look out at the dark alien
world that was now his home. Their new apartment had a good view
of the Fence. There it was. A thin defense of light against
the darkness and the monsters that lurked within.
He could hear Hutchinson get to his feet, and walk toward him, but he
didn't turn. He sensed Hutchinson reaching out to touch his
shoulder, but the hand dropped before it made contact. 'That
wasn't a rejection,' said the sergeant.
'Wasn't it?' Starsky asked, bitterly. 'It sure felt like
rejection. Not that I don't understand your reasons. I went
too far. I know that. I forgot my place.'
Now, Hutchinson's hand touched his shoulder. Shook it a
little. 'That's not what I meant,' he said again. 'That's
not why I stopped you. Starsky, a moment ago, you told me the
collar was just a piece of metal. It's not. It's a torture
device.'
'I know. They're illegal on Earth.'
'Yes,' said Hutchinson, after a moment of silence that said more than
his words. 'And I hold the key. I can use it on you, at any
time. I don't want to use it, but I might have to. It's not
just a piece of metal. Not just a decoration. It's a
bond. It can hurt you.'
'A bond,' said Starsky, slowly. 'All bonds can hurt,
Hutchinson. That's how you know they're bonds. You can't go
through life avoiding all bonds, and all pain. I can't
anyway. Two years ago, all my chosen bonds were cut. I lost
everything. My family, my lovers, my friends, my job. And I
got a prison uniform in exchange. So, I'm sorry if I don't see
this collar as the symbol of all evil, the way you do.'
'You might change your mind, if I actually used it. And if we
were lovers, you might resent it even more.'
Starsky turned to look at Hutchinson. 'Why?' he asked,
mystified. 'Why would I resent it more?'
'Because... because I'm the one who holds the power over you.
We're not equals. I don't mean we're unequal as human
beings. But in this world, I have rights, and power, and
influence, and you have nothing. If we have sex, and then the
next day, I'm forced to use my power, how could you help but begin to
hate me?'
'You think I'm like that? You think I can't figure out the
difference between you and me, here and now, and what might happen out
there on the streets? That if we were out there on the streets,
fighting the bad guys, and you told me to do something, I'd say
no. That I'd say, "Oh don't order me around, Sergeant
Honey. Or I won't roll over for you no more." He spoke the
last two lines in mincing tones.
Hutchinson laughed. 'Sex,' he said, softly. 'It creates
bonds. Yes, all relationships do. But sex is very
intimate. And the sort of bonds it creates -- they can be
warped. Especially when they're new and fragile. We don't
know each other very well. We're just getting to know each
other. If we'd met in the ordinary way, there wouldn't be a
problem. I'd love to go further. But the way things are....
We don't have a choice about being together. You don't
anyway. I could toss you back to the quarries. You might
end up in my brother's hands.'
'Would you do that?' asked Starsky.
'No. I wouldn't. But I could, don't you see. What
could you do to hurt me?'
Starsky edged a little closer. Let Hutchinson feel the heat of
his body. 'You think I'm powerless, Hutchinson?' he asked.
'You do, don't you. You think because you wear that cuff, I'm the
one who'd be hurt if you used it. Go ahead. Use it, and
we'll see who gets hurt.'
'Starsky. I'm not going to use it. Not unless it's
necessary.'
'Why not? Are you afraid? Why should you be afraid? I'm the
one who'd get hurt.'
'Stop this right now,' said the sergeant.
'Make me.'
Sergeant Hutchinson sighed. 'It's been a long day,' he
said. 'I'm going to bed.' He started walking toward his bedroom.
'I'm not a masochist, Hutchinson,' Starsky called after
him. 'I don't love pain. I do love pleasure.
But it's a bit difficult to get through life without suffering at least
some pain. And it's the pleasure that makes that bearable.
I'm thinking that if our relationship was based on pleasure, it would
make the pain less, rather than the other way around. I guess you
see things differently.'
Hutchinson turned. 'Yes,' he said. 'I think our
relationship is going to be based on pain. And that if we try to
add pleasure, it will just be warped by the pain into something
unrecognizable. You said it had been a long time. Do you
mean you had no opportunity for sex in prison?'
'What do you think?' asked Starsky. 'I was a cop. The
guards hated me, because they saw me as a traitor who had killed a
guard. The prisoners hated me because I was the enemy.
There were one or two who offered, but I didn't trust them.
So the only people who have touched me in two years, were those men who
raped me. I'm sorry. I sound like I'm asking you to fuck me
out of pity, don't I?'
'No,' said Hutchinson, gently. 'We're friends. The
attraction between us is real. I told you, I'm not rejecting
you. This won't change anything between us, unless that's what
you want. Is that what you want?'
I want you to touch me, thought Starsky. I want you to put those
gentle hands back on my body, and kiss me with that mouth.
Savagely, he cut off the pitiful wail. When he thought he could
speak calmly, he said, 'No. I don't want things to
change. We're friends. That's enough.'
'Good,' said Hutchinson. 'If you like, I'll make an appointment
with my friend, Sweet Alice. She's very nice, very kind.
Just let me know.'
'I'll think about it,' said Starsky.
Hutchinson smiled, went into his bedroom, and shut the door.
That went well, thought Starsky. He wondered if he could break
the glass on his balcony, and jump off. Sweet Alice, he
thought. I haven't been touched with love in two years.
Until tonight. And he takes it back, and offers me the touches of
a whore? I'm sure she's nice. I'm sure she's kind.
That's not what I need.
Starsky poured himself fresh coffee, and took it to his bedroom.
He left the door unlocked, in case Hutchinson changed his mind.
By the look of his face, there wasn't much chance of that. But,
as the prison guard had said, no one could live without hope.
Starsky went out onto his balcony. The glass was, indeed, too
thick to be broken by anything other than an atomic bomb. This
was Metro. Police headquarters. It was a small
fortress. And Starsky had no wish to die. Several times
over the last two years, he'd had the chance to kill himself, but
suicide was not in his nature. He'd wanted to die, when the
guards had raped him. And even more, when the prisoners had taken
their turn. But he'd lived, and recovered. And now he had
found his reward.
I won't give up. Not now, he thought. He opened the air
vents on the balcony, and breathed the fresh night air. He
wondered if the oxygen content of the air on this planet was a little
higher than on Earth. Something was making him light headed and
dizzy. Perhaps it was the bond. The other bond that
Hutchinson had just laid upon him. And this bond made the steel
collar around his neck indeed a decoration. Torture device?
The man is a fool, thought Starsky. He doesn't need to use this
collar to control me. And I'm going to change his mind.
He's going to see things my way. In the meantime, I have to think
of something to take my mind off my cock. Masturbation just gets
rid of the physical itch. It's not a substitute for the real
thing.
The Fence. There it was. A slender band of light.
Like this collar, thought Starsky. What does the Fence really
control? And why? Are there monsters out there in the
forest? And if so, why does the Fence keep them out? Is it
because of fear? Pain? Or something else?
Take my collar, thought Starsky. Hutch sees it as a barrier
between us. I don't. That's pretty funny, if you think
about it. He drained his coffee, and restrained the urge to throw
the empty cup at the adjoining wall between their bedrooms. He
got undressed and climbed into bed. Last night had been
much more pleasant, but that was in another apartment.
*********************
'Mmm. Nice action. Seems pretty accurate. Not as big
as yours, of course.'
'Starsky.'
'What?'
'Nothing.'
'I'm talking about your gun, Sergeant. Get your mind above your
belt.'
'Sorry.'
Starsky had been in a bad mood when he got out of bed, but shooting a
few targets had helped. That, and teasing Sergeant
Hutchinson. He wasn't sure if the man believed his protestations
of utter innocence or not, but it didn't matter. It was good to
feel a gun in his hand again. To feel its kick. To watch
target after target explode into tiny fragments. After the first
few rounds, he'd started applying imaginary faces to the targets.
The faces of the men who'd raped him. Gunther's face. One
or two targets had looked like Nick.
At first, he'd felt guilty about that. Nick was his
brother. Surely he hadn't meant to drag Starsky down. But
he hadn't attempted to set things right, either. He'd stood by,
and let his own brother go to jail in his place. The next rock
had borne Nick's face once more.
'Killed enough bad guys?' asked Hutchinson, far too soon.
'For now,' said Starsky. Indeed it was getting late, and they'd
be on duty soon.
'You're right, you are a good shot,' said Hutchinson. 'I'm not quite so
accurate.'
'Doesn't matter, if you can handle an elephant gun like that,' said
Starsky. 'I don't think I could stand the recoil.'
'It's pretty powerful,' Hutchinson agreed, as he checked the clip on
his Magnum, and housed his weapon. 'We make a good team. I
wish... I wish we had the freedom to work together as equals. For
so many reasons.'
'Don't eat your heart out over it, Sergeant. You can't change how
the world works. You're not responsible for what other people do,
or don't do. You can't change how other people think, or behave,
or what they think about you. Think about what you can
change. Think about what you can have, and take it. The
world doesn't stop and wait until everything's perfect for you, just so
you can be happy.'
'I know that,' said Hutchinson. He sounded annoyed, which gave
Starsky a certain childish satisfaction.
'Well, if you know that, why did we sleep in separate rooms last night?'
'Starsky.'
'I mean, if you don't want me, that's one thing. It's no good,
unless both people want it. But I know you want me. I know
that for a fact, having sat on your lap last night while we
kissed. Or was that just your cock wanting me, and the rest of
you hates me? In which case I'd ask why you just don't go with
your cock? Maybe it's got more sense this time than the rest of
you.'
'Starsky, Starsky, Starsky.'
'You remember my name. So what?'
Hutchinson pulled him close. 'I remember your name,' he murmured
into Starsky's hair. 'I remember everything about you. The
other night, I was too tired and sore to pay attention, but I
saw. When you took off your clothes, I mean. You're all
there. You're a beautiful man, and I want you. Just be
patient with me. Can you be patient?'
'I can be patient.' Starsky lifted his head, and studied
Hutchinson's face. 'I can be patient,' he said again. 'But
I think I'm falling in love with you.' He pulled Hutchinson's
head down, and took a kiss from his mouth.
'You think you love me?' asked Hutchinson.
'I think. I'm not sure yet. Maybe it's just frustration,
and irritation, and desire. It's easy to get confused, isn't it?'
'Gratitude?' Hutchinson suggested. 'Maybe you're just grateful.'
'Gratitude?' Starsky thought about that one for a while.
'Yes, I'm grateful. You woke me up from a nightmare. You've
been kind. You're a beautiful man, and I want you. What's wrong
with all that? You got some deep philosophical objections?'
'No,' said Hutchinson, but he didn't sound convinced. Starsky was
sure that after he'd had some time to think, the man would have an
entire treatise worked out, on why it was wrong to have sex with
someone you were grateful to, who was kind and beautiful. Far,
far better to do it with someone who was mean and ugly, and who you
didn't owe a thing to.
'It's more equitable,' he imagined Hutchinson explaining. 'And it
develops your character. If you have sex with people you like,
who are good to you, you just become boring and predictable. Have
sex with criminals, bums on the street, people you hate. Elderly
ladies in rest homes. Spread yourself around.'
'What are you laughing about?' asked Hutchinson, as they walked back to
the flyer.
'You,' Starsky explained.
'I didn't know I was so comical,' said Hutchinson. He actually
sounded a bit hurt.
'You're not,' said Starsky, instantly contrite. 'I'm just easily
amused.'
'You want to fly?' Hutchinson offered. 'No, I'm serious. Go
ahead, if you remember how.'
'Yes, I remember how,' said Starsky, tossing him a glance out of the
corner of his eye. Keep offering to share your things with me, he
thought. Your home, your flyer... your bed. Just not your
whore. Please.
The flyer arose in a perfect vertical take off. Starsky had
dreamed about this moment. Getting his hands on a flyer, and
escaping. It had been impossible on Alcatraz, of course.
These flyers weren't capable of surviving a trip through the atmosphere
of a planet, so there would have been nowhere to escape to. But
the fantasy had sustained him. He had invented many
scenarios. A passing transport, bound for the outer
planets. A handsome captain -- male or female -- who fell in love
with the brave, innocent stowaway who landed in the cargo hold and
begged for asylum. Starsky grinned, and tossed Hutchinson another
look. The reality was far more intriguing.
'Mind if I take a tour?' he asked.
'Go ahead,' said Hutchinson. 'But we're on duty, soon.'
'I know. Just a quick tour. This feels so good.'
Hutchinson smiled, and leaned back in his seat. The morning sun
glinted on his golden hair. It had been a long time since Starsky
had felt so happy and free.
******************
'If this is a company planet, why are there so many non-company men?'
asked Starsky. 'So high a criminal element?'
'Well, it's not really a company planet. I exaggerated slightly
there. There are a number of mining companies, not just
one. That's the thing. No one company could afford to buy
out the whole planet, once its riches became apparent. There was
a lot of competition to stake claims, to sabotage the claims of the
opposition. There was very little regulation. In a
way, that was for the best. If one company had seized control,
declared this planet their private domain, they could do what they
pleased. But the various companies do regulate each other to a
certain extent. Any time one company seems to be going too far,
the others hold the threat of Interplanetary Law over them. So,
you see, most of the planet is still unspoiled. They've carved
out a big chunk, here, around the richest ore veins. But the
forest still stands. And the other continents are untouched.'
'How did you end up here?' asked Starsky, after digesting this news for
a while. They were walking their beat, checking out the various
watering holes, and brothels, and other night spots.
'My brother kept writing home, about how wonderful this place
was. About how there was little interference from the law.
Then, the offer came. They needed more experienced officers, and
the jobs came with an automatic promotion to the next level. I
checked out your record. You made detective before I did.'
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'I was about to make sergeant, when it all
ground to a halt.'
'I was a Detective II, but it would have been a few more years before I
made Sergeant. I thought it was a perfect deal. Get a
promotion. Check out what was happening here, and do some damage
control of my own.'
'Save the world?' Starsky suggested.
'If you like,' said Hutchinson. 'This world needs saving.
It's still worth it.'
'But why are there so many depressed and degraded examples of human
beings walking around? Why don't the mining companies do
something? Clean up the planet? Kick them out?
Something?'
'They provide a source of cheap labour, for illegal activities,' said
Hutchinson. 'Dealing in illegal substances, and other
goods. Assassinations. The sex trade. I mean sexual
slavery, and children. There are two basic industries here.
Mining, and vice. I saved you from working in one, so you could
help me deal with the other. Still like me?'
Starsky laughed. 'I know nothing about mining,' he said.
'But I was on the vice squad, and the homicide squad in Los
Angeles. Is it that much worse here?'
'Wait until you've been here a bit longer,' said Hutchinson.
'Then you tell me.'
Starsky had been paying attention to the activities on the streets, as
they walked and talked. He noticed a man harassing one of the
girls standing on her corner. Clearly she wanted nothing to do
with the man, and Starsky couldn't blame her. He looked like
trouble.
'Do you let that sort of thing go on?' he asked Hutchinson, nudging the
sergeant, and pointing out what he meant.
'I don't. Not on my beat,' said Hutchinson. 'Come on.'
They stalked up to the arguing couple. 'Sunshine!' said
Hutchinson. 'You need any help?'
'Yeah,' said the girl. 'This creep won't leave me alone.
I'm not so far behind on making my quota, to give him a blow job.
He's in the wrong neighbourhood.'
She was about fifteen, thought Starsky. Legal, but barely.
Hutchinson pulled out his unmarked credit chip. 'Here,' he
said. 'Take a break. Get something to eat, on me.'
The girl held out her small, personal hand unit, and Hutchinson
transferred enough funds for a quick blow job from his chip to her
unit. The girl smiled, said a quick thanks and took off at a run.
The man started after her, but Hutchinson grabbed his arm. 'Not
so fast, Rolly,' he said. 'I've told you before. If a girl
on my beat says she doesn't want your money, she's within her rights.'
'She's just a whore,' said Rolly. 'She's got no rights.'
'Now that's not true, Rolly,' said the sergeant. 'She's not a
slave. You want a slave, you find one of those dives that deals
in slaves. I don't let them operate in my beat. They're
illegal, and when I find them here, I close them down. So, move
on.'
'I've got my rights, too, Copper. I'll walk wherever I please.'
'Maybe we should make it less pleasant for him to walk around in our
beat?' Starsky suggested.
'You think so?' asked Hutchinson.
'I think so,' said Starsky.
'Hey! Hey, what do you think you're doing?' asked Rolly, as they
dragged him into the nearest alley.
'Showing you some of the less pleasant sights around the area,' said
Hutchinson. 'You see this?' He shook his fist under Rolly's
nose. 'And take a look at my partner here. In case you
hadn't heard, I bought him off the latest prison transport ship.
He was sent here, after he was found guilty of manslaughter.
We're not pleasant people, Rolly. Why do you want to hang around
here?'
'Okay, okay. I'll leave,' said Rolly. 'This is really
unfair.'
'You're breaking my heart,' said Starsky.
****************
'It's your turn to cook dinner, remember?' said Hutchinson, when they
got home.
'Is it?' asked Starsky. 'I thought that was last night.'
'It was, but we ate at The Pits. So now tonight is your turn.'
Starsky laughed. 'Just let me get a shower and change,' he said.
'Sure,' said Hutchinson. 'You going to change into those new
clothes you bought this afternoon?'
Starsky had used some of the credits Hutchinson had given him, to buy
clothes that were a bit more stylish than what was available at the
Metro stores. Metro carried cop clothes, he had complained to the
sergeant. The leather jackets were fine, but that was about as
far as it went. He now owned jeans that fit properly, and several
silk shirts in bright colours. And he intended to wear them
around the house. Show Hutchinson what he was giving up.
Hutchinson was in the kitchen making coffee when Starsky got out of the
shower. He took one look and choked.
'Ouch!' he said. 'Doesn't that hurt?'
'Doesn't what hurt?' Starsky asked, innocently. 'I'm going
to grill these steaks. Why don't we do that out on the
balcony? And I'll put potatoes on to bake.'
'Sounds good,' said Hutchinson, still eyeing Starsky's tight
jeans. 'I'm going to have a shower and change, too.'
Starsky smiled, as he carried the grill out to the balcony.
***************
'You did a good job today, Starsky,' said the sergeant, as they sat
over their after dinner coffee.
'Thanks, I appreciate that. It's a bit different from being a
real cop. I'm not sure what to do sometimes.'
'A real cop? What do you mean, a real cop?'
'I don't have any authority, of course. It's natural. I
don't expect to.'
'You have authority with me, as far as I'm concerned. I mean it
when I tell people you're my partner.'
'But to everyone else, I'm your bodyguard. Like the muscle, as
you call them.'
'For now,' said Hutchinson. 'They'll learn. They'll get
used to seeing you at my side every day. It won't be Sergeant
Hutchinson, and his muscle. It will be Hutchinson and Starsky.'
'Starsky and Hutchinson,' said Starsky. 'That sounds better.'
Hutchinson laughed. 'If you like,' he said.
'I like,' said Starsky.
'I think it's unfair, Starsky,' said Hutchinson, after a long
moment. 'I just want you to know that.'
'Unfair?' said Starsky.
'You should be my equal partner. You should have the same
authority as I do. In the sight of the world, as well as in my
own eyes.'
Starsky got up, and carried his chair over to sit down in front of the
sergeant. 'Can I tell you something?' he asked.
'Of course,' said Hutchinson. 'You can tell me anything.'
Starsky took his hand, and looked deeply into his eyes. 'When I
was first arrested, I knew it was a mistake, and I was sure I could
prove my innocence. When I was found guilty, I appealed, again
and again, sure that every appeal would be the one to succeed.
When I began to realize I'd never win, I was angry. Every time I
was treated to indignities, every time some guard who would never have
made it through one week at the Academy talked to me as if I was dirt
under his feet.... I'm only human, Hutchinson. I have to
admit, I was filled with hate. I had dreams of escaping and
killing everyone responsible. I wondered why I had spent so many
years believing in the law, and supporting the law, only to have this
dumped on me. It was so unfair, I thought. Because I was
innocent. And then one night I realized. I was innocent,
that was the important thing. That was better than if I'd been
guilty. What if I really had broken the law, gone against
everything I believed in, killed an innocent man?'
'Socrates,' said Hutchinson.
'What?'
'Socrates. The philosopher. Ancient Greece. Haven't
you heard of him?'
'Socrates? Of course. Everyone's heard of Socrates.
Can't remember the names of any of his books, just off hand.'
Hutchinson laughed. 'He never wrote any books. His pupil
wrote the books. Plato.'
'Plato. Right. Now I remember. I think I read one of
his books. Something about a dinner party. There were all
these speeches about love.'
'The Symposium,' said Hutchinson. 'Yes. Socrates had some
strange beliefs about love, I think.'
'Oh, yes? Strange how?'
'He thought that it was better not to express your love in a physical
way. Handsome young men threw themselves at him, but even though
he loved them, he turned them down. He said that denying the
physical side of love deepened the spiritual side. That the soul
ascends to perfect beauty and goodness. Or something.'
'Is that what you believe?' asked Starsky, a little fearfully. If
the man kept putting up new philosophical barriers every time Starsky
found a way over the last one, they might be old and gray before their
relationship got past the friendship stage.
'Not really,' said Hutchinson. 'I think it's a noble ideal,
but hardly practical. And not anything one can prove. In
fact, I've known one or two people who never had sex in their
lives. They didn't strike me as particularly noble. Anyway,
Socrates was accused of corrupting the youth of Athens. He was
found guilty, and sentenced to death. His wife said the thing
that made her most angry, was that he was innocent. And Socrates
asked if she would have been happier if he's been guilty. He
drank the hemlock, and died, without attempting to escape, or making
any fuss about it. The world has praised his nobility ever since.'
'I don't think I'd go so quietly,' said Starsky. 'I'm not that
noble, and I'm no philosopher. I just didn't want to get all
twisted inside with hate. So, I decided to accept what had
happened to me. I couldn't go back and change that. I had
to look to the future. Someday, everyone would know I was
innocent, and if I kept my honour, then I'd deserve my good fortune.'
'I think that's noble, and philosophical enough for me,' said
Hutchinson.
'The world doesn't always make sense. Sometimes it's just
so damned unfair, Hutch. But we can't live as if that gives us a
license to do whatever we please. When the world doesn't make
sense, then we have to make our own sense. When the world
is unfair, then we have to be even more fair, to make up for it.
I made a vow to be fair, to make sense, no matter how insane the world
got. And I've tried very hard to keep that vow. I'm not
giving up now, when so much is at stake. Not only my own future,
but yours. I want you to know something. It's important, so
pay attention. It doesn't matter how the world sees me, sees
us. I won't ever argue with you in public, over who is the
boss. In the eyes of the world, you are. That's enough for
me, and I'm not going to hold it against you. Ever. And if
all you ever want from me is friendship, that's fine too. When
you change your mind, you let me know. Now, I'm tired and I'm
going to bed. But I'm going to kiss you, just once, to remind you
of something. Close your eyes.'
Hutchinson laughed, but he did as he was told. Starsky bent down
and kissed him, just once. 'There,' he said. 'That's just
to mark my place. In case I ever get the chance to pick up where
I left off. Goodnight.'
'Goodnight,' said Hutchinson, in a low, breathy voice.
It tugged at Starsky's heart, and at his soul, and at a few rather more
carnal parts of him. It was difficult to walk away to his own
bedroom and close the door. But it was for the best, he
thought. As long as Hutchinson was afraid of his own
power, he would go on fighting the inevitable. When he
trusted Starsky, and knew he was telling the truth, then there would be
a joining, a union, far deeper than anything they could achieve now.
'Be patient with me,' Hutchinson had asked. Patience wasn't one
of Starsky's virtues. But then, it was necessary to do something
difficult to earn the trust of your beloved.
About an hour after he had gone to bed, and turned out the lights, he
heard the sergeant coming down the hall. Hutchinson paused just
outside his door for a long moment, before he continued on to his own
room. Starsky smiled to himself in the darkness, turned over, and
went to sleep.
********************
Chapter Three
********************
Over the next few days, they developed a routine. They took turns
making breakfast, then flew out to the woods to practice
shooting. Hutchinson insisted that they work out together, and
Starsky reluctantly agreed.
'I don't like to exercise,' he protested. 'I like to conserve my
energy, for when it's really needed.'
'How do you stay in shape?' asked Hutchinson. 'For when it's
really needed?'
Starsky shrugged. 'I don't have a problem,' he said. 'I
just stay in shape. I always got enough exercise just being on my
feet all day, when I was a cop.'
'Didn't your department let you use flyers?'
Starsky thought about it. 'Well, sure they did,' he
decided. 'But you know, you have to get out of the flyer once in
a while. To interview suspects. And witnesses.'
'I should hope so,' said Hutchinson.
Working out with the sergeant wasn't a complete waste of time though,
thought Starsky. They got to put their hands on each other.
They each got to learn how the other moved. Hutchinson's centre
of gravity was in a different place. He was a little taller,
though not by much. They discovered they were pretty evenly
matched.
After target practice, and a good workout, they went to the Goblin
Market, as Hutchinson had christened it. The goblins were getting
to know them, and came out of hiding more quickly with each passing
day. Hutchinson spent some time hunting down interesting new
beads and pretty stones to trade with them, for the various odd fruits
they offered in return. The sergeant said they were edible
fruits, and in fact quite delicious, but Starsky wasn't tempted to eat
them. He had yet to notice any signs the goblins were that much
more intelligent than very clever animals, but if Hutchinson had
adopted them as people, who was he to argue?
After patrolling their beat, they might stop in at The Pits to chat
with Huggy Bear. If they didn't eat dinner there, they took
turns cooking at home. Then they spent the evening reading,
listening to music, and talking.
Hutchinson did not make a return visit to his friend, Sweet Alice, nor
did he mention the idea to Starsky.
'I've been reading The Symposium,' said Starsky, one night. 'It's
nice to imagine that people could spend all their time contemplating
pure beauty. But the ancient Greeks had slaves to do their work,
didn't they?'
'Yes,' said Hutchinson. 'Slaves.'
'And we're not just souls, we have bodies. To say we shouldn't
need to make love in a physical way, only to appreciate some sort of
ideal beauty -- it's like saying we don't need to eat, just to imagine
the most delicious meal. In the meantime, we're starving to
death.'
Hutchinson nodded. 'Plato believed there was a realm of existence
beyond the physical, and that we should aspire to live in that realm,'
he said.
'Our souls might aspire to live in that realm,' said Starsky.
'But as long as we have bodies, we can only aspire. Perhaps our
souls can live there permanently after we die. What about in the
meantime? I've been in love a couple of times,' he added.
'Yes?' asked Hutchinson. 'What happened?'
'Both times I was in love with a person. A whole person, not an
ideal beauty. Who would want to be loved as a form, that
represents an idea of beauty? That's so cold. Talk about
turning a person into a thing.'
'I don't think Plato meant it that way,' Hutchinson protested.
'But that's what he did,' said Starsky. 'He suggested that people
should look beyond the humanity of their lovers, to some sort of ideal
of Love which their lovers represent. So, Love is what they're
really in love with, and the person is just an object representing that
love. The first time I fell in love, I was just a kid, I
guess. I fell in love with an older man. His name was John
Blaine. We were happy for a while, but then, he met another,
younger man and moved on. I wasn't his perfect ideal any more,
because I'd grown up. He said we'd grown apart.'
'There are people like that,' said Hutchinson.
'Are you one of them?' asked Starsky. 'Would you get tired of me
if I change?'
'That would depend on how you changed,' said Hutchinson, rather
vaguely. 'Who was the second person you fell in love with?
If you don't mind telling me.'
'Her name was Terri,' said Starsky. 'She died. I wanted to die,
too. But I went on living. Do you think my soul would have
joined hers, on some ideal plane of existence?'
'Maybe,' said Hutchinson. 'But no one knows what happens after
death, no matter what anyone says. It's all speculation. Do you
think it's worth taking a chance on? We all have to die
eventually, but why risk it before our time?'
'That's what I decided,' said Starsky. 'But Terri left me a
message. She told me not to change. Maybe she would have
stopped loving me too, if I didn't come up to her ideal.'
'I can't imagine that happening,' said Hutchinson.
'Can't you?' asked Starsky. 'I've been wondering. Why is it
less important to love someone's body, than it is to love their
soul? Don't our bodies need love, too? The soul is
immortal, we're told. But the body is mortal. It
dies. And in the meantime, it's soft. Vulnerable. And
so full of feeling.'
'Starsky,' said Hutchinson, softly.
'Yes. I'm here.' Starsky got to his feet, and undid the top
button on his shirt. 'Let me show you what I mean.'
'Starsky,' said Hutchinson again, a little more forcefully.
'Be patient,' Starsky answered. 'Just the one button for now.'
He stood in front of Hutchinson, and bent down to undo the other man's
top button. He did this slowly, with great care. Then he
touched the naked skin with one fingertip. It was as if an
electrical current had passed between them. 'You see,' he
said. 'Our bodies long to be together. It's their natural
state.' He kissed Hutchinson gently. 'Goodnight,' he said,
and turned to leave.
'Starsky!' said Hutchinson.
Starsky turned back, with a smile.
The sergeant's face was white. His right hand was on his left
wrist, almost touching the cuff. 'I... I'm sorry. I almost
used it,' he said.
'Used what?' asked Starsky.
'I almost used the band. I almost.... I'm so sorry. I
didn't want you to leave.'
Starsky knelt at Hutchinson's feet. 'Hutch. Don't.
It's all right. You didn't hurt me. You don't need to hurt
me. If you want me to stay, I'll stay. All you have to do
is ask.'
'No. I think I should leave. I'll see you in the
morning.' Hutchinson pushed past him and grabbed his jacket.
'Hutch!' said Starsky. But before he could protest further,
Hutchinson was gone.
************
It was the middle of the night, and Starsky was still awake, waiting
for the sergeant to return. He heard the door open, and
Hutchinson's stumbling steps in the hallway. He got up, and
opened his bedroom door.
'I'm all right,' said Hutchinson. He was wavering a bit on his
feet, and smelled rather strongly of alcohol. 'I'm just drunk.'
'Yes, you are,' said Starsky.
'I'm not like my brother,' said Hutchinson.
'No. Of course you aren't.'
'I'm going to bed now. See you in the morning.'
'That's good,' said Starsky. 'Get some sleep.'
Hutchinson went into his own room, and shut the door.
******************
Hutchinson was making breakfast when Starsky got up.
'It was my turn,' Starsky said.
'I was hungry,' said Hutchinson. He didn't seem too hung over.
'Hutch,' said Starsky. 'Don't play games with me.'
'About what? About breakfast? If you want to make
breakfast, go ahead.'
'Fuck you, Hutchinson. No, not about breakfast.' He grabbed
the coffee pot out of the sergeant's hands, and slammed it down on the
counter. 'I'm talking about last night.'
'Nothing happened last night.'
'No. Nothing happened last night. Nothing had to happen
last night, if you didn't want it to happen. If you wanted me to
stop, you only had to say so. The same if you wanted me to go
on. You don't have to use this thing,' he flicked the wrist band,
contemptuously. 'And you didn't have to leave your own apartment,
for hours.'
'That's none of your business,' said the sergeant.
'No. You're right. If you want to go out, you can go
out. But you don't have to do it because of me. Tell me
what you want of me. That's all. Don't play games with me.
I don't like it.'
'I'm sorry. You're right. I was frightened by my
feelings. I wanted to... I'm not my brother,' he finished.
'No. You're not,' said Starsky. 'And I'm not afraid of
you. You know, I survived two years in Alcatraz, Hutch. I
can survive you.'
They continued this conversation, as they walked their beat.
'Look around you, Starsky,' said Hutchinson. 'Living on an
elevated plane of existence couldn't be worse than this, could it?'
'Maybe not,' Starsky agreed. 'But would it be any better?
This is reality. Their reality. Our reality. It's not
going away. It's been how long? Since Plato wrote that
book? Almost three thousand years. And are we any better
off?'
'No,' said Hutchinson. 'But see, I've known people who were so
poor they could scarcely scrape together enough for their next meal,
and yet, they were happy. I've known people so rich even they had
no idea how much money they had. And they were
miserable. What made the difference? The rich people had
everything they wanted, desired or thought they needed. And still
they longed for more. The poor people had everything they really
needed. In here,' he said, touching his own chest.
'And what do you think that was?' asked Starsky.
'I don't know,' Hutchinson admitted. 'But I want to find it.'
'I'd like to help you look,' Starsky started to offer, but Hutchinson
wasn't listening. His attention had wandered, to a gang of youths
creating a disturbance down the street.
'What are they up to?' said Hutchinson.
'They're just drunk,' said Starsky. 'You want to tell them to
move on? Would it be worth it? There are plenty more where
they came from.'
Hutchinson wasn't listening. 'They've got something tied to a
pole, Starsky. They've been out hunting. I think... yes,
it's a goblin. Poor thing.'
'Hutch, don't. We can't stop all the goblin hunters. We
don't have the law on our side, in this. I'm sorry, but....'
The goblin tied to the pole moved. Its eyes swivelled around to
look at Starsky and Hutchinson.
'It's alive, Starsky,' cried Hutch. He drew out his Magnum, and
headed for the gang of youths. Starsky had no choice but to run
after him and back him up.
The young men were laughing, and joking, as they tormented the poor
goblin.
'Anyone want roast goblin?' one of them offered to the
passers-by. Starsky noted even the bums on the street looked
disgusted.
'You're not roasting that goblin. Not on our beat,' said Sergeant
Hutchinson. 'Put the pole down, and go home.'
'Look! It's the Space Cops,' said one of the young men.
'He's got a big gun. You going to shoot me with that gun,
Officer?'
'Not if you do what you're told,' said Hutchinson, evenly. 'I
told you to put down the pole and leave.'
'You don't have any authority over us,' said another young man.
He seemed a little less drunk than the first one, but that didn't make
him less dangerous, thought Starsky. He decided to watch that one
closely.
'What gives you that idea?' asked Hutchinson.
'My father is the Chief Executive Officer of Farling Enterprises.
He owns most of this planet. You are just an employee, hired to
keep the rabble in line.'
'That's what I'm doing,' said Hutchinson. 'Get in line.'
'Cam, Cam. Farling Enterprises doesn't own the planet,' one of
his friends protested. 'Seascape does. This cop works for
us. Go home, Cop.'
Cam, thought Starsky. The brat has a name. The other young men
were cheerfully arguing now about who had the authority over the
sergeant. Cam was looking white faced, and determined.
'I'm ordering you to go home, peacefully,' said the sergeant.
'For the last time, put down the pole, and leave.' Hutchinson's
voice was getting colder with each sentence. Starsky edged a
little closer to his side.
'What is it to you?' asked Cam. 'What is your problem with
us? We're only having fun.'
'I'm not explaining myself to you. You've had three
warnings. Leave now, or you're under arrest for disturbing the
peace.'
'Disturbing the peace? Here? Who are we disturbing?
The drunks and the whores?' All the young men laughed at this
witticism.
'Hey, whore? We disturbing you?' one of them called out to a
streetwalker.
She eyed him nervously. 'No,' she said.
'See, Cop. We're not disturbing anyone. You're disturbing
us.'
'Back away from the pole, and up against the wall,' said
Hutchinson. 'You're all under arrest.'
The gang howled with laughter. 'Where's your army?' one of them
asked. 'You're not really going to shoot us?'
'I will if I have to,' said Hutchinson.
The youths were getting angry, now. One of them bent to pick up a
broken bottle from the street, Starsky noted out of the corner of his
eye. He kept the main part of his attention on Cam, though.
'Move!' Hutchinson shouted.
Cam moved. He put his hand into his jacket pocket, and drew out a
gun. Starsky pushed Hutchinson out of the way just in time.
Cam's bullet struck the wall behind the sergeant. Hutchinson
fired, and his bullet creased the edge of Cam's shoulder. Cam
dropped his gun, and grasped his shoulder in pain. Starsky bent
and quickly drew his Parabellum.
'All of you back off,' he said. 'I'll shoot the next man who
threatens us, and I shoot to kill.'
Cam looked at the two armed men, standing side by side. He
sneered, but he backed up, carefully. 'Come on, men,' he
said. 'It's not worth it. It's just a stupid goblin.'
The gang ran off, leaving the goblin behind.
Hutchinson looked around. 'Quickly,' he said. 'Take off
that leg holster.' He bent and picked up the gun dropped by Cam,
and put it in an evidence bag. 'We're going to need this,' he
commented, as he put the bag in his jacket pocket.
Starsky took off his leg holster, and housed his Parabellum.
'The Pits is just around the corner,' said Hutchinson. 'Huggy
Bear will hide that for us. You used my hold-out gun. On my
orders. Understand?'
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'But....'
'No buts,' said Hutchinson. He bent down, and untied the
goblin. The creature was bleeding and looked badly injured, but
he didn't make a sound, as Hutchinson picked him up.
'What are you going to do with him?' asked Starsky.
'I'm taking him home for now. He's in bad shape. We can't
just leave him like this.'
'No,' said Starsky. 'Of course not.'
'Cam Standish is the son of the CEO of Farling Enterprises,' said
Hutchinson, as they walked to The Pits. 'He and his father don't
get along, so the old man won't exactly be out for our blood, but he
will be preparing to make a point, you can bet on that.'
'I see,' said Starsky. 'The point being?'
'The point being that you're just a slave, and how dare you threaten
his son.'
'I see,' said Starsky again. 'What do you think he'll do?'
'He'll probably try to have you sent to the quarries, but I won't let
him. You belong to me. And good work by the way.'
Hutchinson's shoulder brushed his, as they walked side by side.
Starsky felt a new heat in that contact. Fighting together side
by side had definitely raised the temperature between them. Not
much longer, he thought.
*****************
'Take the covers off my bed,' said Hutchinson, when they got home with
their patient. 'I'll put him down there. And get me some
damp cloths, would you?'
'Sure,' said Starsky. He pulled the covers to the bottom of the bed.
The goblin had been very quiet, all the way home, but he was still
breathing, and seemed content to let Hutchinson take care of him.
Though, Starsky wondered, who wouldn't be content? Starsky had
taken the controls of the flyer for their trip home, while Hutchinson
had held the goblin in his arms, crooning comfort the whole way.
Now, the goblin was bleeding all over his sheets. Green blood.
'Why don't we just take him back to the forest?' Starsky
suggested. 'That might be better. It's his home, after all.'
'Yes. It might be better,' Hutchinson acknowledged. 'But we don't
know, for certain. We don't know anything about their society. He
could run into enemies who wouldn't treat him better than those
hoodlums we just chased off. Let's just keep him here for now,
and if he's feeling better later, he might make his own wishes
clear. I wish we spoke the same language,' Hutchinson said to the
goblin. 'I don't want to offend against your customs. And I
apologize for the treatment you have received at human hands.
We're not all like that.'
The goblin looked up at them with beady eyes. He didn't seem to
understand anything that was happening.
'Maybe he's in a healing trance,' Hutchinson suggested. He took
the wet cloths Starsky handed him, and gently cleaned off the
blood. 'Why don't you rest for now,' he told the goblin.
'And if you want to go home later, we'll try to take you there.'
The goblin was silent. Starsky remembered a very old story his
mother had read him when he was a child. Something about Brer
Fox, and the Tar Baby. Brer Rabbit and the Briar Patch.
Sergeant Hutchinson sighed. 'I don't see what more we can do with
him,' he said. 'We know nothing about goblin physiology.
His eyes are open, and he's breathing.'
'That's something, at least,' said Starsky.
'Yes,' said the sergeant. 'I suppose he'll live. But what
about you?'
'What about me?' asked Starsky. 'I intend to live, too.
Right now, I'm very happy to be alive.'
Their eyes met. The temperature in the room went up by several
degrees, Starsky imagined.
'We have to talk,' said Hutchinson.
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'Let's talk.'
Hutchinson moved toward Starsky, and Starsky moved toward Hutchinson,
and they met somewhere in the middle.
'You,' said Hutch, and then, for a long time, neither of them
spoke. They kissed, and touched each other everywhere they could
reach. Starsky pressed his groin against Hutch's and felt the
other man's penis swell in response. He ran his hands down Hutch's
back, to his ass, and pressed the other man even closer. Hutch
suddenly shoved Starsky against the bedroom wall, grabbed his hands and
held them high over his head.
'You behave,' the sergeant managed to gasp. 'I'm in charge
here.' But he was smiling.
'I'll show you how I behave,' said Starsky. He bit Hutch's neck,
sharply.
The slight pain seemed to release every inhibition the other man
possessed. Before he knew what was happening, Starsky was on his
back on the floor, with Hutch on top of him. Hutch seemed
determined to dominate the situation, but Starsky was just as
determined to give as good as he got. They tumbled together,
biting and kissing with abandon. Starsky reached up and ripped
the buttons from Hutch's shirt, exposing the soft, blond hair on the
other man's chest.
The softness of that pale skin, and the light dusting of hair, filled
Starsky with a sudden tenderness. He licked Hutch's nipples, and
they felt like tiny erections under his tongue. I want the real
thing, he thought, and struggled in Hutch's hands, needing to move down
the other man's body to the large penis he could feel pressing against
his leg. He remembered it, swinging heavily from side to side as
Hutch walked to the bed that night they had slept together, and he was
filled with a deep longing to see it swell and rise in a display of
passion. He remembered the feel of the other man's naked skin
against his own. That closeness had been healing. It had
soothed away the bad memories of the unwanted touch of other men's
hands and cocks. The touch of Hutchinson's hands and cock was
wanted, desired, longed for.
The trouble was, Hutch's body was large and strong, and the man seemed
determined to hold him still and passive. Starsky knew he
could fight back, but the effort involved would use up energy he would
need for other things. Negotiation would be the better course of
action.
'Hutch! Let me,' Starsky complained.
'Let you? Let you what?' asked Hutch.
'Let me suck you,' said Starsky. 'I want your cock in my mouth.'
'Oh, you're going to have my cock,' said Hutch. 'Every way, and
every place you can imagine.'
'I can imagine a lot,' Starsky started to say. He was interrupted
by a noise. At first, lost as he was in his erotic haze, he
couldn't identify it. But the sound continued.
Hutch froze. His face paled, and the expression of lust in his
eyes vanished. He let go of Starsky and sat up.
'What's wrong?' asked Starsky. 'What's that noise?'
'It's the buzzer on our door,' said Hutch. 'We have to
answer, or they'll just break in.'
'Who?' asked Starsky, confused.
Hutch didn't answer. He got to his feet, and helped Starsky
up. At that moment, the apartment door flew open. Captain
Dobey stood there, with two burly patrol officers.
'What is this?' asked Sergeant Hutchinson. 'You break in here
like you're raiding a brothel that specializes in underage children.'
'We buzzed you,' said Dobey. 'You didn't answer.'
'We were busy,' said Hutchinson.
'So I see,' said Dobey.
One of the officers snickered.
'That's enough, Crighton,' Dobey barked. 'Your presence is
requested downstairs in my office, Hutch,' said Dobey,more
gently. 'I came up here to warn you, and to check out your
quarters in person. I'm not leaving this to anyone else.'
'You're not leaving what to anyone else?' asked Hutchinson, innocently.
'Don't play games with me, son,' said Dobey. 'I have the CEO of
Farley Enterprises in my office. He's accusing Starsky here of
shooting his son. Starsky is not a police officer, he's a
convicted murderer and thief. He's not supposed to possess
firearms.'
'Cam Standish shot at me, Captain. Starsky saved my life, and
used my hold-out gun to defend me. He drew it, but he didn't
fire. I was the one who shot at Standish, and it was in self
defense. That's all. Should Starsky have let us both be
killed?'
'No, of course not. That puts a different slant on the
matter. But it will all be discussed downstairs.
Crighton. Moresley. Search Starsky before we go down.'
Moresley grabbed Starsky's arms, and started to turn him around to face
the wall. He never finished, because Hutchinson grabbed the man
by the neck and flung him across the room.
'Keep your fucking hands off him,' said Hutch, taking his stance in
front of Starsky.
'Hutch!' said Dobey. 'We have to search him for weapons.'
'Why? Is he under arrest? I happen to know he doesn't have
a gun on him. He used my gun to defend me, and gave it
back. I told you that already.'
'Then why don't you want him searched?' asked Dobey.
'I don't want that man touching him,' said Hutch, pointing at Moresley,
who was picking himself up off the floor, and not looking very happy
about it. 'I'll let you search him, Captain,' Hutch went
on. 'But only if you promise to treat him with respect.
He's my partner. Starsky? Will you let Dobey search you?'
Starsky turned to face the wall, and Dobey patted him down, gently
enough. 'You're right,' said Dobey. 'He's not armed.'
'I told you,' said Hutch.
'We can search the apartment, Captain,' Moresley suggested. He
looked as if he'd enjoy taking the place apart, in fact.
'No need,' said Dobey, glancing around the bedroom. 'I believe
Hutchinson. There's no gun here.'
Starsky had a sudden thought. Why hadn't the men noticed the
goblin, and commented on its presence? He turned and looked at
the bed. The goblin was gone. He glanced casually around
the room. A pair of beady eyes met his, from behind the armchair
by the window. So, thought Starsky. The Tar Baby can move,
after all.
'Let's go,' said Dobey.
'Go to what?' asked Hutchinson. 'Is Starsky under arrest?
Are we going to have a trial? Or just an execution?'
'Son, you know the muscle doesn't have the same rights we do.
There's no need for a trial. He's accused of breaking the rules.
Whatever gun he used, it was against the law for him to have one in his
hands.'
'So, because he saved my life, you're going to condemn him without
trial? On the word of that brat, Cam Standish? He tried to
kill me. He should be arrested for attempted murder.' Hutch
picked up his jacket, and put it on over his ripped shirt.
'You know that's not going to happen, Hutch,' said Dobey.
'Because his father's some bigshot business man.'
'That's the way this world is run,' said Dobey.
Starsky straightened his clothes as best he could, as he followed the
other men to the elevator. That reminded him of something else
odd about the bedroom. The bed. When last he had seen it,
just before Hutch.... The goblin had been lying in the bed, and the
covers had been pulled down. He knew that, because he had pulled
them down, at Hutch's request.
Now, the covers had been pulled back up, hiding the green blood, and
the evidence of the goblin's presence. He knew he hadn't done
that, and Hutch hadn't had the time. So, who had straightened the
bed? It must have been the goblin, he thought. A very
clever animal indeed.
Starsky walked into Dobey's office behind the Captain, with Sergeant
Hutchinson at his side. Most of the gang of goblin hunters were
there, with their fathers and what looked like a group of lawyers. Cam
Standish was there, of course, with a huge bandage on his
shoulder. He wore an expression of exaggerated pain.
'There he is, Dad,' he said. 'There's the man who shot me.'
Mister Standish senior got to his feet, and turned to study them.
His eyes skimmed over Starsky to settle on Hutch. Starsky thought
he seemed a little surprised and curious.
'Yes,' said Hutchinson. 'I shot your son. In self defense,
because he shot at me. If my partner hadn't pushed me out of the
way, I might be dead now. And you want to punish Starsky for
that? I won't allow it. The fault is mine, because I told
Starsky to use my gun in such a case. Try punishing me.'
There was a general uproar in the room. A babble of complaining
voices. 'Captain Dobey!' one father shouted. 'We are all
getting tired of the actions of your officers. But most of all
we're tired of these convicted criminals being given the power to
assault our citizenry at will. This man should be sent to the
quarries, where he belongs.'
'Indeed,' said the captain. 'And what about the criminals whom
you employ to do your dirty work? Everyone knows it. Don't
try to deny it. Whatever you may think, the Bay City Police
Department does not work for you. We aren't your private
guards. We're part of Space Patrol, hired on Earth, to keep the
peace in her colonies. We're doing the best we can, with what we
have. That's why we buy prisoners, to provide extra muscle for
our men, because they're overworked. Sergeant Hutchinson has told me
that Starsky only drew a weapon to defend them against a threat, and
knowing the sergeant as I do, I'm inclined to believe him.'
'You may be inclined to believe him,' said Standish. 'I prefer to
require evidence to back up his claims. Do you possess such
evidence, Sergeant Hutchinson?' The man watched Hutchinson's face
carefully.
'As a matter of fact, I do,' said Hutchinson. He took Cam's gun,
still in the evidence bag, from his jacket pocket. 'Here is the
gun your son pulled on me.' He walked over to Dobey's desk, and
laid the gun down on the pad in front of the captain's computer.
'Computer!' he said. 'Identify this weapon. State when it
was last fired.'
'Baretta. Unidentified origin. Last recorded owner deceased.
Fingerprints identified as those of Cam Standish. Last fired this
date, time 15:06:23.'
'Thank you,' said Hutch. He removed the Baretta, and replaced it
with his own weapon.
'Magnum. Purchased on Earth, Los Angeles California, three years
and four months ago, by Detective Ken Hutchinson. Fingerprints
identified as those of Ken Hutchinson. Last fired this date, time
15:06:25.'
'Thank you,' said Hutch. He turned to Starsky. 'Place your
hand on the pad,' he said.
'Fingerprints identified as those of David Michael Starsky.
Formerly Los Angeles Police Department. Detective II.
Exemplary career, until two years and five months ago. Arrested
and charged with armed robbery and manslaughter. Convicted and
sentenced to prison satellite Alcatraz. Transported to this
planet and subsequently purchased by Sergeant Ken Hutchinson, Bay City
Police.'
'Thank you,' said Hutchinson. 'Has this person fired a weapon in
the last few hours?'
'Negative. Not with left hand. Please instruct this person
to place right hand on pad.'
Starsky replaced his left hand with his right.
'Negative,' said the computer. 'This person has not fired a
weapon in the last eight hours.'
'That is as far back as the computer can judge,' said Captain
Dobey. 'Sergeant Hutchinson's story holds up.'
'You should arrest Cam Standish for assaulting a police officer, using
an unregistered weapon, and attempted manslaughter. For a start,'
said Hutchinson.
'I can't allow that,' said Standish, senior. 'Farley Enterprises
will never permit such a trial to take place, let alone allow him to be
convicted, so you would just be wasting your time, and ruining your
careers.'
Cam Standish smirked.
'I will take care of this matter myself, and I assure you my son will
be punished,' said the young man's father, grimly, and Cam ceased to
smile. 'In the meantime, I will drop my request for Starsky's
transfer to the quarries, and your transfer to another colony.'
'Thank you,' said Hutchinson, ironically, in the same impersonal tone
he'd used with the computer. 'Am I to assume that I now work for
you, since I owe my job to you? If I should witness a murder
committed by your son in broad daylight, am I now expected to pass on
the news to you, on your assurance that he will lose his flyer
privileges for the next month? My partner and I are now to be
targets for every spoiled brat walking around with nothing better to do
than take shots at us? What good is this?' Hutchinson took
out his badge and tossed it on Dobey's desk.
'Now, now, Hutch,' said Dobey. 'You don't really mean that?
You don't intend to resign?'
'No,' said Hutchinson. 'Not yet. I could leave Eldorado,
but Starsky can't. If I resign, and stay here, we'd be targets
without badges. Could we count on your protection, when you can't
even protect us now? We have to protect ourselves, and that's
what Starsky was doing.'
'You were harassing us, Sergeant,' said Cam Standish. 'We weren't
harming anyone.'
'You were drunk and disorderly, and we told you to move on.
That's our job.'
'No, I think you have something against us, personally. You're
envious, because we're rich and successful, and you're just a scuzzy
cop.'
Hutchinson laughed. 'That shows how little you know about me,' he
said.
'I do know you,' said Cam. 'You hate people who are better than
you. I've heard that you give money to the whores on the street,
for nothing. They don't even give you a blowjob, and you give
them money. Why? They're only good for fucking. They
should work for a living, like everyone else here. You don't tell them
to move on. But you told us, and you looked at us like we were
lower than the whores.'
The other kids chimed in to agree. 'They drew guns on us like we
were criminals,' one of them said. 'We were only having a little
fun.'
One of the fathers stood up. 'It's all well and good, Standish,
that you should make them this offer to back down, but what about
us? We don't like these rogue cops running around, abusing their
powers. They should be going after the criminals, not our
children. You might not want this convict punished,' he pointed
at Starsky. 'But we do.'
'Punished?' roared Hutchinson. 'Punished for what? For
doing his job? For backing me up?'
Starsky hadn't seen the sergeant in such a rage, and it was impressive,
he thought.
'I won't allow him to be sent to the quarries,' Hutchinson went on. 'No
matter what I have to do to prevent it.'
The elder Standish got to his feet, and stepped between Hutchinson and
the other combatants. 'I agree,' he said to Hutchinson.
'The man was just doing his job. On the other hand, he did break
the rules, and these people have a point. If he is allowed to use
a gun, the next thing we know, every convict who works for your
department will be using guns. Then what? If this man is punished
in some way, as an example to show your good faith, we'll back down on
the quarries. Agreed, Simpson?'
'I don't know,' said Simpson. 'What sort of punishment do you
have in mind?'
'I won't allow him to be punished at all,' said Hutchinson.
'You won't allow? Who the hell are you?' asked Simpson. 'Can't
you keep your men in line, Dobey? Maybe we should look into
this. See about finding a captain who will run this department
the way it should be run.'
'Toothless, and useless as tits on a bull?' suggested Hutchinson.
'Is that what you want in a captain?'
'No. We want a captain who will keep his department in line, like
I said.'
'Hutch?' said Starsky. 'If I'm punished in some way that allows
me to go on working with you, I'll accept that. Would you back
down then?'
'I don't know,' said Hutchinson. 'It depends. What
punishment are you suggesting?'
******************
The restraints cut into his wrists, and his arms already ached from
being tied over his head. The sergeant was fuming in the
background, and Starsky wanted to tell him to shut up, that his voice
was giving him a headache, and he didn't need the pain. There
would be more pain coming soon, and that would wipe out the minor
discomfort in his head, so it wouldn't be worth the effort, thought
Starsky. Didn't Hutchinson ever get tired?
'This is outrageous. What century are we living in? What
millennium? The collars are bad enough.'
'You wouldn't use the collar,' Captain Dobey reminded him. 'Have
you changed your mind?'
'No. The collar is for restraint. Starsky doesn't need
restraining. He never has. His behaviour has been
exemplary.'
'Hutch!' said Starsky. 'I agreed to this. Could we just get
it over with? Please?'
'I'm sorry,' said Hutchinson. 'You're right. Let's
get it over with. What's taking so long?'
'They're having trouble finding the whip,' said Dobey. 'They
think someone borrowed it for a little private fun, and didn't put it
back.'
'Great,' said Hutchinson. 'Let's forget the whole thing, then.'
That sounds nice, thought Starsky, but I don't think anyone is going to
forget it. And besides, it's too late. There's the
executioner with the axe coming in the door, and he's about seven feet
tall, with arms like hams. Not much longer, and I'll be able to
lie down and moan in peace -- if I survive.
'Oh, no. Oh, no,' Hutchinson protested. 'That goon isn't
touching my partner. He'll kill him. This isn't supposed to
be a fatal beating. Find someone else.'
'Hutch!' screamed Starsky, losing all patience. 'I don't give a
fuck who beats me, as long as it's done and I can put my clothes back
on and get out of here. Do you think I enjoy standing around naked with
everyone looking at me? Do it yourself if you don't like the
designated whipper. Have some pity.'
'What? Starsky this isn't funny,' said Hutchinson.
'No. It's not. So end it. Now!'
'Starsky, I can't,' said Hutchinson.
'Then let him do it. What difference does it make?'
'Hutchinson!' roared Dobey. 'Stop holding up the
proceedings. Everyone agreed to this, so let's get it over with,
like Starsky says.'
'Fine!' said Hutchinson. 'Give me the whip. He's my
partner. This is my fault.'
Wonderful, thought Starsky. He's going to beat me out of
guilt. I think I'd prefer the seven foot goon with the arms...
but it's too late. And I asked for it.
The whip curled back and lashed at his back, again and again.
Hutchinson certainly seemed to know what he was doing, and whipping
someone properly wasn't the easiest thing to do, according to some of
Starsky's more eccentric friends. Starsky lost count of the
blows. There were supposed to be twenty, after Hutchinson had argued
the number down from thirty. Starsky had been relieved, but now,
twenty didn't seem such a small number. Why hadn't they held out
for ten? Surely there had been ten blows by now? Fire
coursed along his back, and up his aching arms, and down his
legs. He bit into his own arm to stop from screaming. He
wouldn't shame himself, or Hutch, by letting it be seen how weak and
afraid he really was. The Spartans had done this every day, he
remembered, and they had contests -- whipping contests -- to show how
manly they were. It was all nonsense, but if such fools could do
it, so could he. The twentieth blow would come soon. The
next blow must be the last.
'Twenty!' cried Hutchinson, his voice sounding hoarse, as though he had
been doing Starsky's screaming for him. The whip touched
Starsky's back lightly, more lightly than any other blow, and Starsky
drew a deep breath of relief.
Then he heard a scream behind him, and turned to look over his
shoulder. The whip had curled back after landing on Starsky's
back, and somehow by accident it had hit Cam in the face.
'Oh, dear,' said Hutchinson, sarcastically. 'I guess you were
standing too close.'
'You should arrest him, Father,' said Cam. 'That was assault.'
'Shut up,' the elder Standish explained. 'You got what you
deserve. Part of it, anyway. I've had enough of this.
You shut up, too, Simpson,' he said to the man who was still muttering
that twenty blows hadn't been sufficient punishment in his
opinion. 'It's over. Let's go home.'
'Yes,' said Hutchinson, in a voice like ashes settling in a
fireplace. 'It's over. Let's go home.'
*****************
Sergeant Hutchinson was in the washroom, throwing up. He was
trying to be quiet about it, but Starsky could hear him. The
sound was distressing. Starsky was the one who needed to be sick,
and he had thought that once they returned to their own apartment, he
could relax and suffer all he wanted. But Hutchinson was here
too, and by the look on his face, he was suffering more than Starsky.
I told you, thought Starsky. I told you it would be you who would
suffer.
Hutchinson threw up again. The sound tore at Starsky's
heart. He sat up, feeling dizzy and sick himself. The
goblin was lying at the foot of the bed, and he sat up too.
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'Let's go. I think he's the one needs
comforting, now.' Starsky struggled to his feet. His back
protested the sudden movement, violently. The goblin reached out,
and offered his hand to help him up. 'Thanks,' said
Starsky. 'The blind leading the blind.' They stumbled
down the hall into the washroom.
Hutchinson was on his knees in front of the toilet making retching
sounds. From the sounds, and the smells that filled the room,
there wasn't much more to come up, if anything at all. Starsky
sat on the floor, at Hutchinson's side. He touched his shoulder
gently, and Hutchinson jumped.
'What are you doing in here?' the sergeant asked. 'You're
supposed to be in bed.'
'That's where I want to be,' said Starsky. 'But I want you there,
too. You've thrown up everything in your stomach, so why are you
still in here?'
Hutchinson retched again. 'Starsky,' he groaned. 'Just be
quiet for a moment, and I'll help you back to bed. But you don't
want me there. What are you talking about?'
'Don't tell me what I want or don't want. Come on, Hutch.
It smells in here. It's nicer in bed. Come keep me company,
like I did with you that night. Remember?'
Hutchinson sobbed, as Starsky pulled him into his arms. 'How can
you talk about that night in the same breath? Starsky, I'll do
anything you need, but how can you want me....'
'Listen, you idiot. We need to be in bed, not here on the cold
floor. The goblin, too. He's worried about you, same as I
am. Poor Tar Baby.'
'Poor who?' asked Hutchinson.
'Well, we don't have a name for him, so I gave him one. Comes
from a really old story. Thousands of years old, I think.
Centuries, at least. Come on, help me up... Ouch! I'm
all right. I'm all right. Not going to die yet. Can I
lean on your shoulder? That's better... Now, you lie down
there beside me, and be quiet. All this apologizing is giving me
a headache. Of course I want you here. I won't have to
shout so loud if I need anything, for one thing. My mother used
to read me a story, can't remember the name. But there's a fox,
called Brer Fox. I don't know why he's called that. Just
listen. He wants to catch Brer Rabbit, who's really sneaky.
So, he makes a baby out of tar. The Tar Baby, see. And Brer
Rabbit thinks it's a real baby, and talks to it. But the Tar Baby
didn't say a word, and Brer Fox, he lay low. Brer Rabbit gets
real mad, because he thinks the Tar Baby is stuck up. But the Tar
Baby stays still, and Brer Fox, he lay low. Brer Rabbit gets mad,
and hits the Tar Baby, and his fist sticks in the tar, but the Tar Baby
stays still, and Brer Fox....'
'He lay low. What's this have to do with the goblin?'
'Well, we were talking to him, and everything, and he didn't say a
word, and just stayed still.'
'Should we be looking around for Brer Fox?' asked Hutchinson. 'Is
he laying low?'
'Maybe,' Starsky agreed. 'It's just a nickname I gave him.
Doesn't mean anything. But, Hutch. What's wrong? What were
you doing in there, all alone? Why didn't you think I wanted you
here? Do you think I blame you for this?'
'It was my fault,' said Hutchinson, stubbornly.
'How do you figure that?'
'If I hadn't bought you that day...'
'I'd be working in the quarries, or dead, or being tortured by your
brother.'
'Morgan. Yes.'
'So why's this your fault, again?'
'If I hadn't let you buy that gun...'
'That was my choice. And we might both be dead. Cam
certainly looked as if he intended to kill us.'
'Maybe,' said Hutchinson. 'But I should have been able to argue
those people out of this... it's ridiculous, in this century.
Whipping people. Like it was the Middle Ages, or something.
And not letting the medic give you anything strong enough for the
pain? That's barbaric.'
'It's over now, like Standish said. So, why's it your
fault? You still haven't explained it to my satisfaction.
And I intend to be satisfied.'
'I'm not my brother,' said Hutchinson, apropos of nothing.
'I know,' Starsky started to say, but he stopped, and stayed quiet,
like the Tar Baby.
'I'm not my brother,' Hutchinson said again. 'I'm not. I
won't be like him.' He was shaking in Starsky's arms, as if he
had been whipped.
'Tell me,' said Starsky, softly.
'Morgan. He likes hurting things. Really likes hurting
things. People. Animals. He likes to have power over
them. We... my family, we tried to keep an eye on him. To
make sure he didn't do anything too extreme.'
'Like murder?' asked Starsky.
'Yes. But I don't think he wants to kill. Just to torture.'
'People can start out that way, and move on to killing,' said
Starsky. 'Is that why you really transferred here? Because
you were worried about what he might get up to?'
'That was a reason, yes,' said Hutchinson.
'Go on,' said Starsky. 'Tell me.'
'I told you I don't think it's really sexual in Morgan's case. He
has girlfriends, and he's never given any signs he likes to torture
them. Or even to dominate them. It seems to be a sideline,
with him.'
'In Morgan's case,' said Starsky.
'I never meant to tell you this. It wasn't important, because I
never intended to do anything about it. But now you deserve to
know. I've always had fantasies. Sexual fantasies.
Just… fantasies, that's all. But they troubled me.'
'Because of Morgan. Because you thought that made you like
him? Hutch, do you want to hurt people? You're the kindest
person I know. So what if you have fantasies? I have friends who
like to play games with whips and chains.'
'I know all about that,' said Hutchinson. 'But I was always
afraid to try. It's not playing games, to me. What if it
changed me? Made me like him? But today, when you asked me
to whip you, it was the only way I could do it. To pretend it was
one of my fantasies, you see? I told you it was dangerous, what
we were doing. I told you it would get all twisted. Right
after we were making love! How can you want to touch me, or have
me near you, after that?'
Starsky sighed. 'I'm not afraid of you, Ken Hutchinson. I'm
tired, and I need to sleep. Stay here with me, and keep me
company, will you? Promise? Good. We'll get some
sleep, and in the morning we'll talk about these fantasies of
yours. But they're not important. They don't make you a
monster. See? The Tar Baby doesn't think you're a monster
either.'
The goblin had curled up on Hutchinson's other side, as if to comfort
him.
'Close your eyes,' said Starsky. 'It's hard work, whipping
people. I don't know from experience, but that's what my friends tell
me. You must be tired out. Get some sleep.'
Hutch shook his head, dubiously, but he obeyed.
*******************
At first the soft scratching noise on the balcony seemed to be part of
Starsky's fevered dreams. He tried to go back to sleep, but the
scratching persisted. He opened his eyes. It was dark, and
the darkness seemed to vibrate around him, like a bright light, only
the opposite. That made no sense, he thought, happily. It
was good, at times, to make no sense. His back was on fire, and
his front was freezing cold. That's not right, he thought.
That's not making sense in a good way. He reached out across the
bed. Hutch was there, he'd just moved away in his sleep, probably
still thinking Starsky didn't want him there. They should have
made love, thought Starsky. If only they'd made love before this
had all happened. If they'd been lovers, Hutch would have known
better. Hutch had been wrong. They should have made love,
and then Hutch would be holding him in his arms now, soothing away the
pain.
'Hutch!' he called out. 'Make the pain go away. Stop that
scratching sound on the balcony. It's making me itchy.'
'Huh?' said Hutch. 'What scratching sound? It's just a
dream, Starsky. Go back to sleep.'
'No, it's not. It's not a dream. There's something on the
balcony.'
The goblin was sitting on the bed, staring at the balcony. He got
up, and walked to the French doors. He looked at the latch for a
moment, then opened it, easily. The doors slid back.
There were two goblins on the balcony, lit by moonlight. In their
hands they carried the strange, furry fruits that Starsky had seen
before. Like eggs, he thought, covered in animal hair. He
had never dared to eat one, though Hutch said they were delicious.
The two goblins stepped inside, bringing the moonlight with them.
Brer Fox, thought Starsky. And Brer Rabbit.
They chattered with Tar Baby, for a moment, in goblin language.
Then Tar Baby sat at their feet. One of the new goblins, the
taller one Starsky had christened Brer Fox, bit into her furry
fruit. She chewed for a moment, then spit the fruit into her
hand. She bent down, and massaged the mashed fruit into Tar
Baby's wounds. Tar Baby curled up in a ball on the bedroom
floor. He lay there for a few moments, then sat up. He
stretched, and smiled a toothy smile.
'Hutch?' asked Starsky. 'Are you seeing this, or am I dreaming?'
'I'm seeing this, Starsky. I told you they weren't just clever
animals.'
'I know. You were right.'
Brer Fox took the other furry fruit from her friend, Brer Rabbit.
She chewed on that for a long moment, then walked toward Starsky.
'Hutch? What do you think I should do? I think she wants to
mash that fruit into me. Do you think I should let her?'
'That's up to you, Starsky. But the fruit isn't poisonous.
I've eaten it myself. I've never noticed it had healing
qualities, but it can't hurt.'
Starsky's back was on fire. The thought of anything cool, even
chewed up fruit, being spread on it, filled him with longing. He
turned over, and lay flat. He could hear the goblins chittering
behind him. They sounded distressed, and angry. Then he
felt something cool and healing settle on his burning flesh.
Slowly at first, and then more quickly, the pain subsided, and
disappeared. The darkness wrapped around him like a cloak.
He sighed, and surrendered to its comfort.
******************
When next Starsky opened his eyes, he saw to his astonishment that
night had turned to day. He remembered long ages of green
darkness. Blue darkness. Brown darkness. Even black
darkness. Great fountains of the dark. Cool, deep pools of
the dark.
Starsky raised his head, and looked about in the light. Sergeant
Hutchinson was sitting in a chair by the bed. His head rested on
his arm, which was resting on the bedside table. He looked tired,
as if he hadn't had enough sleep of his own, before he sat up to watch
Starsky sleeping in the green darkness.
Starsky stirred a little, and bit back a groan. His back felt far
better than it had the night before. The angry flames had died
down to mere embers. But clearly he wasn't completely
healed. Tar Baby, he remembered, had been fine after a few
moments, but then, the remedy had been developed for the goblins, and
likely didn't work as well on humans.
Hutchinson must have heard him move, or felt him move, or
something. He opened his eyes, lifted his head, and studied
Starsky. 'How are you?' he asked, softly.
'Not bad, considering,' Starsky answered.
'That's good,' said Hutchinson. 'Would you let me look at your
back?'
Starsky nodded, and lay back down, while Hutchinson carefully examined
his wounds.
'The marks are almost gone,' the sergeant agreed. 'The goblins
left some of that mashed fruit. I have it here in a jar, if you
want more.'
'No, not yet,' said Starsky. 'It put me to sleep last night, and
I need to wake up. I'm thirsty, and I should use the
toilet. And I'm hungry.'
'I'll make breakfast,' said Hutchinson. He sounded weary.
Starsky used the washroom, and even had a quick shower. He put on
clean pants, and a loose shirt that he left unbuttoned. He felt
less vulnerable with his clothes on. Hutchinson was in the
kitchen, making coffee.
'How about one of your fruit drinks?' Starsky suggested.
'Maybe that fruit is better for you than I thought.'
Hutchinson nodded, and mixed a drink for both of them. It tasted
strange, but Starsky drank it down. Maybe it would cure the ache
in his insides, he thought.
Hutchinson was watching him carefully. 'You fell asleep so
quickly last night,' he said. 'I was worried, but your fever
disappeared almost immediately. I never would have thought the
fruit could do that. But I don't think it was just the fruit on
its own. The goblins chewed it, first. So it must be their
saliva that releases the healing properties.'
'That's interesting,' said Starsky. 'And by the way, we have
proof now that you were right about the goblins. We have to do
something for them.'
'We? We are doing nothing, Starsky. I'm sending a message
to my family. I'm asking them to help us... to help you escape.'
'Escape,' said Starsky. 'Where's that fruit stuff, again?
No, wait.' He took a mouthful of the fruit drink, and spit it
out. 'Hold still,' he said, and smeared it on Hutchinson's
forehead. 'Hmmm. Is your brain fever gone? Are you
thinking more clearly now? No? Maybe I need to crack open
your skull, and pour this stuff in. Escape? Escape from
what? To where?'
'From me,' said Hutchinson. 'From this planet. To somewhere
more sane.'
Starsky snorted. 'If there were such a place, everyone would be
moving there,' he said. 'Hutch. I don't need to escape from
you. I don't want to escape from you. I'm not running away,
without you. If you want to arrange it so we can leave here
together, safely, that's one thing.'
'Starsky. You're my slave. I own you.'
Starsky shrugged. 'So why do you want to throw me
away? What did they call it back in ancient times? Sell me
down the river? I have my honour, Hutch. Once it was all I
had left, and I made a vow never to sell it. Not for
anything. And now you think I'm going to abandon you? You
need me, remember? Have you changed your mind about that?'
'No,' said Hutch. 'But I thought you'd want to get away from
me. Be free. Don't you want your freedom back?'
'Freedom,' said Starsky, rolling the word around in his mouth like a
sip of wine. 'Freedom. Freedom doesn't mean much, all on
its own. Freedom to do what? To run away for the rest of my
life, until they catch me, and drag me back? Freedom to sink
lower and lower, until the only thing I can do is sell myself to the
highest bidder? Some crime syndicate. Gunther, maybe.
I'd much rather be your slave, than his.'
'My family could arrange something better than that,' said Hutchinson.
'I thought we'd arranged something better, already,' Starsky
noted. 'And how could your family arrange all this? Who are
they? I didn't know the Hutchinsons were that rich and important.'
'They aren't,' said Ken Hutchinson. 'Not all that rich and
important. Though we're not poor. No, I was talking about
my mother's side of the family.'
'Your mother?' asked Starsky. 'Who is she?'
Hutchinson opened his mouth to answer, but was interrupted by the
buzzer. Starsky had a brief fantasy of ripping the thing out of
the door frame. Hutchinson, of course, got up to answer it.
And Starsky didn't really want a repeat of yesterday's raid, he had to
admit.
The caller was Captain Dobey, alone this time. 'I came by to see
how you were doing,' he said to Starsky.
'He's alive, as you can see,' Hutchinson answered for him. 'No
thanks to you.'
The captain sighed, heavily. 'Do you think I wanted that?' he
asked. 'Do you think I believe in slavery, and beatings?'
'No,' said Hutchinson. 'You don't believe in them, you were just
doing your job. And so was I. I have no right to
criticize you, and I know that. I've been trying to convince
Starsky to let me help him escape, but he won't go.'
'I see,' said Dobey. 'And why are you telling me this?'
'I'm hoping maybe you'll do a better job in convincing him. Since
you don't believe in slavery, and beatings. Or maybe your
disbelief is merely theoretical, and when it comes down to practical
solutions to the problem, your disbelief system undergoes a sea
change? Suddenly, it's just too much trouble. You might
have to actually do something.'
'I'm not running away, Hutch,' said Starsky. The two men ignored
him. Starsky shrugged, and poured himself more coffee.
'I'd like to do something to help, Hutch,' said Dobey. 'But you
know it really is the companies that run this planet. I don't
have enough manpower, or enough support from Earth. And you did break
the rules. You knew ahead of time, that you'd be in trouble.'
'Yes, we knew that,' said Hutch.
'Well, it worked out pretty well for you in the end. You've been
holed up in here, so you don't know. Starsky's a bit of a hero,
in the eyes of your fellow cops. You too, for fighting so hard to
protect him. I'm a villain at the moment, but I can live with
that. And there's quite a tide of opinion against Simpson, and
the companies and their interference with police business. I'm
going to use all this to see if I can gather more support from
Earth. So Starsky's right. You should stick around.'
'And how do we know there won't be a backlash against Starsky?
That he won't become the sacrificial lamb? If there's a fuss made
about slavery here on Eldorado, and their use in police work, Starsky
could find himself in the quarries anyway. It's his duty to
escape, in my opinion. Shouldn't all slaves want their freedom?'
Starsky laughed. 'I'm going to recommend you for the Master of
the Year Award, Hutch. We already talked about this. What
kind of freedom are we talking about? I told you. I'd
rather be your slave than Gunther's. Remember?'
'I remember. I've been thinking about what Milton said, or the
words he put in Satan's mouth, rather. That it's better to reign
in Hell, than serve in Heaven.'
'Well, I haven't reigned in Hell, but I lived there for two
years. I'd rather serve you, if I have a choice.'
'I'm not God, Starsky.'
'No.'
'I'm not all powerful. I can't protect you from everything.'
'Did God?' asked Starsky. 'I prayed to God, to help me. To
set me free. To give me the chance to clear my name.'
'Do you really believe in God?' asked Hutch.
'I wasn't sure, at the time. But now, I'm closer to being
sure. I think God answered my prayers. And you are that
answer.'
'Starsky. I'm not. I'm not sent to you by God. Why
would God choose me, of all people? That's ridiculous.'
'I don't know. You don't look ridiculous to me.'
'I mean that I can't protect you. The companies could use their
power, and take you away from me at any time. God should have
sent someone more powerful to help you. That's why you have to
escape.'
Dobey had been following this exchange carefully. 'There is
a way you could protect him, Hutch. The laws are still on
the books. I checked. You could marry him, and have him
paroled into your custody.'
Marry him, thought Starsky. Marry him? Marry who?
Marry me? Hutch can't marry me.
'Marry him?' Hutchinson was asking. 'You're suggesting we
get married?'
'It would solve most of your problems,' said Dobey.
'And create new ones,' Hutchinson pointed out.
'Yes,' said Dobey. 'Marriage has that effect. So it all
depends. How much do you want to help Starsky? You seemed
to be ready to put your career, your reputation, and even your life on
the line for him. Have you changed your mind?'
'No. Of course not. That's not what I'm worried
about. I'm worried about jumping into something that will create
new problems, before I'm sure it will solve the old ones. Exactly
what does this involve? I've heard of the law, of course.
We read about it at the Academy. But how often does it happen
these days? Would it really make our situation any better?'
'It should,' said Dobey. 'Yes, it mostly applies to
colonists. That's why the law was created, and then revived with
every new wave of colonization. The regulations are pretty
stringent, but you should qualify. Other than the fact you went
to the Academy together, there was no previous relationship before
Starsky's life of crime, for a start.'
'Life of crime?' asked Starsky. 'Some life of crime I had. No fun
at all.' The other men ignored him.
'And it will make your partnership inviolable,' Dobey was
saying. 'If that's what you want. You will be responsible
for his behaviour, of course. And you won't be able to get rid of
him easily. Divorce in these cases is a lot harder than for
ordinary couples. You couldn't sell him to the quarries when you
get tired of him.'
'Then I'd have to make sure he didn't get tired of me,' said Starsky.
'Starsky?' asked Hutchinson. 'Would you agree to this?
Would you want to marry me?'
'Captain Dobey, do you mind giving us a few minutes alone?' said
Starsky. 'We need to talk in private about this.'
'Of course,' said Dobey. 'I have some business to attend
to. Just send me a message about your decision. If you
decide to go ahead, I can have it all arranged for this afternoon.'
'Sure,' said Starsky, feeling a bit dizzy and disoriented. But
that was becoming a regular thing in his life, he thought.
Captain Dobey left the apartment, and shut the door. They were
alone again. Just Starsky and Hutch, and the huge elephant in the
room.
'Marriage,' said Starsky.
'Yes. It's a big undertaking,' said Hutchinson. 'I was
married once, and it didn't work out. I wasn't ambitious enough
for her. She left me, and became a famous model.
Vanessa. Have you heard of her? Now she's an actress.
She sent me a copy of her latest video. It's around somewhere.'
Vanessa? Oh, yes, he'd heard of her. Who hadn't heard of
her? Well, maybe the goblins hadn't heard of her, though he
wouldn't bet on it. Tall, and curvaceous. Long hair like a
dark, rippling waterfall. Beautiful, of course. Beautiful
and ruthless. Rumours abounded about her meteoric rise to the
top. It been funded by Gunther, they said. Her first big
break came when she murdered her rival, they said. And Hutch had
been married to this femme fatale? Starsky felt the first
stirrings of real jealousy. How could he ever compete, with his
hairy body and scarred soul?
'Listen, Hutch. We can't get married.'
Hutchinson swallowed. 'No. Of course not,' he said.
'Why would you agree to such a thing? We'd be joined at the hip
for life. Those kind of marriages are murder to get out of.
Sometimes literally. Even when you prove your innocence, and
become a free man in other respects, you'd have a hard time getting rid
of me. I'd get you the evidence you needed for a divorce, of
course, if you ever asked for it, so you wouldn't be forced to murder
me, but....'
'Hutch! Will you stop babbling and listen to me? I'm not
worried about myself. It's you I'm thinking about. You
can't marry me. I have nothing to offer you. I have
nothing, Hutch. No money. No job. I'm a convicted killer
and thief. My name has been dragged through the mud. My
friends and family....'
'...don't deserve you,' Hutchinson finished for him. 'And I
thought you did have something. I thought you had your honour.'
Starsky felt his resolve to be noble fading away fast. 'What
about your family?' he asked, desperately. 'They wouldn't be very
happy, would they?'
'Not at first,' Hutchinson allowed. 'They'd probably try to get
the marriage annulled, so we'd have to consummate it.'
Consummate the marriage, thought Starsky. Of course we have to
consummate the marriage. Who wouldn't want to consummate....
'It should be in front of witnesses,' Hutchinson went on. 'But
video evidence will do. I'm sorry, but it might end up being
necessary. And after that, I won't touch you without your
permission. I promise.'
'Well, what fun would that be?' Starsky heard himself shouting.
'Hutch! I'll make all the videos you like. Let's start a
collection. Some day when we're old, and have trouble getting it
up, we can lie around in bed and watch, and laugh, and wonder if we
were ever that young.'
Starsky got to his feet. His back was starting to hurt a little,
and he longed to return to bed, with Hutch there as a pillow. But
there was too much to do, and this was important, so he had to hold on
until it was resolved. He knelt at Hutch's feet, and took his
hands.
'I have nothing to give you,' he said again. 'Nothing but what I
am. I don't even own the clothes on my back, because you gave
them to me. That's not why I want to marry you, if you're
wondering. I'd marry you, if we were both fugitives from every
planet in the galaxy. But think about it, Hutch. I didn't
commit those crimes. Someone set me up, I swear. That means
I have enemies, and you might inherit those enemies yourself. Are
you sure you want that? And if you're sure, then will you marry
me?'
*******************
Chapter Four
*******************
There was a small crowd outside Dobey's office. Since he had
become Sergeant Hutchinson's slave partner, he had not engaged in one
conversation with any of the other Bay City police officers he
met. They had simply ignored him. Starsky had gathered that
their relationship as partners was unusual, but not entirely
unprecedented. The other officers seemed to regard him as they
might some new weapon Hutchinson had bought. They had looked him
over, and then moved on.
'Starsky!' one of them said, proving they knew his name. 'You're
actually going to marry this man? Are you sure it's worth
it? He's never shown the least interest in men before this.
What did you do to him, anyway?'
Several cops offered suggestions, each more obscene than the last, but
it all seemed friendly and not judgmental. No one mentioned the
beating directly, but someone opined that Starsky had balls, and there
was a general chorus of agreement.
The department had gotten together, and bought them a gift. It
was a plant of some kind -- an unimaginative choice, but then they
hadn't had much time, and Hutchinson was happy. Starsky had
expected nothing but dour looks, at the best. But for some reason, the
department had decided to adopt them.
Dobey was in his office, with another man he introduced as Judge Hanumi.
'We've been doing a check of your records,' Dobey informed them.
'There's no evidence you were in contact at the time Starsky was
arrested. Hutch certainly has enough funds to make
reparation for any crimes Starsky may commit in the future....'
'I don't intend to commit any crimes,' said Starsky. 'Unless I'm
pushed to it. Let's get this over with.' So we can get to
the consummation, he thought.
'Let's check over the contract, first,' Hutch suggested.
'You check it over,' said Starsky. 'I don't think anyone cares
about my rights here, except for you. I have no rights, in the
eyes of the law, remember?'
'Well, I'm going to make sure your rights are respected,' said
Hutch. 'At least on paper. That's better than nothing.'
Starsky left him to it.
'Where are they? Where is the happy couple? Am I too
late?' The tall black man pushed his way through the crowd by the
office door. 'Oh, good. You two cannot get legally married
without Huggy Bear there. And what a festive crowd this is, I
might add.'
Huggy was carrying a large basket, wrapped in a purple velvet table
cloth. 'Here's a little token of my esteem,' he said, dumping the
basket in Hutch's hands. 'It's unlucky to open it until the
wedding is over though. Save it until you're alone.'
Hutch eyed the purple tablecloth with disdain. 'Thanks, Huggy,'
he said.
'Attention!' said Captain Dobey. 'We are gathered together, for
the joining of these two people in legal marriage, according to the
laws of colonization, which state that any person may take a convicted
criminal in marriage, as long as he or she had nothing to do with the
original crime. That first party is then responsible for the
second party's future conduct. Responsibility may be both legal
and financial. Do you both understand these terms.'
'I do,' said Sergeant Hutchinson.
'I do,' said Starsky.
'Have you read the contract?' asked Judge Hanumi.
'I have,' said Hutchinson. 'And Starsky has agreed to abide by my
judgement. I've added a few riders to the contract. I've
signed over some of my personal funds for his use.'
'Hutch! That's not necessary,' Starsky protested.
'I think it is, and it's my choice.'
'Are you going to have your first fight?' asked Huggy Bear. 'May
I sell tickets?'
Hutchinson laughed. 'No,' he said. 'Starsky said the
contract was up to me. He can't change his mind now.'
Starsky smiled. Caught you, he thought. Now this is all
your idea.
'Well, if you are both agreed, then join your hands,' Dobey told them.
They reached for each other's hands at the same moment, and clasped
them together.
'Ken Hutchinson,' said Judge Hanumi. 'Will you take David Starsky
as your legal spouse, knowing everything about his past history?
Will you take all responsibility for his future actions? Will you
give your word to do your best to reform him, and make him into an
honest citizen?'
'I will,' said Sergeant Hutchinson.
'Then I now declare....' the judge began.
'Wait!' said Starsky. 'Don't I get to make vows?'
'It's not usual,' said the judge. 'Not in cases like these.'
'I know, because I'm not legally a person,' said Starsky. 'But
this isn't only a legal contract. It's a bond between two souls.
I want to make my vows, from soul to soul. It doesn't matter what
happened, or didn't happen in the past. Only Hutch believes in my
innocence, and so I make these vows to him. I will live my life
for him, until I prove that I'm worthy of his trust. That's all.'
'Thank you,' Hutchinson said, softly.
'Well, at last,' said Huggy Bear. 'And I thought romance was
dead.'
***************
Starsky was feeling a bit dizzy, as they rode up in the elevator.
He leaned his head against the wall for a moment, and closed his eyes.
'How are you doing?' asked Hutch, softly.
Starsky snapped to attention, quickly. He wanted to give in, to
let go, to let Hutch take care of him. But now was not the
time. The most important thing right now, was to consummate their
marriage -- and not only in case Hutch's family tried to have it
annulled. They had three days Married Leave before they went back
on duty, and Starsky intended to use that time wisely.
'I'm doing fine,' he said. 'The pain's almost gone.'
That wasn't quite true. The pain had started up again, but he
wasn't about to surrender to it. It was merely pain, he told
himself. He could control it. It would not control him.
The turbolift stopped at their floor, and the doors swished open.
Starsky started out the door, but his legs didn't seem to want to
work. Starsky ordered them to move, but they were unimpressed
with his authority.
'Go ahead,' he said to Hutch, waving him out of the lift. 'I'll
be along after I've had a nap.'
Hutch put the plant and basket down, and took Starsky's hand.
'Come here,' he said. 'Put your arms around my neck. That's
it. Can you pull yourself up a little, so I can get my arms under
your ass?'
'Sure,' said Starsky. 'My ploy is working. You've got your
hands on my ass. What's next?'
'I'm putting you to bed, Tough Guy. That's what's next.'
'Good. That's where we need to be, Hutch. Time to
consummate. But really, you know? We don't want to make
videos yet, do we? I'm all out of practice, it's been so long.
Might do it wrong. Wouldn't want your family to see my fumbling
around. Then they'd really wonder why you married me.'
Hutch carried him down the hallway, to their apartment door.
'Can you stand here on your own for a moment, while I open the door?'
Hutch asked.
'Sure,' said Starsky. 'Why is the floor moving? Reminds me
of Los Angeles. Didn't know this was an earthquake zone. An
eldoradoquake zone, maybe?'
'Something like that,' said Hutch. 'Come on,' he added as the
door opened.
Starsky tumbled inside the apartment, and almost fell, but Hutch caught
him. 'Don't forget the basket, and the plant,' Starsky
added. 'They're the only wedding presents I'm ever going to get.'
'Lie down there on your bed, and I'll get them,' said Hutch.
Starsky lay back against his soft pillows, and gazed up at the
ceiling. My wedding night, he thought. Well, wedding
afternoon. It wasn't exactly as he had imagined, when he was
young. He'd really imagined himself marrying a woman. It
was a bit easier -- simpler -- to create a family with a woman.
You had sex, and if all went well, in a few months, you had a baby,
complete with your DNA, and hers.
If you had two men or two women, it was a bit more complicated.
But sex with men was nice, so that made up for it. Sex with
men was simpler. When he was with a man, they were usually on the
same page. Usually. He wasn't even sure what book Hutch was
on, but he was willing to experiment, and see if they could arrive at
the same chapter.
Hutch returned to the apartment, gifts in hand. He closed the
door. 'Here you are,' he said. 'Wedding gifts.
Happy?'
'Ecstatic,' said Starsky. 'Come to bed. We need to
practice.'
'Practice what?'
'Consummating. Remember? We have to consummate the
marriage, and make a video. Unless you want witnesses? I
don't. But if that's what you want....'
'No. The video is fine. But not right this minute.'
'That's what I say too. Let's practice first.
Rehearse. I could write a little play. We come in the
door, fall into each other's arms. Fall on the bed. Tear
each other's clothes off. How am I doing so far?'
'That's good, Starsky. Really good. Here. Let me take
off your clothes now? Just for practice?'
'That's a good idea. Then I get to practice taking off your
clothes.'
'Mmmm. Later. Let's just do this for now.'
This? Lie here and let Hutch caress him? He could do this,
but where was it leading? He needed to know where this was
leading, because Hutch, he'd begun to figure out, was the sort of man
who had a plan. There was a plan, here, but Starsky was too tired
and sore and dizzy to figure it out. He let Hutch stroke him,
instead. He could feel his cock begin to fill. Not enough,
but it was a beginning. Now, if he could only get Hutch to
co-operate.
'Hutch?' he said.
'Yes, Starsky?'
'Let's consummate the marriage. So it will all be legal.'
'Shh. Turn over.'
Ahh. That was more like it. That was easy enough. Let
Hutch do all the work for now. Starsky turned over.
'Ah. Your back looks sore. I'm so sorry, Starsky.'
'Don't. Don't spoil the moment. Don't apologize again.
Please, Hutch.'
'I won't. Let me kiss it?'
He felt Hutch's soft warm mouth against his back. This was
better. Much better. Gentle hands massaging his shoulders,
and neck. The tension draining out of his entire body. The
pain fading. Something wet and cool and green against his
wounds. The goblin fruit!
'No! No, not that again. Hutch! It puts me to
sleep. I don't want to sleep. We need....'
'Shh,' Hutch whispered. 'I'm here. I'm not going anywhere.
We have lots of time. Just sleep, now.'
Damn you, thought Starsky. It was his last thought, for some
hours.
***********
There was soft music playing down the hall. Warm smells from the
kitchen. Starsky sat up. Most of the pain in his back had
gone, and the dizziness, too. At the foot of the bed, someone,
probably Hutch, had laid out fresh clothes.
No, not clothes, Starsky discovered. Some sort of loose, silk
dressing gown, though the colours were suitably dark and
masculine. The silk felt good against his back.
Hutch was in the kitchen, cooking dinner. Really cooking, not
just heating up leftovers. The lights were dim, and there were
candles on the dining table. Hutch had covered the table with the
purple velvet cloth from Huggy Bear. The almost-empty basket was
sitting on one of the chairs.
'Behold your wedding present,' said Hutch, waving at the table.
'The candles came from the basket, and the wine glasses. And
check out what's at the bottom.'
Starsky peered into the basket. There, at the bottom, was his
Parabellum, wrapped in a purple velvet napkin.
'Huggy Bear has his priorities right,' said Starsky.
'You look better,' Hutch commented. 'Sound better, too. Am I
forgiven?'
'I'm thinking about it,' said Starsky. 'You didn't have to trick
me.'
'Didn't I? You weren't exactly thinking logically. Seemed
to have some idea we had to consummate the marriage right then, or the
deadline would pass, and our marriage would expire. I'm afraid
you're stuck with me.'
'I'm not stuck with you yet,' said Starsky. 'But I'd like
that. After dinner, maybe?'
'After dinner,' Hutch agreed. He lit the candles, and turned down
the lights. 'Have a seat,' he said.
Hutch served dinner.
'This is a good roast,' Starsky commented. 'When did we buy
it? I don't remember. And I don't remember this robe.'
'After I was sure you were sleeping soundly, I slipped out for a
while. The robe is my wedding present for you.'
'What would you like as a present from me?' asked Starsky.
'I'll think about it, and let you know,' said Hutch, seriously.
'You know, about yesterday, I never got a chance to tell you....'
'That you're sorry?' asked Starsky. 'I sort of figured that out,
Hutch.'
'Yes. Yes, I'm sorry. But I wanted to tell you how brave
you were.'
'It wasn't courage, Hutch. Just necessity. Sometimes,
that's all it is, you know?'
'I know,' said Hutch. He poured Starsky a glass of wine.
'Have a drink,' he said. 'Then we should talk.'
'About the consummation?'
'About the consummation, yes,' said Hutch, with a smile. 'Don't
worry. We'll get to that. Starsky....'
'Remember what I said, Hutch? When I asked you to marry me?
Everything will be all right. Everything's allowed. I want
to give you happiness, to give you what you need. Not to pay you
back for all you've done for me, whatever you think. I wouldn't
offer that sort of freedom to just anyone. But I feel it.
We'll be good together. It was good when you were kissing me,
when we were down there on the floor, before we got interrupted.
We can just go on with that, and it will be good, won't it? You
liked that?'
'Yes. Yes, of course.'
'But if you have special needs, I'm not afraid. I told you.'
'I won't. Starsky, I can't. I can't do it again.'
'Well, no. I'm not saying I want to be hurt so badly, but there
might be other things we can do.'
'Starsky, I don't want to talk about it. Not now.'
'No. Of course not. I'm sorry. I just wanted you to
trust me, to know I trust you. Before we start. I keep
telling you I'm not afraid. Look at me.'
Hutch looked. He gazed back calmly into Hutch's eyes.
'I do trust you, Starsky. But it's not what you really want, is
it? I wouldn't be giving you pleasure, so it would all be
one-sided.'
'Well, sometimes pleasure is just one-sided. Maybe you'll have
more pleasure one time, and the next time will be my turn. And
other times, we'll both be having fun. Have a bite of my
dinner.' Starsky held out his fork to Hutchinson, and watched as
the beautiful mouth closed around the piece of meat. 'Now,
see. I didn't taste that myself,' Starsky pointed out. 'I
just watched you taste it. But I enjoyed it. It was fun
watching you eat.'
Hutch smiled. Then, the smile faded. 'But I wasn't actually
hurting you,' he said. 'It would be different if I was hurting
you. You wouldn't enjoy that.'
'That's true. We'd have to be very careful. I have friends
-- used to have friends -- who did these things. I remember one
of them told me it didn't always hurt so badly. It depends. But
don't worry about it now. You don't want to tie me up and whip me
right now, do you?'
'I don't ever want to tie you up and whip you, Starsky. I told you.'
'Yes. So you say.' Starsky stood up, and dropped the silk
robe from his shoulders. 'Are the marks all gone? Or can
you still see them?' he asked. He turned to show Hutch his back.
Hutch gasped. 'I can still see the marks a little,' he said.
'Touch them!' Starsky ordered.
'Starsky.' Hutchinson touched his back with gentle, hesitant
hands.
'Can you feel them?'
'Yes.'
'How do they feel?'
'Like welts. Like whip marks.'
'Touch them. They're your marks. You put them there.'
'Starsky, don't.' Hutchinson was backing off. The warm
hands were gone.
Starsky turned and grasped Hutchinson's wrist. 'Oh, no,' he
said. 'Don't quit. Not now. This is our wedding
night, and I belong to you. Those are your marks that you put on
my body. Touch them. Lay me down, and touch them.
Take what's yours.'
'Starsk,' Hutch gasped. 'How did you know? How did you
know?'
The floor, thought Starsky. Hutch pulled him close, and Starsky
let his weight tug them down to the floor. It was cool, and hard,
but closer than the warm, soft bed waiting for them, and so
safer. Hutch would have less time to think, and come up with more
objections. Starsky's back hit the hard floor, and he cried out a
little with pain, and then Hutch was on top of him, and by the look on
his face, he was not thinking of objections.
'Yes,' said Starsky, and bit Hutchinson's throat, as he had the day
before. This time, there were no interruptions.
'Turn over!' said Hutch.
This was promising, but... 'You're holding me down,' said
Starsky. 'Lift up a little.'
'Sorry.'
Hutch was back to apologizing, but he moved enough to let Starsky turn
over.
'I hurt you, Starsky. But I didn't want to do it. I had to.'
'I know,' Starsky whispered. 'That's all true. And I
forgive you.'
'Do you? Do you forgive me?'
Hutch was murmuring words of love, kissing and caressing Starsky's
back. Starsky lay still, and left him to it.
'Let me show you,' Hutch was saying. 'Let me make love to you.'
That's the idea, thought Starsky. Keep it up. Meanwhile,
I'll lay low.
Hutch's tongue was doing funny things to his backbone.
Licking. From the back of Starsky's neck, down, just a little,
then back up, then down a little farther. His hands were tracing
the map of Starsky's wounds. Like an act of worship, thought
Starsky. He let his legs fall open, inviting more worship.
He heard soft sounds. Clothes being removed. Then a
gentle pressure between his legs. His lover's cock. Starsky
stayed quiet and still.
'You like it like this?' asked Hutch.
'Mmm,' said Starsky. 'That's nice. Just don't move too
fast, or too hard.' He had a brief, horrible memory of the men in
the prison showers, and the things they had done and said. But
Hutch was moving slowly and carefully, asking him if he was in too
deep, or not deep enough, telling him how beautiful he was, how warm he
was, how much a man he was, how brave he was -- an endless hymn of love.
'Starsk!' Hutch cried.
Starsky could feel his lover's cock jerk a little inside him. He
imagined the liquid spurts of semen filling him. Hutch collapsed
against his back, and lay there, breathing deeply.
Starsky hadn't come himself, but his heart was pounding so hard he
thought it might burst out of his chest. The emotional pleasure,
the spiritual pleasure of such a joining went far beyond the physical
pleasure, he had learned as he grew older. That was why rape hurt
so much, why it was so ugly. It was a mockery of that communion
between lovers.
He felt Hutch slide out of his body, and reached for him to
protest. 'You can stay,' he said. 'I liked you there.'
'It was almost too much,' Hutch whispered. 'But I'll come back
later, if you like.'
'I like,' said Starsky. 'But would you do something for me, when
you catch your breath?'
'Anything,' said Hutch.
Starsky rolled over on his back. 'Would you suck my cock?' he
asked. He trembled at the thought of that beautiful mouth,
closing around him.
Hutch sighed, and smiled. He turned around, and rested his head
on Starsky's thigh. 'When I catch my breath,' he promised.
'In the meantime, I won't let you feel neglected.' He took
Starsky's cock in one of his hands. With the other, he stroked
Starsky's side, and ran his fingers through the hair on Starsky's
chest. 'Did you like what I did?' he asked.
Hutch seemed lighter, happier. The shadow was gone from his
eyes. The pain and tightness were gone from his voice.
'I loved it,' said Starsky. 'We could have been doing that this
past week, you know.'
'But it was worth waiting for,' Hutch pointed out. 'It wouldn't
have been right, if we'd done it when you were my slave. And what
happened yesterday -- that would have driven me mad, Starsky, if we'd
been lovers. If I had memories of lying like this with you, of
being inside your body, of feeling your blood coursing through your
veins. If I'd ever done this with you....' Hutch bent down, to
take Starsky's cock in his mouth.
At first it was just the head of his cock. Hutch licked it, tiny
flicking motions of his tongue that drove Starsky wild. His cock
bobbed around, pursued by Hutch's tongue, until Starsky reached down to
grasp it himself, and hold it still. Hutch brushed his hands
away. 'Don't!' he said. 'This is mine.'
'What are you trying to do to it?' Starsky asked. 'To me?'
'It's like a wild thing,' said Hutch. 'I'm trying to tame it.'
Starsky laughed. 'Good luck,' he said. 'I've been trying to
tame it for years. Never managed to. And it's mine.'
'No,' said Hutch. 'It's mine. Come to me,' he crooned to
Starsky's cock. 'Come to my mouth.'
His cock bobbed around for a moment, as if confused, and then did seem
to slide into Hutch's mouth quite happily. 'You are insane,' said
Starsky. 'I like you this way.' Hutch reached behind
Starsky's balls, and touched the opening of his ass. And then it
wasn't possible to say anything coherent for a long time.
Starsky watched his cock sliding in and out of Hutch's mouth. He
thrust up a little, to see if Hutch liked that. Some men didn't
like it. Neither did some women. They seemed to feel it was
an assault, or something. But Hutch hummed in approval, and
Starsky began to thrust harder, still being careful not to go too
deep. Hutch's soft furry tongue, and the warmth of his
mouth. The thrust of Hutch's fingers into his ass.
The memory of Hutch's cock inside his own body. All, all tugged
at him, drew his orgasm out of his body, like a dark force of
nature. His semen filled Hutch's mouth, and spilled out over his
chin. Hutch laughed, happily.
'Ah,' he said. 'You have a strong flavour, to match all these
beautiful muscles.'
'Why did your friends think you weren't interested in men?' Starsky
asked, curiously, after he caught his own breath.
'I'm not interested in any of them, that's all,' said Hutch.
'I've always tried to keep my work life, and my love life separate.'
'You've broken that rule now,' said Starsky, sleepily.
Hutch sighed. 'Yes,' he said. 'But I can't be sorry.'
*************************
They slept for a time, and awoke to make love again. They
stumbled to Hutch's bed, and made love there. And then to
Starsky's bed. At last they slept, deeply and peacefully, Hutch's
head resting on Starsky's shoulder, much as they had that first night.
It was midnight, thought Starsky, as he awoke once more. Hutch
was still asleep. At first Starsky wondered what had roused him,
but the soft scratching on the balcony came again. He slipped
from their bed, and opened the balcony doors. There were the
three goblins. Tar Baby, Brer Fox, and Brer Rabbit.
The goblins sidled inside, as if the apartment were now their own
home. Tar Baby jumped up on the bed, and shook Hutch awake.
'What's goin' on?' asked Hutch.
'We have visitors. Our goblin friends,' said Starsky. 'I
have to thank you,' he said to Brer Fox. 'You have strong
medicine. It fixed my back up nicely, and I didn't have to see
the Medic.'
Brer Fox chittered at her friends, and ambled up to Starsky to check
his back. She shook her head a little, and made a few
disapproving noises, but then patted his shoulder, and seemed to
dismiss him as her patient.
Tar Baby jumped down from the bed, and bounced over to the
balcony. Brer Fox and Brer Rabbit joined him. They looked
over their shoulders at Starsky and Hutch, and chittered at them.
'Sorry,' said Hutch. 'We don't speak your language.'
The three goblins conferred for a moment, then Brer Fox turned back to
them. She made gestures out to the balcony. 'Come!' she
hissed. The word was oddly accented, and more a whisper than a
spoken word, but it was clear.
'Hutch!' said Starsky. 'She spoke. In our language.'
'Yes. I heard.' Hutch climbed out of bed, and they followed
the goblins out on the balcony. 'What do you want us to see?'
asked Hutch.
Tar Baby slithered through one of the air vents, and hung there,
clinging to the glass.
'What?' asked Hutch. 'You want us to come with you?'
'Come ithhhh.' said Brer Fox.
'But we can't. We can't climb through the vent like you can,'
said Hutch. 'We're too big. Hold on.' He went back
inside, and started dressing. 'Starsky? Are you going to
come, or are you going to stand out there naked all night?'
Starsky went back inside, and found his discarded clothes from the day
before. He pulled them on. 'Where are we going?' he asked.
'Your guess is as good as mine,' said Hutch. 'Maybe one of their
friends is hurt.'
'Maybe, but they don't seem upset.'
'Maybe we're invited to a goblin party.'
'A goblin party? Where would that be? Out in the forest?'
'I'd say so. That's where they live, after all.'
'But, Hutch. The Fence. It's after dark. Long after
dark. You said it was dangerous.'
'It is, but not for the goblins. If we're escorted by the
goblins, we should be fine.'
Starsky wasn't so sure. But Hutch seemed determined to go, and
there was no way he was letting Hutch go without him. He finished
dressing, and strapped on the Parabellum. It might not work
against whatever was out there in the forest that made men disappear so
they were never seen again, but it made Starsky feel better just to
know it was there. He'd suffered a lot, for the right to wear it,
and he wasn't leaving it behind. If he died, he'd go down
fighting.
'Come!' said Brer Fox, for the third time.
'We're coming,' said Hutch. 'We'll meet you, down below, in a few
minutes. Understand?'
The goblins conferred again, in their chittering language, then all of
them climbed through the vents in the balcony glass, and started down.
'Let's go,' said Hutch.
**************
Hutchinson led him down the hall to the stairwell, instead of to the
turbolift.
'What? Are we walking?' asked Starsky. 'That will take forever.'
'Not walking. There's a separate service elevator. Right
here.' There was indeed a small door to an elevator hidden in the
stairwell. Hutch inserted a key disc, and after a moment, the
door opened. 'It's faster,' said Hutchinson. 'We use
it in emergencies. Only officers above Second Detective have the
key. It's for security reasons. Otherwise, everyone would
be using this lift to make it to roll call on time.'
Starsky laughed, and clung to the security rail, as the turbolift took
off at what seemed like light speed. 'I can see that,' he
said. 'But I bet the junior officers know about it, and there are
spare keys floating around.'
'Which is why the keys are changed every month,' said Hutchinson.
'I'll get you your own copy, first chance I have.'
The turbolift opened on the first basement level. The area was
deserted. Hutchinson led him out, into the loading bay, and from
there, into the alley. The goblins slithered out of the shadows,
and joined them. Brer Fox seemed to be the leader, and she headed
north. Hutch started after her.
'Wait,' said Starsky. 'We'll be going through the roughest part
of the city. Why not take the flyer?'
'Because it's in the Metro garage, and that area is videotaped.
We'd be seen climbing into the flyer accompanied by three
goblins. Think about it, Starsky,' said Hutch, turning to him
with one of his deadly serious expressions. 'Have you ever
wondered why I don't just get up in public and declare to everyone that
I believe the goblins are an intelligent species and should be termed
People?'
Starsky thought about it. 'Because they wouldn't take you
seriously? They might think you were crazy, the way I did at
first? No. That's not it. Because they would take you
seriously, if you had proof, and you might disappear, the way those
scientists did.'
'You thought I was crazy?' asked Hutch. He sounded bewildered.
'A bit,' said Starsky. 'In a nice way, I mean. Like the
sort of man who would buy a convicted criminal as a slave, and make him
his partner, and sleep with him the first night without even asking for
sex, and marry him a week later, just because he forgave him for
whipping him. That sort of crazy.'
'You think I'm crazy, because of that?' asked Hutch, sounding even more
bewildered than the first time he asked the question. They were
standing in the dark alley, surrounded by the curious goblins, staring
at each other.
'In the nicest way, of course,' Starsky explained, again. 'But
Hutch, anyone would see it was crazy, what you did. You didn't
even know me. You still don't know me. And you trust me so
much even I can't believe it -- and I know you can trust me. I
know I would never hurt you.'
'But, Starsky, I do know that. I'm not crazy. I do know
you're innocent. I knew from the moment I saw you. Even
when I asked you to tell me your side of the story, I was just
interested in the details. I already knew you were innocent.'
'But how?' asked Starsky, bewildered himself, now. 'How could you
know?'
Hutch's face closed, like a door shutting firmly on something
private. 'Never mind,' he said. 'We're holding up the
parade. Come on.'
'Well, thanks for explaining,' said Starsky.
'You're welcome,' said Hutch. 'Any time.'
He stalked off on his long legs, and after a moment, Starsky ran to
catch up. He slipped his arm around Hutch's waist, and grabbed
hold of his belt.
'I'm not letting you go,' he said. 'The goblins might decide to
keep you as a love slave.'
'I don't think they find me attractive,' said Hutch. 'Too tall
and skinny.'
'Yes. That's what I think, too. And your eyes are too blue,
and your hair too blond. All that, and you trust me too
easily. But I can live with it.'
'I don't trust easily,' said Hutch. 'Not at all.'
Starsky thought about that for a while, as they navigated the alley's
and back streets, toward the Fence. So, Hutch didn't trust just
anyone he met, out of some kind of altruism. He had a personal
reason to trust Starsky.
'Did you know about my case before?' he asked. 'Did you decide I
was innocent, and that's why you bought me?'
'What is this? An interrogation? No. I didn't even
know you were on that transport, other than as one of a number of
anonymous convicts. I usually meet the prison transports, looking
for possible recruits, that's all. Morgan likes to get there
ahead of me. It's a game with him.'
'But not with you,' said Starsky.
Hutchinson ignored this sally. 'I knew nothing about your case
when I bought you,' he said. 'I checked you out later, and I
thought the evidence was pretty conclusive. Based on that, I
would have convicted you.'
'Thanks,' said Starsky.
'Don't mention it,' said Hutch.
'I won't,' said Starsky. And then, after a moment, 'So what was
it made you decide I was innocent?'
'Starsky! Why are you asking me this now? You didn't seem
to care about it before? We've been living together for days, and
you never really asked why.'
'Yes,' said Starsky. 'It's a mystery. What's changed, since
yesterday?'
'I... I'm sorry, Starsky. Of course things have changed.
I've gotten out of the habit of explaining my inner motivations to
people.'
'Ah. This has to do with an inner motivation. I see.'
'No, you don't see. You don't see at all.'
'Then show me,' said Starsky. 'Otherwise, why shouldn't I think
I'm a pawn between you and your brother? You bought me to win out
over him.'
'What?' Hutchinson grabbed Starsky's arm, and pulled him into a
doorway. 'That's nonsense. You're no pawn.'
'How do I know that, if you won't explain?'
'There isn't time right now. It's a long story. The goblins
are waiting. I'll explain later, when we get home.'
'If we survive the forest,' said Starsky.
'We'll survive,' said Hutchinson. 'What reason would the goblins
have to lead us to our death, out of all our race? We're their
only friends and allies.'
'I hope you're right,' said Starsky.
'So do I,' said Hutchinson.
The night streets of Bay City were mostly deserted, except by those who
either could not afford to enter the covered malls that offered safer
venues for entertainment, or who were drawn to the danger of
unsupervised night life. The Bay City police ignored, for the
most part, the dives that lined the alleys and byways of the street
levels of their beats. They didn't have the manpower to arrest
everyone who broke the law, so they concentrated on the serious crimes,
and left the rest of the policing to the general populace. If
someone was murdered, the police would investigate. If someone
was beaten and robbed because they ignored all warnings and went
clubbing on the streets, they were on their own. Everyone
understood this, and accepted it.
Most BCPD officers made an effort to create a certain level of police
presence on the streets, though. They patrolled, and would
interfere when criminal acts took place before their eyes.
'Hutchinson!' said a voice behind them. 'And, um, Starsky.'
'That's us,' said Hutchinson. 'How's it going, Swenerton?'
'Fair enough. Rough district, though. I thought you were
off duty for the next few days. Married leave? You got a
divorce already? Back on duty? I can go home?'
'No, we're just out for a stroll,' said Hutchinson.
'This time of night? Around here? No accounting for
taste.' Swenerton eyed them, suspiciously.
'I have strange tastes,' Hutchinson agreed. 'It's my wedding
night, and I like doing it in dark alleys. Got any objections?'
'Who, me? No. Have fun.' Swenerton shrugged, and
moved on.
The goblins popped their heads out from behind an abandoned
flyer. They chittered impatiently.
'Yes,' said Hutchinson. 'Let's get a move on.'
The dark alley's gave way to a more suburban area, of smaller housing
units, and parks. Once they got past the towers of glass and
steel, they could see the Fence, glowing like a ribbon of light.
The noise of the city had vanished. Here, silence reigned, as if
the darkness of the night forest cast a spell that filtered through the
Fence despite all the efforts of the light to defeat it.
The goblins chittered excitedly, now. They gestured toward the
Fence, and the forest beyond.
'Are we sure?' asked Starsky. 'I've never been in this forest
after dark. Have you?'
'No, of course not,' said Hutchinson.
'But you're suggesting we just stroll in there now?'
Hutchinson turned to him, his face serious. 'I need to know
what's going on here, Starsky. I came here to protect all the
helpless people of this world, including the goblins. There's a
crime being committed on this world, every time the humans hunt the
goblins, and I haven't been able to stop it. There might be clues
about how to stop it, to prove the goblins are people, hidden in the
forest at night. I'm a detective, I can't let danger stop
me. I won't force you to join me, though.'
'Like Hell I'll stay behind,' said Starsky. 'I'm a detective,
too. And you're all I have left in the entire universe.
It's me and thee, darling.'
'Yes,' said Hutchinson. 'Me and thee.'
They clasped hands, and stepped out into the open, the goblins in the
lead. The light of the Fence surrounded them. There seemed
to be no one around, on either side of the Fence, to notice what they
were doing. Nor was there any reason for someone to care that
they were entering the forest after dark. Nevertheless, Starsky
felt watched.
'Someone is watching us, Hutch,' he said.
'I know,' said Hutch. 'But we're almost over the line. Come
on.'
The goblins slithered ahead, and disappeared into the darkness.
'Wait,' cried Starsky. 'Wait for us. You're our escorts.'
Brer Fox popped back into sight, and sighed impatiently, but she
waited. Then, she jumped at something she seemed to spy over
their shoulders. Starsky turned to look behind him.
'Well, if it isn't the happy newlyweds,' said Morgan Hutchinson. 'Going
on your honeymoon?"
'Morgan,' said Hutch, coldly. 'What are you up to?'
'What am I up to?' asked Hutch's brother. 'What are you up
to? That's more the question. It's past midnight. The
Fence is lit. And you're heading for the forest. And what
was that just ran into the woods? A goblin? What is it about you,
and your love for inferiority? I thought you had finally seen the
light, when you bought this slave, but then you made him your
partner. And yesterday, my hopes were revived. I heard you
gave in to your instincts, and treated him the way he deserves.
It's what he really wants and needs, isn't it, Slave? Well,
answer me?'
'You are speaking to me, I assume?' asked Starsky.
'Brilliant!' said Morgan Hutchinson. 'He's the only slave here,
and he assumes I'm addressing him. Planet Earth was doomed, the
minute the masses were educated, and stepped up beside their betters,
as though they were equals. My brother made an effort to teach you
about your true self, yesterday. Did you learn anything from the
experience, Slave?'
'Did I learn anything?' asked Starsky. 'Oh, yes. I learned
that being whipped hurts. Is that what you mean?'
'Pathetic,' said Morgan. 'But I suppose it's not your
fault. Ken doesn't have the courage to be anyone's real master.
He's not like me. You lost out there, when he won the draw.
I would have led you on a journey of self-discovery like nothing you've
ever known.'
'Now, that's true, Starsky,' said Hutch. 'If Morgan had claimed
you, soon you wouldn't recognize yourself. Your own mother
wouldn't know you.'
'That would have been a good thing,' said Morgan. 'I would show
you your own true soul, Slave.'
'Only God knows my soul,' said Starsky.
Morgan smiled. 'If I were your master, I would be God to
you. Ken is afraid to take up his proper role, aren't you,
Ken? You came close to the edge, but then you stepped back.
And now you've married him? What is the purpose of that?
Marriage to another man? And not even a particularly bright
one. At least if it were a woman, she could give you children.
What can he give you?'
'That's none of your business, Morgan,' said Hutch. 'It would be
far beyond your understanding.'
'Yes. Very likely,' said Morgan. 'I've never understood
you, brother. He spent too much time with Mother,' he added, in
an aside to Starsky, as if sharing a family confidence with his new
brother-in-law. 'Warped him for life. And what a life! He
could be anything he wanted to be, with his background, and brains, and
education. Unlike you. But what does he choose to be?
A police officer! Lower than a garbage collector.'
'Well, Morgan,' said Hutch. 'Nice talking to you. We have
to go now. Goodnight!'
'Oh, certainly,' said Morgan. 'I'll head off home. Want to
send a message to the family. Tell them all about this, and your
new little friends the goblins. You've lost your mind, Ken, and
this is proof. They'll be here at warp speed to rescue you, I
don't doubt.'
'And I don't doubt you'll enjoy running to them, and telling tales,
Morgan. You always did.'
'I've always felt it's my duty to help you grow, and take
responsibility for your actions. Clearly I've failed in
that. But at least I can make up for it, by saving you from this
so-called marriage. I'm sure the family will do all they can to
free you from him, once I reveal the truth.'
'The truth?' asked Starsky. 'Are you sure you do know the truth?'
'What do you mean?' asked Morgan.
'Ah. So you aren't God, after all. You don't know everything.'
'I know all I need to know about you, and I will deal with you, believe
me.'
'You won't lay a finger on him, Morgan,' said Hutch. He pulled
his gun from its holster, and aimed it at Morgan.
'What are you going to do, Ken? Shoot your own brother?'
'I'll protect Starsky from you, if I have to kill you,' said
Hutch.
'No need for that,' said Starsky. 'He's not important,
Hutch. He knows nothing, I told you. He'll just look like a fool,
when the truth comes out. Call your family, Morgan. They
don't frighten me. I have the goblins on my side. They
aren't the harmless creatures you think they are, and neither am
I. It's not Hutch who owns me, it's the other way around.
This whole thing was all a plot, and now I have control of him, and his
money. And you can't do anything about it, because you don't know
what's really going on. In the forest, I mean.'
'What's really going on?' asked Morgan. 'You expect me to believe
anything is going on in that forest that could threaten me?'
'Believe, or don't believe,' said Starsky. 'It's all one to
me.' He turned to Hutch, hoping the man hadn't registered any
appearance of surprise at his words. But Hutch lowered his eyes
submissively, at Starsky's glance. 'Come on,' said Starsky.
'The meeting should be already started, and we're late.' Starsky
turned, without looking back, and headed for the forest, Hutchinson
following behind.
'You're not really going with him?' asked Morgan. 'You don't
expect me to believe....'
Starsky and Hutch crossed from the Light into the Darkness, and the
forest closed in behind them. Starsky turned, and waited
hopefully. He started counting to ten, slowly. As he
reached ten, Morgan appeared, silhouetted against the Fence of Light.
'Well,' said Morgan. 'Here we are. Where is this great
meeting you're going to?'
'Right here,' said Starsky. 'Our meeting is with you.'
'With me?' asked Morgan. 'You mean this was all a trick?
I'm not hanging around to be lied to. I'm leaving.'
'Go ahead,' said Starsky. 'Leave. Who's stopping you?'
Morgan Hutchinson turned back toward the Fence, but the trees blocked
his way. 'Where is it?' he asked. 'Where is the
Fence? I can't see.'
'It's right in front of you,' said Starsky.
'This is some sort of joke, isn't it? I can see you.
There's light all around you. What have you done?'
'I've done nothing,' said Starsky. 'I'm sure you'll find your own
way out. Come on, Hutch. We're wasting time.'
'Wait!' called Morgan. 'You're not leaving me here. I'm
going with you. Where are you going?'
'To the real meeting,' said Hutch. 'The meeting with the goblins.'
'The goblins?' asked Morgan. 'Those loathsome little crawly
things? They should all be killed. They're a waste of good
air.'
He had been in this forest before, thought Starsky. Not in
the daylight hours, with Hutch, but alone, in the dark. This
forest was the dark. It was green darkness, blue darkness,
waterfalls of darkness falling into pools of darkness. It
frightened him, but he could tell one darkness from another. He
could navigate the paths, and lead Hutch through them.
'Where are we, Starsky?' asked Hutch. 'Can you see, better than I
can? You seem to know where we're going.'
'Not really,' said Starsky. 'I'm following the goblins, but I
remember some of this. I was here, in my dreams, when the goblin
fruit put me to sleep.'
'The goblin fruit!' said Hutch, suddenly. 'When we spread it over
your back, it got into your bloodstream. I've eaten it, on and
off, but it didn't affect me as deeply as it affected you. The
goblin saliva, remember?'
'You think it changed me?' asked Starsky. He shuddered, imagining
the goblin saliva running around in his bloodstream, altering his
cells, maybe even his DNA. Would he turn into a goblin,
eventually? Would Hutch still love him if he did? Probably,
thought Starsky. Hutch was like that. But would he still
want him? It would be terrible, if he wanted Hutch, and Hutch
felt no desire for him.
'Don't worry,' said Hutch, as if reading his mind. 'You still
seem perfectly human to me. Well, as human as you ever
were. I think it just affected your senses in some way.
Like a drug might do. And if it does change you into a goblin,
I'll use the fruit and change myself. How's that?'
'What are you two talking about?' asked Morgan, from behind them.
Starsky had almost forgotten his existence, and was frankly surprised
to see he was still following.
'What is this about fruit, and saliva, and dreams? Are you both
insane?' Morgan continued.
'It's a long story,' said Hutch.
'Yes,' Starsky added. 'And look! We're almost there.
The meeting. This must be what the goblins asked us here
for. Can you hear them?'
Ahead of them, was the clearing, the one the goblins used for their
little markets, where they exchanged the fruits for the little stones
offered by Hutch. Only now, there were far more of them, and
rather than shyly hiding behind bushes, they were openly, and noisily,
engaging in a great deal of commerce. Brer Fox, who was in the
lead, called out to the gathering, and the other goblins stopped all
their activities, and turned to stare at the approaching group of
goblins and humans.
'Can you see what's happening, Hutch?' asked Starsky.
'Faintly,' said Hutch. 'The trees glow. This is a Goblin
Market. A big one, not like the markets they hold for us, in the
day. Will they let us join, do you think?'
Hutch took something out of his pocket. A full string of
beads. He walked into the group of bargaining goblins, with the
same confidence he had when he strode into Huggy Bear's. One of
the goblins held up a basket of fruit, and Hutch broke off one bead,
and held it out. The goblin took the bead, and put three fruits
into his hands.
One was as pale as Earth's Moon, Starsky could see. One was
green. And one was black as coal.
Starsky had no beads with him. He'd always left the goblin
commerce to Hutch. But now, joining in seemed politic. He
pulled the extra button from the inside of his jacket. It was
made of gold coloured metal, with an interesting carved design.
He strode among the goblins, and one held up her basket of fruit for
him to investigate. He offered her the button, and she smiled,
and chittered. She gave him three fruit. Blue, dark
red, and golden brown. They were like large, furry eggs.
'What about you, Morgan?' asked Hutch. 'You're a
businessman. You appreciate commerce. Why not come and buy
their fruits?'
'Come buy!' said the goblins. 'Come buy!' They chittered
and danced.
'What fruit?' asked Morgan. 'Do you think I have the time for
such filth? I'm going home. Show me the way.'
'You entered the forest of your own free will,' said Hutch. 'If
we help you find your way out, you owe us. Promise not to harm
the goblins ever again. And promise not to harm Starsky.'
'Of course,' said Morgan. 'I give you my word.'
'You lie,' said the goblins. 'You lie.' They chittered and
danced.
'He's lying, Hutch,' said Starsky.
'I know,' said Hutch. 'But he's my brother. How can I leave
him to die in the forest alone? I couldn't really have shot him,
either. What are we going to do, Starsky?'
'Offer him the fruit again,' said Starsky. 'It changes your
perceptions. Maybe it will change his.'
Hutch walked toward his brother, holding out the three fruits in his
hands. One was white. One was green. And one was black as
coal.
'Choose,' said Hutch. 'Choose from the goblin fruit, and we will
lead you home.'
Morgan reached for the fruit, but as his hands touched the first one,
the white one, the fruit screamed.
'You die,' said the goblins. 'You die.'
All over the market now, the goblin fruit was screaming. The
goblins were chanting, 'You die! You die!' They were dancing
around the clearing now, chanting, chanting.
'What is this? What is happening?' Morgan cried.
'Perhaps you made the wrong choice,' said Hutch.
'The wrong choice of what?' asked Morgan. 'This stupid
fruit?' He reached out, and dashed the fruit Hutch was holding to
the ground.
The clearing fell silent.
Hutch bent down, picked up the tumbled fruit, and put it carefully in
his jacket pocket. 'The fruit is important to the goblins,' he
said, gently.
'It's nothing to me,' said Morgan. 'I'll find my own way home.'
'Too late,' said Starsky, suddenly. 'Look behind you.'
The trees were closing in, growing new branches to create an
impenetrable wall around the clearing.
'You shouldn't have entered the forest after dark,' said Starsky.
'It's not like you weren't warned.'
'You lured me in,' said Morgan. 'This is your fault.
Let me out!' He turned and ran toward the trees, trying to
squeeze through the narrowing cracks between the branches.
'Morgan, you'll get stuck,' said Hutch. 'Wait here with us.
We'll negotiate with the goblins. They know us, and maybe they'll
let us stay here until morning.'
Morgan wasn't listening. He started pounding against the trees,
and then, to run around the clearing in a panic, looking for a way
out. He grabbed one of the goblins, and shook it. 'How do I
get out of here?' he said. 'Show me the way out.'
'You die,' said the goblin. 'You die!'
'I'm not dying,' said Morgan. 'But you will.' He grasped
the goblin by the throat, and started to choke it.
'Morgan! Morgan, put him down,' Hutch ordered. 'Listen to
me. The goblins know us. If you calm down, and let us
handle this....'
Morgan stopped choking the goblin, and appeared to listen.
'If you calm down,' said Hutch again. 'And let us handle
this. Dawn is only an hour away. We can hold out that long.'
Morgan said nothing. The goblin wiggled out of his hands, and
dropped to the forest floor.
'He dies,' said the goblin. 'He dies.'
The goblins were chanting now. 'He dies. He dies.'
'No. Please!' said Hutch. 'He's my brother.
Don't kill him. He was afraid, and he panicked.'
Starsky put his arms around Hutch, and held him close. 'Too
late,' he said. 'Look!'
Morgan had grown very still. His feet were turning to
roots. Branches were growing from his arms, and his head.
His skin had grown dark and thick, like bark. Leaves sprouted
from the branches. The branches waved, once or twice, and then
were still once more.
'He's dead,' said Hutch, and fell to his knees.
'Not dead,' said Starsky, kneeling beside him. 'He's turned into
a tree. Trees are alive.'
'Yes,' said Hutch. 'But hardly alive in the way we think about
life. He's trapped here. He can't move, or speak, or go
home. Ever again.'
'He'll have to stay here, among the goblins, and think,' said
Starsky. 'He'll have to confront his own soul.'
Hutch got to his feet, and walked to Morgan -- the Morgan tree, thought
Starsky. 'I'm sorry about this,' said Hutch. 'But there's
nothing we can do. And you deserve it. You've killed many
goblins since you came here, and they didn't even threaten you, until
you refused to adapt to their customs. If you'd listened to us,
you may have been safe.'
'Hutch!' said Starsky. 'There's a path opening in the trees.'
The trees were parting, creating a doorway in their trunks and
branches. The goblins were lining up to leave the clearing, but
they looked back at Starsky and Hutch, waiting for them to join in the
exodus.
'Come on,' said Starsky. 'Don't be so sad. Morgan did this
to himself, and he's not dead. Aren't there old stories about
people turning into trees? Maybe he'll turn back into a human,
one day.'
'When he's learned his lesson?' asked Hutch.
'Sure. Why not? Men do change, like Dobey said. And
Morgan has certainly changed, now. For better, or for worse.'
Hutch smiled a little, and nodded, and they joined the line of goblins
leaving the clearing. The goblins danced along the woodland path,
quite cheerfully.
'Did you love your brother?' asked Starsky. 'In spite of
everything?'
'Yes,' said Hutch, simply. And then, after a moment, 'We didn't
get along. Ever. I didn't like him, or agree with
him. He worried me. Frightened me sometimes. But I
didn't want him to die.' Hutch turned to him with a slight
smile. 'Or turn into a tree,' he added.
Starsky took Hutch's hand. 'I wouldn't want Nick to turn into a
tree, either,' he admitted. 'It's embarrassing, for one
thing. How do you explain it? People ask about your
family. They want to know if you have brothers or sisters.
Oh, yes. I have a brother, you say. He lives in the
woods. No, wait. He is the woods.'
Hutch chuckled a little. He still seemed a bit shaken, and he
held Starsky's hand tightly, but he walked on. The parade of
goblins ended in yet another clearing. Here, the tree branches
rose overhead in great, cathedral arches. The goblins formed a
circle around the perimeter of the clearing, and waited. Waited
for something.
The moon of Eldorado rose overhead, and its rays illuminated the forest
floor.
'What's that?' asked Hutch, suddenly interested in the proceedings once
more. 'It's like a mural. Can I move closer, to see?'
he asked the goblin on his right hand.
The goblin took Hutch's hand, and drew him forward, toward the
mysterious mural. Starsky still held Hutch's other hand, and
followed.
'It is a mural,' said Hutch. 'Look! It's made of stones,
and beads. Some of our beads, I bet.'
A goblin appeared at Starsky's other side. She held the button
Starsky had traded for the fruit. She bent down, and placed the
button in an empty space. Other goblins joined the
activity. One of them added the bead from Hutch's string.
'This is amazing!' said Hutch. 'There's a pattern here, but I
can't make it out. What do you think?'
'It makes my head hurt,' said Starsky. 'I'm not sure I can
understand it. Maybe it's a map? A family tree?'
'A book,' suggested Hutch. 'Where did that come from? I'll
have to think about this.'
'I'll have to sleep on it,' said Starsky. 'I'm tired,
Hutch. I'm going to lie down, and sleep. Wake me when it's
morning?'
'Sure,' said Hutch. 'You sleep. I'm going to think.'
He began walking around the mural, studying it from every angle.
Starsky left him to it. He found a comfortable tree root, and
curled up against it. 'Don't turn me into a tree,' he cautioned
the tree. 'I have no hostile intentions.'
The branches over head shook, in what seemed to Starsky's tired brain,
to be silent laughter.
******
It was morning. Hutch was gently shaking him awake.
'Come on,' said Hutch. 'It's light. The goblins have gone
home, wherever that is. We should go home, too.'
Starsky stretched. 'Ouch!' he said. 'My back hurts.
I'm hungry.'
'Then wake up, and we can go home. I'd really like some coffee.'
The mural had disappeared.
'Where is it?' asked Starsky. He kicked around the leaves,
looking for hidden beads and pebbles.
'It started to vanish, as soon as the day began,' said Hutch.
'Like it sank into the earth, or something. I have a pretty good
picture of it in my mind though. I want to get home. Try
making some drawings. Figure out what it means.'
'Maybe it means nothing,' Starsky suggested, as they started
home. He looked around for the Morgan tree, and was sure Hutch
was watching for it too. But Morgan had disappeared into the
forest, along with the mural.
The reached the Fence. The light was gone, of course, and only
the taller grass marked the margins of the darkness and the
light. The wildness and the civilized.
'I think it means something,' said Hutch. 'We're
detectives. We can figure it out. And I'm going to prove
those creatures are an intelligent species. One day, we'll be
arresting the goblin hunters for murder. I swear to you, Starsky.'
'We're going to need help,' said Starsky. 'We can't fight the
companies on our own.'
'No. We can't,' said Hutch. 'I'm going to have to do
something I swore I'd never do. Ask my family for help.'
They looked at the tall towers of glass and steel. The
companies were powerful, like the steel, thought Starsky. It
would take a powerful force to break them.
***The End***
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