Risk Management
Strength does not come from physical capacity, it comes from
indomitable will. -- Gandhi
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'I have embarked upon a relationship with Detective Clark Kent.'
Lex Luthor announced this piece of old news to his assembled senior
staff in the same cool, precise, dispassionate tones he might use to
inform them he was going on vacation, was dying of a dreaded disease,
or had discovered he was growing wings. His staff, however, were
not placated, and did, indeed, look rather bewildered and troubled.
'You are probably wondering why I'm telling you this,' he
acknowledged. 'Though the personal aspects of my relationship
with Detective Kent are not open for discussion, the effects of that
relationship on LexCorp are potentially explosive. And though at
the moment those effects are incalculable, or at the very least
uncalculated, I want calculations about said effects on my desk by
morning. We will then have another meeting to discuss those
calculations and do some necessary risk management.'
The troubled and bewildered expressions on the faces of his staff
cleared, as if by magic. Business. Calculations. Risk
Management. All terms they understood, and all so much easier to
talk about, and even think about, than messy personal relationships.
It was best to conceal one's mental instability as long as possible
from one's employees, thought Lex. The general public, or even
the shareholders, were far less dangerous. Employees often had
access to one's private supplies of snack food. Lex didn't mind
the the possibility of being shot at close range by a wounded soldier
who blamed him for the war in Iraq, or Viet Nam. He'd long ago
come to terms with the potential threat posed by a disgruntled postal
worker who blamed him for the weather. But he'd be damned if he'd
die an agonizing death because an employee judged him too mentally
damaged to run LexCorp any longer and decided to rectify the situation
by putting ground glass in his coffee.
Sonia Wilson piped up, 'I have not calculated the possible risks yet,
sir, since your relationship is, as you've noted, of a personal
nature. I can foresee, however, both positive and negative
aspects of those effects. Would you like me to speculate on those
aspects now, as a precursor to our later, more detailed discussion, or
would you prefer to wait until all the statistics are in?'
And Clark thinks I talk funny, thought Lex.
'By all means, Ms Wilson, speculate,' he said aloud.
'On the negative side, same-sex relationships are still regarded as
detrimental by many people. However, it has been obvious for some
time that you often prefer the company of your own gender, so the news
of Mister Kent's advent in your life shouldn't be a great shock.
Also, if your relationship is of some duration, the general public may
see that as positive. He is a police detective, and his life
style is of a steady nature.'
'Yes,' said Lex, slowly. 'For some time I have wanted to alter
the course of LexCorp toward a more strictly legal basis. Does anyone
here object?'
No one raised their hand. Good.
'Not, I hasten to add, have we ever been openly illegal, whatever our
enemies may say. But we have, at times, steered close to the
wind. I suggest we be more careful now, both for our sakes, and
for the sake of Mister Kent. Perhaps I should make this
clear. The risks to Mister Kent are as important in our
calculations as the risk to me, or to LexCorp. I wish to mitigate
all and every risk, if possible.'
His employees looked worried, again. Lex made a private note to
himself to start bringing coffee to work in a thermos. 'I mean,'
he clarified, 'That I don't want anything that LexCorp does to reflect,
in a bad way, on Mister Kent. The snowball effect of this policy,
is that whatever we do will reflect on us in a good way. Does
anyone disagree with my assessment?'
His employees wore bewildered expressions, as if Lex had suddenly
spoken in Latin, or even worse, Etruscan.
'We're out to raise our corporate image above that of our competitors,'
Lex explained.
All was well again.
Lex had a happy moment, contemplating how very clearly this meeting
delineated his honourable intentions toward Clark, before he remembered
that he really couldn't, in all conscience, inform Clark about it.
'We already contribute heavily toward many charities, Mister Luthor,'
said William Montrose.
'Contribute more,' Lex ordered. 'At least for the near
future. Double our investments in AIDS research. Unless you
think that might look suspicious?'
'AIDS is a pretty safe charity to support,' said Montrose. 'It's
fallen off the radar as a typically gay disease.'
'Do we want to jettison all our more adventurous investments, Mister
Luthor?' asked Jenny Ryan.
'If you mean the less legal ones, Ms Ryan, the answer is yes. Or
at least we need to bury them deeply, where they can't be found.
This plan is nothing new. I've wanted to make LexCorp as
legitimate as possible for years. We made a lot of hay out of our
adventures, but lately.... I lived in Smallville, some years ago.
It's a farming community, and I worked on a farm for a short time, just
for the experience. I learned something about hay -- and about
manure. I ran a fertilizer plant. I called it the Crap
Factory. But some of the business we've been involved in....
Well, it was necessary for various reasons, at the time. But it
was rather less savoury than processing shit.'
Several of his staff members smiled. One or two looked shocked --
whether at the four letter word, or the fact that Lex Luthor
disapproved of some of his own former associations and activities Lex
had no idea, and didn't care one way or the other.
'What I want,' he said. 'Is a plan that will minimize the damage
LexCorp might do to a member of the police community, or that the
police community might do to LexCorp. That shouldn't be so hard
for us to come up with. We negotiated the Smithwright-Belsen deal.'
His staff were all smiles now, in remembrance.
'We had one or two people, er, eliminated, to do that,' Jenny Ryan
pointed out.
'Yes, well, now that's pretty much out of the question, unless things
get very rocky. And if they do, be sure to ask for my permission
first,' said Lex. 'This time.'
Everyone nodded. Lex almost believed they meant it. Thermos
of coffee, he thought. Have Mercy keep an eye on them all,
especially Ms Ryan.
'Remember,' he said. 'Calculations on my desk tomorrow
morning. Get to work, people.'
His staff filed out, smiling as always. Perhaps contemplating his
elimination, and replacement by a clone. Lex wondered again if
Clark knew or cared how much he was prepared to sacrifice for his
rather dubious love.
But it wasn't only that, he thought. There was more at stake
here. Much more.
'Mercy,' he called. His bodyguard appeared, a genie from a
bottle. 'I'm going down to the lab,' said Lex.
'You want me along?' asked Mercy.
'Only as far as the door,' said Lex.
Mercy nodded. She led the way to the private elevator. The
problem with employees, thought Lex, was that there was only so much
you could keep private from them. Quite possibly many of his
staff members knew of the existence of this elevator. Lex was
definitely sure none of them knew where it led to.
Mercy pushed the button to open the elevator door. Lex stepped
inside, alone for now, and the door closed. A light came
on. Lex stood still while he was scanned. He answered the
coded questions, changed every day. Then he called Mercy to join
him.
The elevator descended, down through the LexCorp towers, far below the
street level. Mercy was silent at first, then spoke up.
'You going to tell Mister Kent about this lab?' she asked.
'Probably. Maybe. I don't know,' said Lex.
'If I could be permitted to make an observation?'
Lex waved his hand, vaguely. Taking this as permission, Mercy went on,
'Mister Kent is older, and more experienced in the world than he once
was.'
'So are we all,' said Lex.
'He may be kinder, more compassionate?'
'He was kind and compassionate then,' said Lex. 'To everyone but
me.'
Mercy was silent for the rest of the elevator trip. Then, just as
the doors opened she said, 'Perhaps Mister Kent had very high standards
for you.'
***************
Lex shut the door behind him. The lock clicked, gently, and a
soft light came on. The room was warm, and music was playing -- a
Mozart quartet.
'Turn up the lights,' said Lex, and the computer complied. 'Don't
be startled,' he went on, in a different, more intimate voice.
'It's just me.'
He walked about the room, touching things, re-arranging things,
changing the musical choices at the computer console, altering the
direction of the lighting.
'I've come from a meeting with my staff. We're making changes in
the company. Our company. We're becoming more
legitimate. You don't know what that means yet, but you will,
someday. And I'm having dinner with Clark tonight. Remember
Clark? I told you about him.'
The computer gave Lex an updated report on the state of affairs in the
lab, but Lex kept his voice calm as he talked.
'Clark is a police officer,' he said. 'A detective. He
catches the bad guys so they can't go on hurting other people.
I've done bad things in my life, but I was lucky, and didn't get
caught. Now I can't take the chance of getting caught, so I'm
changing my way of life. Because of Clark, and because of you.'
Lex was altering his instructions to the computer, as well, even as he
spoke. Perhaps the situation would soon be out of his hands, but he
didn't want to think about that possibility. He couldn't give up
hope. He had to go on trying, and hoping and planning.
'Perhaps you're wondering why I haven't brought Clark to meet
you? It's difficult. Clark is a good man, but he has strict
ideas about right and wrong. That's fine in theory, but not
always so good in practise. Such people tend to judge too
harshly, when other people make mistakes.'
Lex was talking to himself now, he realized. It was a weakness,
and he had tried to purge himself of weaknesses. But today, he
gave in to this weakness. Under the present circumstances,
nothing would come of it.
'Good men,' he said. 'Good people. They judge others by
their own standards -- the only standards they know or accept.
Did Clark have high standards for me? That's what Mercy
suggested. Or did he expect me to be like him, or like his
father? I don't want to change Clark. I love him the way he
is, even when he drives me insane. Imagine if Clark were like
me. No, I can't imagine it, because I want to rule the
world. Well, I'm not sure about that any longer, but it's still a
possibility. But if I did rule the world, what of it? I'm
human. It's my world to rule, if I prove myself capable of
it. Clark... Clark isn't human. He has the power to take
over the world tomorrow, and how could we resist him? He would
hardly even break a sweat. He could do whatever he wanted with the
world, remake it the way he pleased. And he might live forever,
or at least for many centuries. What would our world be like,
after being ruled by a super-powered alien for centuries?
No. It can't ever be allowed to happen. Clark must remain
Clark. I mustn't try to change him. If one of us changes,
it should be me.'
Lex got up from the computer console and leaned his head against the
glass wall. 'You don't judge me,' he said. 'You don't want
to change me. Not yet. But someday you will change me,
whether you want to or not.'
*************
Clark was cheerful. He had recovered his belongings from storage,
and bought a new car -- of a sorts. Lex smiled at the sight.
'Hey, not everyone is a billionaire, you know,' said Clark.
'Thank God,' said Lex. 'There wouldn't be any cachet in it, if
everyone were.'
'Well, I'm just an ordinary working Joe,' Clark went on.
'Sure you are.'
'And a Ford Escort is fine with me. Can I store my things here,
for now?'
'For now? I thought you were... sure, Clark. Just pick a
room and dump them there.'
'I didn't want to presume, that's all. I didn't mean
anything. Lex! Don't just stomp off.'
Superman was Superman, and when he got angry, there was no point in
resisting. So Lex didn't bother resisting when Clark grabbed his
arm and hauled him back. He did spit up into Clark's face,
releasing all his pent-up fury. 'Don't grab me. I'm not a
chew toy,' he snarled.
'A chew toy?' Clark dropped him, looking embarrassed, but not by
much. 'I didn't think you were a chew toy. I thought you
were going to stomp off, and not speak to me the rest of the day.'
'So what?' said Lex. 'So what if I do stomp off?' Did he
stomp off? That sounded rather... proletarian.
Pedestrian. Common. Luthors didn't stomp.
'Because I need to talk,' said Clark. 'We need to talk. About
things. About my patrol tonight. The Alien Patrol,
remember?'
'Believe me, I haven't forgotten. I think about it a lot, and I'm
glad you do.'
'I do,' said Clark. 'We're on the same page. Something is
out there. I'm not sure if it's hostile or friendly, but it's
conscious and it's conscious of me.'
'Maybe it has the hots for you,' said Lex.
'It's not my type,' said Clark. 'I like someone I can see, and
touch and feel.'
'A chew toy,' said Lex.
'Chew toy?' Clark stroked Lex's face, touched his throat, ran his
hand over Lex's collar bone, and down his arm. Clark's face was
solemn, his eyes dark and focused. He could be charming and almost
irresistible, when he tried. 'If all I wanted was a toy, I think
I could find someone easier, less high maintenance. That's not what I
want.'
'What do you want? What are you after? Why did you come
back?' Lex's questions were quite sincere, and had actually kept
him awake last night, for several hours.
'Why did I come back?' Clark decided to deal with the last question,
perhaps because it was easier. 'It was by accident, at
first. You know that. But then, I started to remember, and to
wonder. I remembered how much I wanted you when I was a
kid. I wanted you as much as I wanted Lana, and you seemed even
more out of my league. And then, there you were. Maybe not
quite so out of reach. So, I wondered. I wondered if it
would work out, this time.'
Lex felt a chill at the mention of Lana Lang. But she was long out of
the picture. He couldn't resist asking, though. 'You fucked
Lana, too. Was it as good as last night?'
Clark laughed. 'I could ask you the same question,' he
said. 'But what would the wise answer be?'
'That nothing could compare with last night,' said Lex.
And that was the wise answer, but it was also true.
*************
'It looks like an ordinary cell phone,' said Clark.
'It is an ordinary cell phone,' said Lex. 'Except for
this.' Lex opened the back of the phone, and pointed to a silicon
chip, about the size of a pin head. 'The world's smallest recording
device.'
'You sure about that?' asked Clark. 'Couldn't it be cut in half,
or something?'
'I'm working on it,' said Lex. 'Even I have my limitations.
But it will do for now.'
'What will it record? Lex, I saw nothing, heard nothing.
What I felt was... I can't define it. It was like nothing I've ever
felt before, and not in a pleasant way. What do you expect to discover
that I can't tell you?'
'I expect nothing. This is a fishing expedition. I'm
tossing my lure into deep water, and I'm waiting to see what bites.
That's all.'
'I see,' said Clark.
Lex wondered if he did see. Lex often wondered what Clark could
and couldn't see. What he could and couldn't hear. What he
understood, and what he merely assumed.
'How do I turn it on?' Clark asked. 'The recorder, I mean.
There's no button.'
'You make a phone call,' said Lex. 'With the voice activated
dialling. Tell the phone to call me, by name -- just my first
name. Wait until you are far past our solar system, but prior to
the area of space where you encounter this consciousness. If and
when the consciousness -- oh, let us call it ET, for want of a
better term, because I tire easily -- when ET contacts you, say
"mark". When it desists, do the same.'
'You want to compare the readings, to see what's different, if
anything?'
'You got it,' said Lex.
Superman tucked the cell phone away in a special new pocket on his
uniform, where it was within easy reach, and flew off.
**********
Lex Luthor was a student of the hard sciences. He still considered
himself a scientist, despite the fact that he now spent most of his
time running a business. Lionel Luthor had been happy for him to
study science. There was money in science. The hard sciences, not
the social sciences, of course. Business, money, power.
These things were real, tangible. The social sciences were soft
science. How people felt, thought, perceived. These things
were of no use, except perhaps to manipulate.
Lionel Luthor was a master of manipulation, but it came to him
naturally, without any study. His inborn capacity was not passed
on to his son. Lex had suffered through each lesson, knowing he
was unlearning something important. Lex had fought against each
new stricture in his life, knowing he was losing something, not
gaining, by his capitulation.
In order to graduate with a degree in science, it is necessary to
acquire a certain number of credits in the arts, humanities, or social
sciences. Lex had taken as many such courses as he could, hoping
for ammunition in his fight against his father's world view. One
semester, his chosen armoury had resided in Linguistics 325.
Introduction to Semantics. And the class had discussed the topic
of semiotics. Signs. Representations. The
Structuralists, and how meanings changed across cultures.
Lex had protested that so much of this was obvious. Ms Rawlings
had agreed, but said, 'Lex, it isn't a question of how much of this is
new. It's a question of accepting it, of coming to a realization
of how it works. We know, for example, that this sign here...'
and she drew a cross on the chalk board, 'That this sign is only a
mark. It is two lines, that is all. But people have died
for it. They have killed for it. Why?'
One student offered the opinion that, 'It isn't the sign they fought
for. It's the religion.'
Someone else sneered, 'Christianity? Christianity is supposed to
be about love, and forgiveness. Why were they fighting for their
religion?'
'They thought the world would be a better place?'
Someone else said, 'I think the world would be a better place without
religion, but I'm not going to kill for it.'
'Stalin did.'
'Aren't we getting off topic, here?'
'Are we?' asked the Professor. 'I drew a cross on the board, and
the symbol, the sign, touched on various meanings in our minds.
What if I drew another symbol? What does this mean to you?'
'That's a swastika,' said Rob Myers. 'It's the symbol of the
Nazis.'
'No it's not,' said Sintinder Atwal. 'It's a sacred symbol in
Hinduism. It goes back to Neolithic India. Three thousand
years ago, in fact. The word svastika is Sanskrit, and means
lucky.'
'You're kidding,' said Myers.
'No,' said Ms Atwal. 'The Nazis appropriated the symbol, and
changed its meaning, I hope not forever.'
'But people fought and died over this symbol, and it still arouses
hatred today. Why?' asked the professor.
The class discussed the whys and the wherefores for several days,
without coming to a solution. But Lex knew why in his
heart. People fought and died over symbols because they were
desperate for something to believe in. The thing about a symbol,
such as a cross, was that it could be the same tomorrow as it is today,
and was yesterday. A symbol didn't normally morph into something
else overnight. Yes, it could be appropriated by your enemies,
and used against you. But the symbol in and of itself was the
same.
A year ago, an article appeared in a national newspaper, by a writer
named Mortimer Echo, unknown before, and since. The article
was entitled 'Does the World Need Superman?', and said, in part:
..... And so we come to the
realization that Superman embodies our deepest dreams and desires for a
saviour. Superman wears primary colours, like a child's
drawing. Nothing dark, mysterious, murky, dangerous here.
Superman blinds us with the pure, deep, honesty of his intentions....
...We live by contraries, by
opposites. Life/death. Light/dark. Good/evil.
If Superman is alive, he must not be dead. If he is light, he
must not be dark. If he does no evil, he must do good....
...Superman does no
evil. He uses his powers to rescue people, to solve crimes.
He smiles blandly at the cameras. Clearly he harbours no ill
intentions. He must be Good, and good for us....
Lex wondered if Clark had ever read the article. He wondered what
Clark thought of it, if he had read it. He wondered if Clark knew
Lex Luthor was the author.
**********
The intercom rang. Lex hated buzzing intercoms.
'Yes, Margot?'
'Mister Luthor, Martha Kent is here to see you. She doesn't have
an appointment, but... should I let her in?'
'Certainly, Margot. And please, could you have fresh coffee
brought in? And something to go with it. Croissants.
Muffins.'
'Muffins, sir?'
'Muffins,' said Lex. 'Croissants.'
We're going all out to impress, according to the tastes of our
clientelle, thought Lex. His usual sort of visitor didn't eat
muffins. They ate babies. For breakfast. Martha Kent
didn't eat babies, but she looked as if she wanted to eat him -- and
not in any sort of loving fashion.
'How kind of you to drop by,' said Lex. 'Please. Have a
seat. Margot will be bringing in refreshments, in a moment.
In the meantime, let me know -- is there something I can do for
you? Something I can help you with?'
'You can start by telling me what you've been doing to my son,' said
Martha Kent.
'Doing to your son?' Lex echoed, bewildered. Unless Martha wanted
details of their sex life together -- which was in its nascent stages,
and since Lex was still rather resistant to the concept, mostly
consisted of Clark doing things to him -- Lex had no idea what she was
talking about. 'I've done nothing to him. He's out flying
around Metropolis, rescuing kittens from trees, and encouraging crooks
to shoot at him so he can enforce upon the public consciousness his
invulnerability. I wasn't the one who put that idea into his
head.'
'I don't know what you mean,' said Martha.
'Don't underestimate my intelligence,' said Lex. 'It's one thing
when competitors do it, because I've planned it that way. It's
another thing entirely when someone like you takes me for a fool.
I lived in Smallville when Clark's abilities were developing.
Then, years later, someone who looks like Clark shows up, flying around
wearing a clown costume and a grim smile. I put two and two
together and came up with: Clark Kent Is Superman.'
'And what do you plan on doing about it?' asked Martha.
'Me? Nothing. I don't approve. But Clark has the
stubborn idiocy of the genetically insane with an inborn messianic
complex.'
'How can you despise him like that?' asked Martha. Her eyes were
all misty, for God's sake. 'How can you not see how noble he is?'
'Despise him? I don't despise him. It's the other way
around. I've always loved him and admired him and wanted him. And he
started out liking me, but you talked him out of it.'
Margot tapped lightly on the door in warning, cutting off whatever
Martha was about to say in reply. Margot opened the door, and
ushered in a maid with a cart. 'Coffee!' she announced. 'Muffins
and croissants.'
'Would you like me to pour the coffee, Mister Luthor?' asked the maid.
'No, thank you, Simone,' said Lex. 'We'll manage on our
own. Thanks, Margot.'
Lex listened to the door as it shut, closing him back in the room,
alone with Martha Kent. 'Have a muffin,' he said.
'I didn't talk him out of liking you,' said Martha. 'You did.'
'Really? I tried to be a friend. I told him many things
about me, including my weaknesses. I didn't lie to him. He
lied to me, over and over....' His throat closed on the pain of that,
making it difficult to speak. 'But I forgave him,' he
managed. 'You taught him to judge, and pre-judge.'
'I was trying to protect him,' said Martha. 'Your friendship was
dangerous. Is dangerous.'
'Yes, it is,' Lex agreed. 'I stand to lose everything.'
*****************
'I want to show you something,' said Lex.
Martha Kent followed him to the elevator -- rather trustingly, thought
Lex, considering his danger quotient. The elevator doors swished
open, swished shut, swished open again, and they were in the
Penthouse. Lex touched a wall panel, and the huge windows
overlooking Metropolis turned from opaque to clear. Lex strode to
them, pulled open the French doors, waved to Martha to join him out on
the patio.
'Behold!' said Lex. 'The City of Metropolis -- by no means a
one-business town. LexCorp does dominate Metropolis, I grant you,
but do we dominate it to its undoubted detriment? When you drove
here, did you see people dying of hunger in the streets? Did you
see thousands of my detractors being led away in chains to dungeons
below LexCorp? Have you even heard rumours of such a thing happening to
any one of my detractors? Do I hold Games, like the Roman Emperors, in
which my enemies are torn apart by wild beasts? Well?'
'No,' said Martha Kent.
Lex picked up some current newspapers and magazines from a patio
table. 'Have you read these?' he asked. 'Check out the
editorials in this paper. The editor clearly has a grudge against
me. She consistently criticizes my every move, my every policy,
my private life, and my heritage. She's still alive, and still
publishing her newspaper as we speak.'
'Yes,' said Martha Kent.
'I have known that Clark is Superman from the moment he appeared. I
knew who his family was, who his friends were, where he worked and
where he lived. I've made no moves to use that knowledge, for
good or for ill.'
'Until recently,' said Martha Kent.
'Recently, Clark contacted me -- not the other way around. He
came to LexCorp, forced his way into my office by flashing his badge,
touched me in front of hostile witnesses, made insinuations on public
television that we were more than friends, made advances toward me --
which I attempted to brush off, but I'm only human... and he did put
out, so at least he's not a cock tease....'
'I see,' said Martha Kent.
'Do you? Then don't come here accusing me of corrupting your
innocent boy. If he's corrupted, it happened long ago, and not at
my hands.'
'I don't think he's corrupted at all. Not yet, at least.'
'But I am,' said Lex. 'I am corrupt and corrupting. A few
days of my evil company, and Clark will be helping me to take over the
world. Is that your fear?'
'One of my fears, I suppose,' said Martha.
'Well, you can lay that particular fear to rest,' said Lex. 'If I
ever do get around to taking over the world, I'll do it myself. I
have other uses for Clark.'
'So you admit you're using him?'
'Well, yes,' said Lex. 'Didn't you?'
'What!' said Martha. 'You have to put your typical Luthor slant
on everything, don't you? I didn't use Clark. I love him.'
'You didn't use Clark? Never? Not at all? You didn't
use him to fulfil your frustrated motherly instincts? You didn't
use him to work around the farm?'
'I expected things from Clark, of course. That's something
different from using him. How can you be so cynical?'
'Everyone uses other people, Martha,' said Lex. 'It doesn't
matter what you call it. That's not cynicism, it's just reality.'
'Reality from your point of view, perhaps. Some people do give as
well as take.'
Lex took a step back, very carefully, edging toward the balcony
doors. He kept his voice even and gentle. 'Give as well as
take? And I've never done that, are you suggesting? If my
memory serves me, I tried to give, and my gifts were refused.'
'You were trying to buy Clark's friendship,' said Martha. 'We were
trying to protect him.'
'I see,' said Lex. He stepped back into the penthouse. 'Please,
don't let me keep you, if you have finished enjoying the view.
I'm sure you're a very busy woman, as I am a very busy man. Clark
should be back in a few hours. I'll tell him you called, and
would like to speak to him. You shouldn't have any trouble
convincing him to dump me. It's happened before, and will inevitably
happen again. I won't try to stop you.'
'Why not, Lex?' Martha asked, and she actually sounded suspicious.
'It's pointless,' Lex explained. 'If you -- or any of Clark's
friends, for that matter -- accused me of being the Boston Strangler,
he'd take your word against mine.'
'I don't think that's true. Not any longer. But you say
that as though it doesn't matter to you.'
'It doesn't,' said Lex. 'Not as far as our personal relationship
goes. We have a project in the works that isn't personal, and
I'll expect him to keep his word on that. Hasn't he spoken of it
to you?'
'He said something about keeping an eye out for invading aliens,' said
Martha. 'I didn't think he was serious.'
'Clark might not be serious,' said Lex. 'But I am. Surely after
all that's happened since Clark arrived on Earth, you cannot deny that
other species of intelligent life exist in the universe? And you
cannot believe that they are all friendly and harmless, like
Clark. Do you want me to escort you out, or can you find your own
way?'
Martha's response, whatever it would have been, was
interrupted. A blur of red and blue flashed by, and
Superman landed in the Penthouse. Well, thought Lex, had that
little scene been part of a plot? Martha's visit, the
accusations, the attempted argument.... Had Martha expected him
to threaten her? Attack her? Superman would have
flown to her rescue. Perhaps tossed Lex off the top of LexCorp,
to tumble to the ground below. Or had Clark been in on the
plot? He was home a bit early.
'You're home a bit early,' Lex observed, coolly.
'Yes,' said Clark. 'There wasn't much going on in Metropolis, so
I headed out on my other mission. Everything was peaceful there,
too. So I came home.'
'Okay,' said Lex.
The whole damned universe was peaceful, it seemed. But Clark
looked... odd. That was the only word for it. A bit puzzled
and tousled and... odd.
'Are you all right?' Lex asked.
'I think so,' said Clark. 'I'm not sure.' He seemed to
notice Martha for the first time. 'Mother? Why are you
here? Is everything okay? Dad? Is Dad okay?'
'Your father's fine,' said Martha.
'Your mother dropped by to say hello,' said Lex. 'She was just
leaving.'
Clark smiled. 'That's great,' he said. 'Do you have to
leave right away? Why don't you stay for dinner? Lex has a
French chef.'
Okay. So it didn't seem Clark was in on the plot, whatever the
hell the plot was. If there was a plot. But there usually
was a plot, Lex had discovered. It was best to just let the plot
play out, to watch the plot as it danced and gyrated toward its
inevitable climax.
And then to shoot it.
Lex turned to smile at Martha, as if they shared a little joke, perhaps
against Clark, but in an affectionate way. 'Please,' said
Lex. 'Do stay for dinner. My chef would be eternally
grateful.'
*************
Lex sat and watched the fire's flickering flames. Nice
alliteration, he thought. He could, if he tried, come up with
something better -- but what was the point? Words were of civilization
and convention. Words reduced fire to a tool. Fire was, in its
soul, born of chaos. If he stared into the very heart of the fire
for long enough, it became a great conflagration, wild and
all-consuming, and no longer his tamed, restrained and contained
household pet. He could imagine letting it loose, to burn and
burn until the world was black and smoking. Sometimes he wished for
such a holocaust -- but only sometimes. The truth was, he enjoyed
the world too much to destroy it -- except in his imagination, when the
world didn't bend to his wishes or reward his love in the proper
fashion. If the world burned, he would miss it. Indeed, it
was the only world he had, until the other worlds in the universe
decided to contact him.
Dinner had been a tense affair, but he was used to that, and it didn't
bother him, mostly. Clark hadn't seemed to notice the
tension. It appeared he was pleased that his mother and...
boyfriend? .... lover?... fuck buddy?... whatever... Clark had
been pleased that Martha Kent and Lex Luthor were sitting down to
dinner at the same table, together and with him. Martha had been
polite, but every time her eyes rested on Lex there had been a look. It
was a look both simple and complex at the same time. A look that
told Lex he wasn't welcome. That Lex was a supreme disappointment
and always had been. That if this were the days of the Borgias,
his food taster would have a short life. From any other being in
the universe, he would not have tolerated such a look at his own dinner
table. But this was Martha Kent. Clark's mother. Lex
still harboured a deep, secret, filial love for Martha Kent. It
was a doomed love, as was Lex's love for Clark, but he simply couldn't
repay her treatment of him with the harshness it deserved.
Lex had smiled, carried on a friendly conversation, offered Martha his
arm in to the dining room. Maurice had outdone himself with
dinner, and it had been delicious, according to Clark. It had all
tasted of ashes in Lex's mouth. Martha kept tossing him those
disapproving glances. They reduced him to a little boy, wearing
his father's shoes, pretending to host dinner at his father's table.
He was not that little boy, and he refused to play that game.
Clark was Martha's little boy, still. Lex was not. He was a
grown man. The owner and CEO of a powerful international
corporation. He was one of the most powerful men on Earth.
He had plans to become the most powerful, in the near future.
His wealth and power meant nothing to Martha, of course. Nothing
he was and nothing he did meant anything to her. He had saved her
farm, her home and livelihood, twice. He had tried to be a friend
to Clark. He had kept Clark's secret, without a moment's thought,
and would continue to do so, no matter what happened. He would
never betray Clark, for any amount of money, or revenge. But
still, he was nothing in Martha Kent's eyes. What more could he
do to win her respect, if not her love? Give up the wealth and
power that were his? Pretend to be someone he was not?
Ordinary? Poor? Powerless?
Martha had asked that Clark escort her home. Clark had
obliged. They were, no doubt, by this time, deep into a
conversation about Lex's shortcomings and the dangers that a
relationship with him presented. Martha had, by now, no
doubt, begun to convince Clark to abandon Lex and find someone
better. And Lex had always known such a thing would happen.
He had expected it, in fact. So why did it still hurt, even to
imagine it?
The answer to such pain was always to face it, head on. Not to
flee from it, to pretend it didn't exist. But to face it, to
accept it. If it were welcomed, or at least accepted, like that,
like an old friend, pain could become almost akin to pleasure.
This pain was an old friend, though Lex had never been able to convince
it to give him pleasure.
Lex stared into the heart of the fire, into the white hot depths.
He abandoned his whisky, and drank in the power and the heat of that
flame. He consumed the fire, and let it consume him. They burned
together, as he remembered the fire that sprang from Clark's touch.
Clark was no virgin, but he was not the most experienced and skillful
lover Lex had ever known. In fact, Lex had had a number of
extremely skilled and experienced lovers. He simply couldn't
remember their names, or their faces. The fire of Clark's touch
had burnt the memory of their names and faces to ash, and with it any
and all desire for other such lovers.
Lex shut his eyes, shutting out the physical sight of the flames, but
they burned still against the inside of his closed lids, as the heat of
Clark's touch still burned on his body. He could feel the ghosts of
Clark's hands and his mouth against his skin. He could feel the
iron strength of his muscles, the heat of his cock, the silken
smoothness of his thighs. He could hear Clark's sighs, and his
moans and his whisper of Lex's name. Until the day he died, he
would remember these things and more.
'Lex? Are you awake?'
At first, Lex thought the voice was part of his waking dream.
'Lex!'
Lex pried his eyes open, with some difficulty. 'Oh. Hello, Clark.'
'Good. You're awake.'
'Yes. In a manner of speaking. What can I do for you?
I suppose you've come to pick up your things? Shall I ask a
servant to help you pack up, if you actually got around to any
unpacking?'
'Huh? No, I haven't unpacked.'
'That's convenient.'
'Convenient for what, Lex?'
'Have some caviar before you go. There's snacks over there.
On the table.' Lex waved vaguely in the direction of the table,
which was laden with an assortment of largely untouched snack food.
'Snacks,' said Clark. 'Only you would call caviar and lobster a
snack.'
'I enjoy being unique,' said Lex. 'But have some. Let's not let
it go to waste.'
'Yes, I can see you've been heavily into the... caviar.'
Clark aimed a disapproving look at Lex's whisky glass.
'I only had one drink, and I didn't finish it,' said Lex. 'I'm
not drunk. I've been breathing fire. But have some
caviar. There's plenty, and it should be consumed within a
particular time window, before it goes bad.' He added, as an
aside, 'The Penthouse could survive a prolonged siege, you know.
We have our own backup generator. The roof-top gardens grow
edible plants, as well as decorative ones. We collect rainwater
in barrels, to water the gardens, but it could be filtered and made
drinkable. There is enough frozen food and canned food to feed an
army in Mrs Regent's pantry. You could take some with you when
you leave, and we'd never notice.'
'That's nice,' said Clark. 'And what have you been breathing with
the fire? Something illegal, I think. You're not making any
sense. I'm not going anywhere.'
'Sure,' said Lex.
'Here. Eat something. You must be hungry.'
Clark handed him a plate of caviar, crackers and lobster. God.
'I had dinner,' said Lex.
'Not much of it. I was watching you. You picked away at
it. A lettuce leaf here. A bite of fish there. And
you bragged about your French chef.'
'What concern is that of yours?' asked Lex.
'I love you,' said Clark.
'What?'
'I love you. I've always loved you, and I always will.'
'Thanks. That's sweet of you.'
'Don't do that. Don't cheapen it. Don't brush it aside
like....'
'I never cheapened it, Clark. You did.'
'That's not true.'
'It is. Tell me something. What happened the day we
met? At the bridge? What happened, according to Clark Kent?'
'You know what happened.'
'Humour me. Tell me what happened, in your own words.'
'I was standing on the bridge, looking over the river. You were
driving a bit fast, not too much. A truck dropped a load of wire,
and you skidded, trying to avoid it.'
'Go on.'
'Why? You want me to confess to being Superman, and rescuing you?'
'If you like, but I don't really care about that.'
'Well, okay. You hit me. We went through the rail and into the
river. I rescued you. I pulled you out of the car, and flew
up to the riverbank, and gave you mouth to mouth, and saved your
life. Happy?'
'Delirious. But you still haven't told me what I want to know.'
'Give me a clue, Lex. A hint.'
'What did that day mean to you?'
'Mean to me? It was the day I learned who I was. And we
became friends.'
'I see,' said Lex. 'Were those two events connected, in your
mind?'
'I suppose. In a way. Your turn. Give me your
version.'
'You want to hear my version?'
'Yes. I want to hear your version.'
'I've given you my version. Many times.'
'Humour me.'
'Very well. Consider yourself humoured. Something amazing
happened to me that day. I was driving along the road, minding my
own business, going a little fast, but not much. And a truck
dropped a load of wire in my path. And I swerved, and I hit a
beautiful young man standing on a bridge, and we went over the railing
together, and he pulled me out of the car, and flew with me up onto the
riverbank, and gave me mouth to mouth, and brought me back to life --
and then lied about it for years after.'
'I know,' said Clark.
'I understand why he lied. But still, he lied. He lied
about something that was sacred, for me. He lied and lied, until
he twisted something inside me that was just starting to grow.
Something I thought was going to save my life. My real life, I
mean. Not the useless one he had so casually saved.'
'Lex....'
'You're right. That's all in the past, and I wouldn't have
brought it up. Except that a few days ago, you ran me over, like
a truck.'
'Lex....'
'I'm still in recovery.'
'What's the prognosis.'
'I'll survive.'
'Good... But, Lex, something else is bothering you. Tell
me.'
'Tell you what?'
'Is it about the cell phone? Did your lab find something already?'
'No. They're still working on it.'
'Okay. Maybe it's better if they don't find anything. It
was weird out there today. I didn't want to talk about it much in
front of Mom. She doesn't exactly approve of our working
together.'
'Really? She's just worried about you.'
'Because I'm so fragile. It's not like I'm Superman.'
'Right. But define "weird" for me, Superman.'
'I can't. Not really. That's what the word means. Something
strange, and indefinable.'
'Just what we need more of in our lives,' said Lex.
'That sounds ominous. Lex, tell me what's bothering you. If
it isn't the cell phone, what is it? Or maybe we should just go
to bed....'
'No!' said Lex.
'No?'
Clark sounded angry at the refusal, and that had a most unfortunate
effect on Lex's control. The suggestion that he belonged to
Clark, that he was Clark's to command, burned through his veins,
reminding him of the fires of last night, the ecstasy of being taken
over, owned, ravished. He had to turn away, walk to the windows
and look out on the night sky.
'No,' he went on, after a moment. 'We do need to talk.'
''What is it you've done now?' asked Clark. He sounded amused,
rueful, not angry, but still....
'What have I done? Nothing. Not this time.'
'I haven't done anything, either. Not that I'm aware of. If
someone's broken one of your toys, it wasn't me.'
'I know,' said Lex.
'Lex? What happened. Did someone get into one of your labs?'
'Not one of my labs, and it was several months ago... Just listen,
okay. This is important. Four months ago, one of your
friends -- Green Arrow, it was -- blew up one of my father's
labs. Do you remember?'
'I... vaguely, I guess. I don't really keep track of everything
he does.'
'Well who could? But anything with the Luthor name on it must be
doing dangerous research, and it gets blown up, eventually, thus
releasing any and all dangerous substances into the atmosphere.
And this is a good thing, how, exactly?'
'It's supposed to frighten you, and your father, into not carrying out
such experiments. I guess.'
'You guess? It's terrorism, Clark. I don't bow to
terrorism. Neither does Dad. You and your friends must be
fools, if you think we would.. But never mind, just listen.
I'm getting to the part that affects Clark Kent, so pay attention.'
'Lex....'
'It wasn't one of my labs. It was Dad's. I knew nothing of
what was going on. But Dad gave me the job of cleaning up
afterwards, for a fee. Dad turned the site of the lab over to
me. My crew cleaned it up, made it environmentally safe
again. We're building a new lab there.'
'Yes. Of course. And?'
'Don't be so impatient, Detective. This is hard for me to talk
about. It's not about toys. It's something else.' Lex took
a deep breath. He must trust the message in the flames, he
thought. He and Clark had burned together, and become one
fire. He must trust that. 'My crew found something in the
wreckage. A container that survived the bomb blast, for the most
part.'
'What was in it? An experiment?'
'Experiment? Yes.' Lex took hold of the back of a chair,
gripped it so hard he thought his knuckles would crack. 'Not my
experiment. I want you to understand that, before I go any
further. I had nothing to do with the experiment. I knew
nothing about it, and was furious when I discovered its
existence. Outraged, in fact. So outraged that I nearly
declared war on my father, before I realized I couldn't. I
realized that the existence of this experiment, and its survival of the
bomb blast, had to be kept as quiet as possible. Do you
understand me? Before I go any further, you have to agree to keep
this quiet, too.'
'Lex! How can I agree to such a thing, if I don't know what I'm
agreeing to?'
'You will have to trust me,' said Lex. 'It's a stretch, I know,
but there it is. I won't go any further, until you agree.
This stays between you and me. And Mercy knows, of course.
But her mind is like Fort Knox. What she knows stays there.'
Clark was silent for a long moment, staring at Lex. His eyes were
dark, and dangerous. Once upon a time, he would have erupted, perhaps
into physical violence. But since then, he'd worked with Batman,
met far more dangerous lunatics than Lex Luthor had ever been or ever
would be. Also, there was that newly developed connection between them.
'I promise,' said Clark. 'It will be our secret. Unless, of
course, whatever is in that lab is a danger to humanity.'
'No. It's not. And it's not a danger to you and me,
either. I'm not worried about us. I'm worried about the lab
experiment.'
'Well, what is it?' asked Clark. 'Tell me.'
'I'll tell you,' said Lex. 'And I'll show you. Come with
me.'
*************
'Are you going to open the door?' asked Clark.
'I'm the only person who has ever been in this room,' said Lex.
'Since it was built, I mean. Mercy knows about it, but I've never
let her in. She keeps asking.'
'I won't destroy the lab, Lex,' said Clark. 'I promised. I won't
break my promise.'
'It's not really a lab, you see. Not to me. If anyone
should ask about it -- well it is a lab, where I do private chemistry
experiments. I'm working on a cheap source of fuel. Quite
legitimately. But once we're in that room, it's a room. Got
that?'
'Yes, Lex. It's a room. Anything you say. Are you going to
let me in the room? I can't see through the walls of the
room. They're lined with lead.'
'Don't break anything,' said Lex.
'I won't, I swear. And I washed my hands and face before I came here.'
'Thanks, Eliza,' said Lex.
'Eliza? What... Oh, yeah. Eliza Doolittle. My Fair Lady.'
'Pygmalion,' said Lex.
'Whatever,' said Clark.
'Pygmalion created a beautiful statue, and fell in love with it, and it
became a real woman, and they lived happily ever after. But
sometimes the creation turns on its creator.'
'Frankenstein... no, Frankenstein's monster, I mean. Frankenstein
is the scientist who created the monster.'
'It isn't a monster, in that room.'
'Well, what is it, then? You can tell me, Lex. We're
friends, remember?'
'Cute.' Lex slid down the wall, to sit on the floor. He
rested his arms on his knees, and his head on his arms. Why was
he doing this? It had all made sense a few minutes ago. Too
much fire, he thought, and not enough fuel. Perhaps he was wrong,
when he thought the Joker was crazier. Just to prove it, he heard
himself say, 'It's a baby.'
'It's a what?'
'A baby, Clark.'
'As in... a baby? A... human baby?'
'Partly. Partly human.'
'Partly? What's the other part?' asked Clark, sounding rather panicked
-- and how could Lex blame him?
'The other part is kryptonian.'
'Kryptonian? As in... kryptonian.'
It was like a vaudeville routine, thought Lex. 'You're getting
it,' he said.
'How? What? Where? When....'
'Why?' said Lex. 'That's the question I couldn't figure out the answer
to.'
Clark was silent for a long moment. Then he said, 'You know the
how, and the what and the where, and the when, do you?'
'Pretty much,' Lex admitted. 'I figured it out from the clues.'
'Tell me.'
'My father, or his researchers, mixed human and kryptonian DNA.
They created a hybrid baby.'
'A clone?'
'No. It's not a clone. It's an individual baby, with
characteristics of both species.'
Another long silence. Then, 'Whose? Whose DNA?'
'Well, yours, of course.'
'Mine?'
'The supply of kryptonian DNA is rather limited,' said Lex.
'True,' said Clark. 'Whose human DNA did they use?'
Oh, God, thought Lex. 'Mine,' he said. Suddenly he was
upright. Not standing on his feet, but being held several inches
off the floor by a furious Clark Kent. And wasn't that a
surprise?
'How did they get the DNA?' Clark demanded. 'Why? What's
this all about?'
'I don't know, Clark. I told you, it had nothing to do with
me. I only rescued the baby after one of your friends nearly
killed him.'
Clark glared at him for a long moment, then relaxed and let him sink
back down to his feet. 'Sorry,' he muttered.
'You're forgiven,' said Lex, sliding back down the wall. 'When I
found out, I raged for days. Furniture had to be replaced.'
Clark stalked up and down the hallway for a while. Once or twice
he glared at the door as if he were thinking of breaking it down.
'He's a baby,' said Lex, softly, at last. 'Don't frighten him.'
'Sorry,' said Clark, again. He came, and slid down to sit beside
Lex. 'This whole thing is....'
'I know.'
'It's... we're parents?'
'My two daddies.'
'God... Why didn't you tell me before?'
'Oh, yes, certainly. First thing I thought of. Call Clark
and give him the good news. I was sure you'd be thrilled.
But you were always busy and it isn't the sort of message you leave on
voicemail: "Hi, Clark. Haven't seen you for a while.
Hope you're okay. By the way, we have a baby." No. Didn't work
for me.'
'You never called me, Lex.'
'Of course I didn't call you. Do you think I'm suicidal? We
weren't even on speaking terms, let alone baby-making terms.'
Clark digested this in silence for a moment. Then he said, 'When
are you going to let me in? I want to see it.'
'He's not an it. He's a baby. A baby boy.' Lex
took a deep breath. 'Well, he's still a foetus. Still
attached to the incubator where he was grown. As I said, your
friend Green Arrow damaged the unit.'
Clark's head swivelled around with startling speed. 'Damaged?' he
gasped, as if the whole concept of damage had just sunk in.
'The unit was damaged. The baby is still alive, but he stopped
developing.'
'What do you mean?' Clark breathed.
'What I just said. He stopped developing. He's alive, but
not growing. He can't be... born yet. He's not ready.'
'Show me!' Clark demanded.
'Calm down first!' said Lex.
'Show me!'
'Don't shout. Don't go in there and stomp around and make loud
noises, and disturb the baby. He's alive. He's a
baby. Loud noises and anger will frighten him.'
Clark breathed through his nose rather loudly for a moment, then
nodded. 'You're right,' he said. 'I'm calm.' His
calm, cool Superman face descended over his more usual vibrant Clark
face. 'Let's go. Let's see our baby.'
Lex opened the door, and waved Clark inside.
'It's dark in here,' said Clark.
'The room is designed to simulate earth's environment, in this time and
place, and it's long after sunset, now,' said Lex. 'You can see
without light, anyway, and I'm used to it. I'll raise the lights
slowly, though.'
Lex strode to the control panel and turned up the lighting. Soft
music came up. An etude by Chopin. Clark was already
staring at the large glass incubator.
'It's a baby,' he said. 'He's... he's floating in some kind of
liquid.'
'It simulates amniotic fluids, like in the mother's womb.' Lex
touched the glass, leaned his head against it. 'Hi, son,' he
said. 'I brought someone to meet you. This is Clark. I told
you about Clark, remember?'
The baby's eyes opened, sleepily. He stirred a little, as if
looking about for Clark.
'He's tiny,' said Clark.
'Yes. Come here. Come close to the glass. He can't
see very far. His eyes aren't developed enough.'
'He can see?' asked Clark, astonished.
'Of course. He's old enough to see, but just a little. Too
much light will hurt his eyes. This glass... we can see in more
clearly than he can see out. We're mostly a blur to him.
But if you get close to the glass he can see your face.'
Clark did so, and the baby's eyes opened wider, for a moment. His
face remained expressionless, but his mouth opened and closed several
times, a bit like a frog's.
'Does he know who I am?' asked Clark.
'Of course he does,' Lex whispered savagely. 'I explained all
about genetics and human and kryptonian biology, and how his daddy's
friends nearly killed him, and how he's different from every other
being in the universe. I don't think he understands everything I
told him yet, but he's working on it.'
'Lex. I just meant, you said you talked to him about me.
That's all. What did you tell him?'
'That you're an idiot,' said Lex.
'Okay,' said Clark, cheerfully. 'Hi, baby,' he went on.
'I'm your other daddy -- Daddy Clark, and I'm an idiot. Let's
hope you inherit my hair, and Daddy Lex's brains.'
'I hope so too,' said Lex. He turned away to study the computer
screens. After a moment, he felt Clark's hands massaging his
shoulders. Then his voice whispering in his ear.
'You're worried about him.'
'Yes, I am,' said Lex. 'He's so tiny.'
'Let's go back upstairs, and talk,' said Clark. 'There might be
some way I can help.'
'How?' asked Lex, hardly daring to hope.
'The AI,' said Clark.
'The what?'
'Let's go upstairs,' Clark repeated. 'Where we can talk and yell
and throw things without disturbing the baby. Okay?'
'Yeah,' said Lex. 'Maybe you're not an idiot, after all.'
'The baby will be relieved to hear that,' said Clark.
************
Lex emerged from his cocoon of blankets, stumbling a little,
desperately trying to maintain his dignity. Superman seemed to
have no trouble maintaining his usual bland Superman demeanour, and
didn't grin -- fortunately for him, or Lex would have been forced to
slap him. His palm itched to do so, and had for some time, but
there would be no benefit in it. He distracted himself by busily
unwrapping Superman's cape from the baby's incubator, muttering about
the cold and the dangerous speed of their journey here.
'He's fine!' snapped Superman.
Lex ignored him. He tossed the red cape in Superman's direction.
'Here!' he said. 'You look naked without it.' But he looked
just as naked with it, which didn't improve Lex's temper in the
least. He bent to check out the baby in the incubator, and
Superman sniffed. I made Superman sniff, thought Lex.
'He's fine, I told you,' said Superman. 'He's fine.'
'I'd rather check that for myself, if you don't mind.'
'You don't trust me,' Superman whined.
'If I didn't trust you,' said Lex, in his most reasonable
talking-to-idiots-and-lunatics voice -- which, by the way, he found
himself using a lot lately. Was it something in the water, or the
air, or the lack of challenging education? Was it an alien
plot? Whatever the cause, it was discouraging -- 'If I
didn't trust you, I wouldn't be here. But I'm not about to throw
up my hands in submission, and sit back and let you handle everything
just because you can. I'm the baby's father.'
'So am I,' said Superman, at his most supercilious.
'Half his father,' said Lex, which didn't make much sense, come to
think. 'Or, the father of half of him,' he tried again.
That was marginally better.
'Which half?' asked Superman, sounding amused.
'The annoying half,' Lex explained. The baby opened his eyes, and
looked at Lex -- rather reprovingly, he thought, and he hadn't even
been born yet. Half an hour in Superman's company, and the baby was
already starting to criticize his own father, for God's sake. Lex
was doomed. Never let them see you sweat, was his motto though,
and he looked around Superman's little vacation home for some
distraction. Ice, ice, and more ice. How charming. 'What do
you call this place again?' he asked.
'The Fortress of Solitude,' said Superman. 'I already told you
that.'
'Yes, but after our zippy little trip up here, I'm not sure I remember
my own name. And no wonder you're in solitude. Who'd want to visit you
in this dump?'
'That's the idea,' said Superman. 'I need time alone.'
'Hey, you could have used the castle any time. Talk about being alone.
But it's a bit warmer, at least. How do I turn up the heat?'
'Warm this place up, will you?' said Superman, to someone or something
or other.
'It that a request?' asked a voice from the heavens, or somewhere
similar. 'Or is that an order?'
'It's an order, of course.'
'It was phrased as a question,' the Voice pointed out. 'Which I
assume should be interpreted as a request.'
'Oh, for.... Warm the place up! That's an order.'
'How warm?' asked the Voice. 'If I warm it too much, all the ice
in the Arctic Circle will melt, and that will have serious consequences
for the entire planet.'
'Raise the temperature to 25 degrees Celsius,' Lex ordered. 'And
keep the heat localized. Don't get fractious with me, by the way.'
'I am not programmed to take orders from you,' the Voice replied.
'Whoever you are.'
'You will be,' said Lex. 'I'm Lex Luthor.'
'And who in the world is Lex Luthor?'
'I sent you a message about Lex Luthor,' said Superman, over Lex's
squawk of outrage. 'Read it and shut up.'
'Reading,' said the Voice. It actually sounded a bit hurt, but it
shut up. Good.
'Do you mean to say that your famous AI hasn't heard of me?' asked
Lex. 'I was your worst enemy, and will be again if things don't
start improving around here.'
'Oh, that wasn't the AI,' said Superman. 'Not really.'
'Well, where is the AI? We need to discuss a few boundaries,
because I'm not ending in a cryogenic state. And more
importantly, neither is my... our baby.'
'Don't worry, Lex,' smirked Superman. 'You'd bust out of a
cryogenic chamber in five minutes flat.'
'Two minutes,' said Lex.
'Four,' said Superman.
'Three,' said Lex.
'Okay,' said Superman. 'Three minutes.' His voice
softened. He came closer, and Lex could feel the heat from his
magnificent body, melting a little more of the protective glacier he'd
built around his heart. 'Don't worry,' he said again. 'I
won't let anything happen to you. Or the baby. And we have
to name the baby, by the way. Sometime soon.'
'After he's born,' said Lex. 'I'm not tempting fate.'
Superman... Clark pulled him into his arms, and Lex rested his head on
his shoulder for a moment, breathing in the musk of his body.
Then he pushed him away, gently but firmly. 'The AI?' he
prompted. 'The baby? That's why we're here. If that
wasn't the AI talking to us, what was it?'
'It's part of the AI,' said Clark. 'After all those problems I
had, I decided the AI had too much power on its own, as a single
entity, so I divided it into sections. I told you all this,
remember? Weren't you listening? Okay. The section we were
dealing with a moment ago, I call the Gatekeeper. It maintains
the Fortress, and follows my orders. Most of the time...'
'And now my orders, I hope.'
'And now your orders. It acts as a check on Jor-El.'
'Jor-El being your father,' said Lex, in what he hoped was a calm voice.
'Jor-El was my father, yes. The AI was built by him, based on
him.'
'And it went nuts, and imprisoned you,' said Lex. 'Of
course. I remember that part.'
'The long journey to Earth damaged it, but it's fixed, now. I
told you.'
'Excuse me it I take that with the proverbial grain of salt. I
need to have a little talk with Jor-El, before I hand his grandson over
to him.'
'I agree,' said another Voice from on high. A deeper Voice this
time, sounding appropriately Fatherly, and grating on Lex's last nerve.
'Good Morning,' Lex purred. 'Or what passes for morning in this
God-forsaken place. To whom am I speaking?'
'There, Lex,' said Clark. 'Behind you.'
Lex turned. A strange video projection was playing against one of
the walls of ice.
'You must be Lex Luthor,' said the apparition.
'If you've been listening in -- and you'd be an idiot if you haven't
been -- that would be obvious.'
'True, but I never pass up a chance to state the obvious. The
obvious can have a soothing effect.'
'Really?' said Lex. 'Then here are a few words to soothe
you. You are not my father.'
'That is indeed obvious.'
'It makes me happy that you could determine that without further help
from me,' said Lex. 'Have you heard of my father?'
'I haven't heard of him directly,' said Jor-El. 'But there is
information in my data banks.'
'I'll bet. My father is Lionel Luthor, and he's a snake. He
murdered his own parents -- my grandparents.'
'That is a terrible crime,' said Jor-El.
'I'm glad you agree,' said Lex. 'But it's a crime he got away
with. He had me imprisoned and given drugs to stop me from
exposing him.' Clark looked guilty for some reason that Lex
decided to ignore for now. 'I lost my evidence, and can do
nothing about it now. We've reached a dangerous, rocky
peace. The point of all this is, don't try anything with
me. Clark has informed me of your previous associations. If
you wish to destroy me, do it now and do it outright. If you try
something sneaky later, and I survive, I'll raze you to the
permafrost. Got that?'
'I understand,' said Jor-El. 'You are a true warrior, even if you are,
as my information suggests, a villain.'
'Oh, I'm a villain, for sure. But a potentially reformed one, if
all goes well. Did Clark inform you of our dilemma? We have
a baby.'
Apparition Jor-El was silent for a moment. Then he said, 'Two men
cannot have a baby of their own. Who is the mother?'
'There isn't a mother,' said Clark. 'It seems that a scientist
created a baby in a lab, using our DNA.'
'That is rather desperate. Such hybrids are scarcely viable
life-forms.'
'Yes' said Lex. 'But we love the baby anyway. He's stopped
developing and we were wondering... Clark says you could scan him and
determine what the problem is.'
'I could,' said Jor-El.
'Do it,' said Clark. 'He's my son. Mine and Lex's.
Maybe the only child I will ever have.'
'I will do so,' said Jor-El.
It was getting warmer in the Fortress of Solitude. Lex shrugged
out of his heavy parka. Rummaged through his luggage for more
comfortable footware than the boots he had worn for the trip up.
'I have finished the scan,' said Jor-El. 'He is indeed the son of
both of you. Two men. The offspring is viable, and should
develop normally. I don't understand what the problem is.
Unless perhaps the child doesn't wish to grow.'
'What?' said Lex. 'You think the problem is psychological?
He's only a foetus. How could he even have had time to develop a
psychology?'
'The foetus is mentally advanced for his age. His brain
development is close to that of a two year old child. If he had the
physical capacity to speak, he'd be using full sentences, if short
ones.'
'Okay,' said Lex. 'So he did inherit my brains, and Clark's hair.'
Clark grinned. 'What do you think the answer is, Jor-El? To
convince him it's safe to grow up and move out of the incubator?
I don't know if such a feat is possible.'
'It was likely the shock of the explosion,' said Lex. 'He feels
threatened. I've been giving him all the love I can, but maybe
he's afraid that if he grows up, I won't love him any longer.'
'If he's otherwise healthy, perhaps we should try to stop worrying,'
said Clark. 'Let him develop at his own pace. Keep trying
to reassure him.'
'Of course,' said Lex. 'I can do that. If you like, we
could stay here a few days.' When Clark looked surprised at his
words, Lex added,' I told you, I'm willing to do anything to help the
baby. Let Jor-El fill him in on some of the culture of his other
father's people. Give him another perspective. Stretch that
brilliant mind a little. Maybe that will convince him it's not so bad
to grow up.'
'If I might comment on another matter,' said Jor-El. 'Who is your
other friend, Clark?'
'Other friend? What do you mean?'
'Your other friend. The silent one. The shadow.'
'Shadow,' said Clark. 'I have a shadow? Where?' Clark
looked around the Fortress, bewildered but apprehensive.
'I don't know. It is with you. It is in you. Separate
but joined. I felt it when I scanned you. There are three
of you in the room, but there are four as well. It is your
shadow.'
************
'I knew there was something wrong,' said Clark, for the thousandth
time. The thousandth time this minute, thought Lex.
'I knew there was something funny.' The thousandth-and-oneth
time. Clark was so predictable. Except when he wasn't. He
stopped pacing and looked at Lex, as if he'd never seen him
before. 'What are you doing?' he asked.
'Reading,' said Lex. As if that weren't obvious to anyone with a
set of good eyes and half a brain.
'Reading? How can you read at a time like this? Aren't you
worried....'
'Worried that you may have brought back some kind of invisible space
monster, or... evil space bacteria? Never entered my mind.
Why should it?'
'Lex.'
'It's not like you ever did anything like that before.'
'Lex....'
'It's not like meteors ever travelled to Earth in your wake, and turned
normal human beings into monsters.'
'That wasn't my fault.'
'No,' said Lex. 'It wasn't your fault. Lying about it was.'
'Lex.'
'You were afraid. You lied to protect yourself. That makes
it understandable. It doesn't make it right.'
'What could I have done...what good would it have done if I'd told you?'
'I don't know,' said Lex. 'Maybe no good. Maybe a hell of a
lot of good. Maybe a hell of a lot of bad. But we'll never know, will
we?' Lex shrugged and went back to his reading, but the words had
ceased to convey anything to his mind. They may as well have been
in some alien language. Perhaps he was cracking up.
Clark was pacing up and down, still muttering, but now his mutterings
had changed to complaints about Lex, as if all this were his
fault. 'Why do you keep harping on it? The past is the
past.'
'Is it really? The past is the present. It is also the
future. We are who we are because of the past. So is our
son.'
Clark's face went dark and angry. Angrier than Lex had ever seen,
and that was saying a lot. 'Are you accusing me of not caring
about him?'
'I never said any....'
'No. But you keep suggesting you're the only one who cares.
You didn't tell me about the baby until months after you discovered it.'
'Him, Clark. Him. Not it. And we weren't talking
about anything. You were off in Gotham City, with Batman, and we
weren't talking. We hadn't talked in years.'
'But he's my son, too. Didn't I have a right to know?'
'I was afraid,' Lex decided to go for pure and total honesty, just for
the hell of it. 'I was afraid you'd take him away from me. That
you wouldn't believe me when I said I didn't create him, but I loved
him anyway. I was afraid.'
'You couldn't trust me?' asked Clark, incomprehensibly mystified.
'All you did for years was to judge me, and to destroy everything I
tried to do, and to lie to me. Why should I trust you?'
Because I'm Clark Kent. Because I'm Superman. Because I'm
Good. That was what Clark's face told him. Clark held his
calm, irritating, supercilious pose for a long, too long, moment and
then went back to pacing.
Lex went back to pretending to read. But his book was
shaking. Was he indeed finally cracking up? Was Dad right
when he said that emotions would be his downfall? A shudder ran through
Lex's body. But no, it was the Fortress that was shaking. Or
maybe the ground beneath it. An earthquake, perhaps?
'What's happening?' asked Lex.
Clark looked just as surprised as Lex felt. 'I don't know,' he
admitted. 'Jor-El?'
'I have no idea myself,' the AI confessed. 'I'm doing a scan,
and....'
The voice shut off. The Fortress seemed to lift around them, tilt
around them, and then... Lex found himself flying through the air.
'Lex!' cried Clark.
'Never mind me,' said Lex. 'The baby....' And then his head
hit the floor of the Fortress, and all went black.
*************
'No. No. No. Not again.' Lex sat up and rubbed his
head. How many times had he been knocked unconscious?
Anyone else would be a babbling idiot by now. But then, he'd
started a sexual relationship with Superman, so.... maybe he hadn't
escaped this fate after all. He looked around.
Superman was sitting on the floor, holding the incubator unit, which
was still in one piece, fortunately for him. The baby was sucking his
thumb, looking as if nothing much had happened.
Superman was looking a bit dazed, though, and that wasn't good.
'What happened?' he asked.
'You're asking me that question? You're Superman. Use your
Superpowers.'
'I can't see through the walls of the Fortress. And I wasn't
asking you, I was asking Jor-El.'
'... who doesn't seem to be answering. Maybe he was knocked
unconscious too.' Lex contemplated this possibility with
considerable satisfaction for a moment. Then something occurred
to him. 'What do you mean you can't see through the walls?'
'I can't see anything outside. I can't hear anything either. I
don't want to try opening the door....'
'Good call,' said Lex. 'Hey! Jor-El! Wake up.
The human is conscious. What's holding you up?'
'One,' said the AI.
'Two,' said Lex.
'Three,' said the AI.
'Okay, we've established we can count. Look. How many
fingers am I holding up?'
A long moment of silence. Then, 'Four,' said the AI.
'Wrong answer,' said Lex. 'You're disqualified. Pick up
your consolation prize on the way out the door.... What's your problem?'
'Five. Six. Seven.'
'Eight, nine, ten,' said Lex. He rested his head in his hands,
and closed his eyes. We may be here a while, he thought.
Why waste energy arguing with an idiot?
'I don't think that's Jor-El,' said Clark. 'It doesn't sound like
him.'
'You think he's gone nuts again? Or....'
'Or he's been taken over by another intelligence. My invisible
space monster?'
'And his vocabulary is at the kindergarten level? Maybe,
but....'
'I,' said the "AI". 'You.'
Lex got to his feet. He needed to be standing when dealing with
kidnappers. Even the invisible space monster kind. 'I am
Lex Luthor,' he said, proudly. 'Who are you?'
'Space,' said the Entity With the Voice of the AI. 'Time.'
'He's looking for words to communicate with us,' said Clark.
Duh! thought Lex.
'Dimension. One. Two. Three. Four.'
'Five,' said Lex. 'Are you from Dimension Five?'
'I,' said the Entity. 'Ten.'
************
'You think this is a being from another dimension, Lex?'
'Something has taken over the Enterprise, Captain, that's for
certain. My enemies are all too human. I don't see how they could
even have found us here. Well, except for Zod, and this doesn't
feel like Zod. He'd be cackling at us to kneel before him by
now. More members of your family? Same thing. But
they all magically seemed able to speak English. This
creature....'
The Entity was muttering to itself, running through the dictionary,
adding more words to its vocabulary. 'Effort.
Emulate. Error.... Explore...explore! I explore.'
'You are an explorer?' asked Lex.
'Yes! I explore. I am an explorer.'
'What is it you explore?' asked Lex.
The Entity was silent for a moment, checking its vocabulary.
'Dimensions,' it said, at last. 'I explore dimensions. We
were ten.'
'Ten?' That was Clark. 'Scientists do believe there were ten
dimensions, back at the beginning of time. Or even eleven, but
that's purely speculative.'
'Beginning. Time. Ten. We were ten. You left.'
'That was millions of years ago,' said Clark. 'Billions of years
ago.'
'Not for us,' said the Entity.
'I'm not a physicist,' said Lex. 'But I do possess some simple
knowledge of physics. As I understand it, at the beginning of the
universe, there were ten dimensions. Maybe eleven, as Clark
says, but who's counting?'
'Eleven?' asked the Entity. 'There were eleven? I know of
ten.'
'We aren't sure if there were ten or eleven,' said Lex. 'It
doesn't matter right this moment.'
'Of course it matters.'
'Fine. It matters. But we can do nothing about it -- right
this moment. What we were discussing is the ten dimensions of
which we are all aware. At the beginning of time, there were ten
dimensions. Something happened, and our four dimensions split off
from the rest. We -- the human race -- didn't cause the
rift. We weren't even born yet. So surely we cannot fix
it. In fact, I'm not sure fixing it would be a good idea.'
'Why?'
'Why? Why wouldn't it be a good idea? I don't know, one way
or the other. If the rift were repaired, if your six dimensions
were added to our four, I don't know what might happen. The
results might be explosive, for both our universes.'
'We were together at the beginning,' said the Entity.
'And now we're not. End of story. We're better off apart.'
The Entity was silent for a long time. Devouring the dictionary,
no doubt, thought Lex. A laudable aim in and of itself, but Lex
wondered if any sort of logic would be digested with all those big
words.
Clark was watching Lex, out of the corner of his eye.
'What?' asked Lex, at last.
'You seem... hostile to the... being. Whatever it is.'
'The being has kidnapped us,' Lex pointed out.
'I don't think that was its intention,' said Clark. 'It hasn't
hurt us.'
'Speak for yourself,' said Lex. 'I was rendered
unconscious. Again.'
'You'll survive.'
'Your verdict is based upon past experience,' said Lex. 'Every
time I was knocked out in the past, I did indeed survive. This
does not mean I will always survive blows to the head. Someday I
may not. Someday I may die, or remain in a coma for years, or
forever. The prospect of such an outcome may mean little to
you....'
'Lex! That's not true....'
'But it worries me, somewhat. LexCorp is a going concern. I
have horrific visions of lawyers tearing it apart in a feeding frenzy.'
'Will you stop thinking about money.'
'Money? Is that what you think LexCorp means to me? Money?'
'What does it mean, then?' asked Clark, clearly mystified.
'LexCorp is me, written large. Larger, I should say. It is
my life, my home, my family. I risked everything to create
LexCorp, and I would do so again. It is the only thing in my life
that has never truly let me down, never truly turned on me, never truly
sold me out and joined the enemy.'
'Lex, I....'
'Don't, Clark. Don't ever. Just listen. LexCorp is
not about money, not about power. It is about my soul.'
'Lex... your soul is....'
'My soul is in LexCorp, because I put it there,' said Lex. 'I
entrusted my soul to LexCorp, and I won't abandon it. So I want
to live a few years longer, to make sure it's safe. If your
little stowaway doesn't smarten up and return control of the Fortress
soon....'
'Let's just hear it out, okay?'
'Hear it out? About adding six dimensions to our universe?
Who the hell does it think it is? God?'
'Lex, the six dimensions exist. They're just....'
'Where they belong. Off in the world of quantum mechanics.
Subatomic particles. Branes, or something. I'm not a
physicist.' I don't want to be a physicist, thought Lex.
The idea makes my head hurt. Worse than being rendered
unconscious.
'The other six dimensions exist, but long ago they split away, so that
they're not immediately apparent to us, as the first four dimensions
are.'
'Length, width, depth and time,' said Lex.
'Yes, and in the fifth dimension and upwards, you get into the realm of
probabilities, and other possible universes.'
'I know all about probabilities,' said Lex. 'I know all I need to
know about probabilities.'
'And what's that?' asked Clark.
Lex said nothing.
Clark came to him, knelt beside him on the floor, took his hand in his
own. It was a large hand, strong, hard, invulnerable.
'What do you know about probabilities?' he asked again.
'I know that I love you,' said Lex. 'I know that I'm
doomed. That we are doomed, the two of us, in any universe.
We're too far apart. There is too much between us. Too much
space, too much time. I love you, and I'm willing to give up much
to keep you. But I won't give up my soul.'
'I wouldn't ask you to,' said Clark.
'Wouldn't you?' said Lex. 'But you did. I remember that
much. And you will again. It is fate.'
'Lex? No. When did I ever?'
'Soul,' said the Entity. 'Love. Fate. Doom.'
'All very interesting concepts for you, I am sure,' said Lex.
'Interesting,' said the Entity. 'Frightening. How do you
deal with such concepts, living in your few dimensions? How do
you know what fate is? Time for you is a simple line.'
'Yes,' said Lex. 'We are Flatlanders, compared to you. But
we understand our few dimensions. I, at least, prefer them.'
'But the concepts of other dimensions fascinates me,' said Clark.
'I loved studying physics, in school.'
'I'm sure you did,' said Lex. 'You break all the laws of physics,
every day.'
'There are laws to physics?' said the Entity. 'You think there
are laws? Regulations, maybe, here and there. But not fixed
laws. Not as I understand the term from your lexicon.'
'Of course not,' said Lex. 'Of course you wouldn't have the same
understanding of certain basic concepts as do most humans. Aliens
often don't.'
'But it is only a basic concept according to your limited understanding
because you don't possess my experience,' said the Entity.
'And who are you to tell me that?' asked Lex. 'God?'
'No,' said the Entity. 'Not God. Merely a probability.'
'What? What do you mean?'
'Let me demonstrate,' said the Probability.
Clark had been kneeling beside Lex, on the floor, holding his
hand. He seemed to fold, to slip away from Lex, to disappear.
The air in the Fortress was cold, but not as cold as Lex's heart.
Clark had left him, as Lex had known would happen. He had taken
Lex's heart with him, his soul, his....
'My God!' said Lex, looking down where Clark had been sitting.
'He's taken my hand.'
*********
Lex had a dream that haunted him for years after, of running around the
Fortress yelling and screaming. But surely he couldn't have done
anything so... gauche? The shock must have played strange games
with his memory. What he knew, beyond a doubt, was that he
bandaged his wrist firmly, to stop the bleeding -- which was not too
dangerously profuse -- and sat down to think -- and talk to
himself. He said to himself, in his father's voice, 'God,
Lex. You're pathetic.'
His father's voice reminded him that he was, himself, a father. There
were certain priorities, when a man was a father. First, check on
the baby. Baby alive. Check. Baby sucking its thumb as if
nothing had happened. What was in that thumb, he wondered?
If only he could decipher the chemical properties and bottle it, he'd
be rich. Richer.
Second, check on the current status of the Fortress.
'Fortress? Jor-El? Whatever the hell your name is, Clark is
mysteriously absent. I'm now in command. Report!'
No answer. That was not acceptable. He was Lex
Luthor, and Jor-El was treating him like paparazzi.
'Excuse me for interrupting your jerk-off session, but we have a
situation, here. Clark has been 'disappeared'. I'm going to
find him. In the meantime, his son -- and my son -- needs
protection. What is your status?'
'I do not answer to you,' Jor-El dared to say.
'The hell you don't. Stop screwing with me. The baby --
Kal-El's baby -- is my son, also. Clark -- Kal-El, and I -- we've
had sex. We've lain together. We're more than friends.
We're lovers. We've fucked. Do any of these terms ring a bell, or shall
I continue to elaborate?'
'I thought you were enemies,' said Jor-El, which was pretty dense of
him. Why would Clark bring his enemy inside his Fortress?
Even Clark wasn't that much of a fool.
'Well, sometimes there's a fine line,' said Lex. 'Between love
and hate. And I figured you were lying when you said you knew
nothing about me. I'm glad to see my suspicions confirmed.'
'Why would Kal-El love someone like you?' asked Kal-El. 'You're
evil.'
'Maybe because he's the son of someone like you,' said Lex.
'Whatever the reason, we are Kal-El's family. His father, his son
and his lover. We will work together to find him.'
'Perhaps,' said Jor-El.
'There is no perhaps about it. We have to find Clark, and we have
to work together to do so. Cross me, and I'll see that you regret
it.'
'You possess a certain ruthlessness,' said Jor-El. 'Perhaps your
relationship with Kal-El is not so pointless after all. It could be
useful.'
Halleluia, thought Lex. I've been judged by an AI and found
useful. 'What is our status, then? Are we still in the
Arctic circle? Are you in control of the Fortress?'
'Yes to both questions,' said Jor-El. 'But the Fortress was never
out of my control.'
'You are mistaken in that. The Fortress was taken over by an
alien power, who then kidnapped Kal-El.'
'That is not possible.'
'It must be possible because it happened. I was there.'
'No such incident is in my memory.'
'Wonderful!' said Lex. 'We will go over your memory together
later, byte by byte. In the meantime, I need something to eat,
and coffee. Clark said you can manufacture food, of a sort. The
baby needs attention. He must be monitored at all times. I
have to make some phone calls on a secure line. Clark said you
were setting one up for me. Do you remember that?'
'Of course,' said Jor-El, blandly. 'The baby is under constant
surveillance. Food and coffee are prepared. The secure line is
available. You have email, too. Will there be anything else?'
'I'll let you know,' said Lex. He opened his laptop, and plugged
it in. His inbox was full, but before he started reading, he went
to his homepage to check out the news.
BILLIONAIRE STILL MISSING AFTER ONE WEEK, said the top headline.
The story below went on to speculate about his relationship with his
cop boyfriend, and whether the cop boyfriend was responsible for
Luthor's disappearance, or they were in some scheme together.
A week? We've only been in the Fortress a few hours, at most,
thought Lex. He checked his email. Message after message
asking where he was. This didn't look good. He sent a text
message to Mercy, in code, on a secure line, telling her to call him
from a random phone booth. Ten minutes later, his cell phone rang.
'What took you so long?' he asked.
'What took me so long? Boss, I've been trying to contact you....'
'For a week, yes. So I see. I just discovered that bit of
news.'
'What? Where have you been?'
'Kidnapped by aliens,' said Lex. 'I escaped, but he's still
missing.'
'He? You mean.... but Boss. He is an alien.'
'I guess there are tougher, weirder, and nastier aliens around, then,'
said Lex. 'Though I hate to admit it.'
'But... you escaped and he's still in their custody?'
'It's... it's complicated,' said Lex. 'He's in another dimension.'
A long silence. Then, 'Boss? Have you been doing drugs,
or....'
'No. I'm clean and sober and as sane as I ever was.'
'Okay,' said Mercy, though she didn't sound all that convinced.
And of course, Mercy knew him, and "sane as I ever was" didn't carry
all that much weight.
'Look,' said Lex. 'I'm going to find Clark and save him, bring
him back home. In the meantime....'
'In the meantime, there's the FBI looking for you.'
'Pfft,' said Lex.
'And your Dad has private investigators out searching, as well.'
'That's a bit more troublesome, but I don't think even they could find
me here.'
'But then there are competitors just waiting for a chance.'
'Yes. That's what I'm worried about. Mercy, instigate Project
Omega.'
'Omega? Boss, I don't think....'
'I don't pay you to think. Not about things like this. I
pay you to protect me and to do as I say.'
Mercy was silent for a long moment.
'I'm sorry,' said Lex. 'Mercy, you're my right hand.' Lex
looked down. I have two right hands, he thought. Was that
equivalent to two left feet? 'I value your judgement,' he went
on. 'But this... we need a reason why I'm absent. I can't be
"missing", like a piece of luggage. How am I going to explain my
absence when I get back? Being kidnapped by aliens? Even
these days it won't wash. Even you are doubting me.'
'Not doubting you exactly, Boss.'
'Doubting me. Mercy, instigate Project Omega. That's an
order.'
'Yes, Boss.'
'Good.'
'Who do I lay the blame on?'
'Houghton,' said Lex. 'He's been asking for it.'
'Will do,' said Mercy. She fell silent again, as if she didn't
know what to say.
'Don't worry,' said Lex. 'I'll find Clark, and we'll set
everything to rights when I get back. Trust me.'
'I do trust you. It's just....'
'It's hard to believe, but it's true. Every word. And I
will find Clark. I have to. He has something that belongs to me,
the thief.'
'What... what did he steal?' asked Mercy, her voice a bit unsteady.
'My hand,' said Lex. 'Talk to you later.' And he hung up,
before Mercy could continue expressing her doubts about his sanity.
He had a bad feeling about all of this.
A very bad feeling, actually. In his hand. His missing
hand. His missing hand was cold, and getting colder. Ice
cold. He could feel the ice crystals growing, as his missing hand
froze solid.
'Omigod,' Lex muttered to himself. 'The bastard froze my
hand.' He looked down at the stump, as if to convince himself
again that the hand was missing. If it were missing, how could he
feel the cold? It made no sense. But he could feel it, the
terrible cold of the ice.
'I will find you,' he vowed to Clark. 'And when I do, and when I
get my hand back, I'll beat you with it, and then nail you to the
mattress. I swear.'
He looked up at Jor-El, who was staring down at him, with a perplexed
expression.
'The answer is hidden within you,' said Lex. 'Let's talk.'
***The End***
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