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Part Five: The Dybbuk
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At night, in the desert, the softest sound travels far.
Hutch could
hear the sand dunes shifting, the dewdrops forming on the rocks.
The
stars turning on their axes.
He had set up his tent far from the others, overlooking the road from
Cairo. During his years with Starsky, his family and
servants had
grown used to the seemingly empty tent that erected on its own.
They'd
grown used to Starsky's regular visits. Perhaps they thought that
Starsky's own spirit was in the tent with him now.
The softest sounds kept him awake. The bark of a desert fox,
hunting
far off in the distant dunes. The slither of a snake entering the
desert fox's den and killing her pups. The stamp of a camel's
hoofs on
the soft sand.
He should be able to hear Starsky's ghostly footsteps, on the road from
Cairo. Starsky should have made it here by now, from Cairo.
It was
midnight.
Midnight at the oasis, thought Ken. Shadows paintin' our
faces. Heaven's holdin' a half moon, shinin' just for us.
The desert wind stirred restlessly against a sand dune. The dune
inched a little closer to Ken's tent. But Starsky was still so far
away. Still on the road from Cairo, thought Ken.
The wind rattled his tent flap. Ken sat up. Listened.
He should hear
Starsky's footsteps. He should hear his voice. Why could he
not hear
his voice?
'Starsky?' he called. There was no answer. 'Let's slip off
to a sand
dune, real soon,' Ken sang. 'Starsky? Starsky?' There
was no one
there. No one to hear his voice. No one to see his face,
painted with
shadows by the desert moon. He was alone, and no one in this
world
knew him, or loved him.
It should not have ended like this. Starsky should have died, old
and
respected, surrounded by his family. I should have gone back to
my own
time, long ago, and he would have forgotten me, eventually. This
was
my fault. My fault.
A terrrible pain inside him, which had been building, it seemed, for
years, suddenly burst free and demanded expression. He scarcely
knew
what he was doing, or what curses he was screaming. He found
himself
trying to shift one of the sand dunes, to push it away from his
tent.
What right did it have to be there, when Starsky was so far
away. On
the road from Cairo, still? He tore down branches from palm
trees, and
threw them at the other tents. People were running from their
tents,
shouting. But no one could hear his screaming. He was
silent and
invisible. The only person who could see his face. The only
person
who could hear his voice. Gone. Still on the road from
Cairo.
He screamed in rage. He attacked the tents, pushing one over,
flinging its contents around the little camp.
'Hutch? Hutch?' said a little voice. A voice that sounded
like
Starsky's, but softer, lighter, younger. A voice that sounded like
Starsky when he was a very little boy. 'Hutch?'
Ken sat down upon the ground, and put his head in his hands. He
felt
tiny hands patting his hair. Tender little arms circled his neck.
'Don't be sad,' said Benjamin Starsky.
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Ken sat huddled in a corner of Judith's tent. The camp had been
put to
rights again, and everyone else had gone back to bed. Ben Starsky
was
asleep.
'Hutch?'
Ken looked up. It was Judith, holding out a goblet of wine.
He took it from her, gently, and drank it down.
'Ben tells me his father is not with you. He... he's not dead,
Hutch.
There is no body. I thought... he must be a spirit, like you,
with
you. Like you. Whatever you are. David told me you weren't
a ghost.
He calls you his angel.'
Ken stood up. He searched around the tent, until he found the
slate
Ben used to write his letters, and poured himself another drink.
'I don't know where David is,' he wrote. He put the slate into
Judith's hands.
In all these years, he had never communicated with Starsky's wife, or
any of her servants. 'It's best to have no evidence of my
existence,'
he had always told Starsky. 'Let's not leave a paper trail.'
Judith handed back the slate. Ken erased his first message, and
wrote,
'I'm not a ghost. Not an angel. I am human like you.
I am from the
future. Your future.'
Judith digested this information in silence for a while. 'David
did
not tell me this,' she said at last. And then, after another
thought,
'Ben can see you.'
'Yes,' Ken wrote. 'He is like me. Like David. He is one of
us. I
don't think David knew. I didn't know for certain until
yesterday.'
'Why didn't David tell me of this?' asked Judith.
'That was my fault,' Ken wrote. 'My association with your husband
was
dangerous. I warned him always to be more careful. But at
least I was
feared, as a powerful spirit that could enact supernatural
revenge. If
it were known I was a mere human like everyone else....'
'You are not like everyone else. You are different. David
is different. My son is different.'
'We can travel through time. To the future. To the
past. That is all.'
'That is no small thing,' said Judith. 'Tell me more. If my
son is like you, I should know what you are.'
'Yes,' said Ken. Then he wrote it down. 'Yes. Things have
changed
now, and you should know. I will protect you as best I can, until
we
return to Luxor. Then I will show you the staircase. Ben
should
understand. Someday he will be its guardian.'
'This must be? It cannot be avoided?' asked Judith.
'Avoided? Maybe. But Ben is like his father. He will
be curious.
Isn't it better for him to learn properly, now? That would be
less
dangerous.'
'My lord trusted you,' said Judith. 'He commanded me to trust
you, and I have never known a reason to disobey him.'
Ah, Lady, Lady, thought Ken. I am in no position to take
the place of
your husband. But it is true that you are lost in unfamiliar
territory, and in need of my protection. He gathered together the
scraps of his knowledge, and spent the long hours of the night
imparting them to Judith.
***************
'David should have lived to see his grandchildren,' Ken finished
writing.
'He didn't,' said Judith. 'But he didn't die, either. I
know it. You
will find him. I must take care of our son. But you will
find him.'
It sounded more like an order than a plea, and Ken smiled. 'I
will do as Your Highness commands,' he wrote on his slate.
Judith coloured, and coughed and apologized, but Ken laughed and waved
the slate mockingly. Over the time of the journey to Luxor, they
had
come to know each other rather well. Each of them knew things the
other did not know about the man they both loved.
'I did love him, you know,' Judith confessed one night.
'I know,' Ken wrote.
'How did you know that? I'm not sure my lord knew.'
'He knew, and I knew. Not because he spoke of you to me very
often. He told me no secrets. But I knew. You
made him happy.'
'Did I? I was not a good wife. I could not be passionate in
bed. He
tried to give me pleasure, but I could not let go. Always I
remembered
those other men, and how it felt when they.... But he was
patient, and
never reproached me, and I loved him for that.'
Ken swallowed, and looked down. Judith would never have confessed
these things to anyone else on earth, he knew. But he was
invisible.
Silent. The perfect therapist.
'You trusted him,' Ken wrote. 'That made him happy.
Benjamin is your
son. That made him happy. And you never tried to stop him
when he
visited me.'
'Why should I?' asked Judith. 'Tell me. What was he
like with you?
He was always so gentle with me. But sometimes... he would come
to me
with bite marks and bruises, and he told me they were gifts from you.'
Ken looked around for the tent door, planning his escape.
Judith looked down at the blank slate, and laughed. 'Oh, I
know. I am
a lady, and should not speak of such things. But I am curious,
and
there is no one else to ask. Sometimes, David would tell me
little
things about it. It amused me, and excited him.'
'Did you never feel jealous?' Ken asked. 'Did you never think
that what we did was wrong? The Bible says it is wrong.'
'I don't believe everything I read, or everything I am told,' said
Judith. 'I never have.'
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They reached Luxor late one morning, before the worst heat of the
day.
Ken half expected Starsky to be waiting for them in the doorway to the
house, laughing at the fine joke he had played on them. But the
man
was nowhere to be seen.
The halls of the Luxor house echoed emptily, though dozens of people
bustled about. Servants pushed past carrying canvas bags of
clothes
and dishes. Judith's housekeeper greeted her mistress with a
goblet of
cold water.
The water came from the well in the courtyard. Starsky had
greeted him
like that, more than once. He had drawn the water himself, and
held it
out. Cold and clear and pure. Each droplet clinging to
another,
sliding down his parched throat. Starsky's eyes, as blue and as
deep
as the well. Ken had held his wrists as he drank from the goblet,
Starsky watching carefully.
'Don't spill any,' Starsky had remonstrated. 'Don't make a
mess. Does it taste sweet?'
Ken felt dizzy, and looked around for a place to sit down, but the hall
was too busy. He wasn't sure he could make it to his own quiet
room in
one piece.
He felt a tiny hand slip into his own, and looked down. Ben gazed
up at him with adoration. 'Hutch? Are you tired?'
'Yes,' said Ken. 'But I'll be fine.'
'You should have a nap,' said Ben, with almost adult authority.
'You can use my room.'
'Thank you,' said Ken, gravely. 'But I have my own room.'
'Where?' Ben demanded. 'Show me.'
Ken led the baby to the room that had been set aside for his own use
long ago. He'd rarely used it, and it was more than a bit
dusty. Ben
ticked his tongue, and toddled off to find a servant to dust it.
Ken
opened the drapes to let in fresh air and sunshine. A few moments
later, Ben returned with a servant in tow, insisting firmly that he
should clean the room. Now.
'Silly! No one will hurt you in here. I'm not afraid.
See!"
'Yes, yes, little master,' said the manservant, with a bow. He
proceeded to give the room a sketchy dusting, and made a hurried escape.
'You should lie down,' said Ben. He steered Ken from his place
leaning
against the wall, over to the bed, and attempted to push him down upon
the mattress.
'All right, all right,' said Ken. 'I'll rest.'
'Have a nap,' said Ben, as he firmly shut the door.
Time is of your own making;
its clock ticks in your head.
The moment you stop thought
time too stops dead.
So said Angelus Silesius, the sixth century poet and mystic. It
was
true, thought Ken. He stared at the closed door for a
while, until
his vision began to waver, and his eyelids droop. He tried to
stay
awake, because he hated to sleep, but sleep tore at him unmercifully,
pulling him under, and at last he could not resist.
There was no peace to be found in sleep, only the cessation of the
ticking of the clock, which was no peace, but death.
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He awakened slowly, to a dark and silent room. For a long moment,
he
hung there, slowly twisting in time, between sleep and wakefulness,
between life and death. Then he heard a soft step out in the
hallway,
and the clock started ticking.
The door to his room opened.
'Starsky?' he breathed. His throat ached.
'Hutch,' said a gentle voice.
The voice belonged to Benjamin. Ken shut his eyes.
'My daddy is not here,' said Ben. 'He's gone away.'
'I know, baby,' said Ken.
'He's waiting for you.'
'Are you sure?'
'I'm little,' said Ben, patiently. 'But I know. He told me
before he
went away. He told me to take care of you, and he said you were
stub... stub....'
'Stubborn?' asked Ken.
'Yes. And you would think something was your fault. I don't
understand big people.'
'Neither do I,' Ken admitted.
'My daddy told me you had to go up the stairs, and he would meet you
there. So why are you still in bed?'
'Because I'm scared. Scared that he won't be there.'
'My daddy always keeps his promises,' said Ben.
Judith met them in the hall, Ken's bags at her feet. 'Show me the
staircase,' she said.
Ben tugged at his hand. 'Hutch?' he said. 'Show me too?'
Ken knelt down, and took one of Ben's hands in his own. 'I'll
show
you,' he said. 'But you must promise me not to climb it.
Not yet.'
'Because I'm too little,' said Ben. 'But I want to see my Daddy again.'
'If you climb the staircase, you may see your Daddy,' Ken
allowed.
'But you may find yourself someplace without your Daddy, or me, or your
mother. And you may not be able to get back here. Your
mother
couldn't come to find you, and I wouldn't know where you were. It
would be like being lost out in the desert. You wouldn't want
that,
would you?'
Ben thought about that for a while. 'No,' he said, at last.
'Good. I'll be back to see you. When you're big enough to
go out into
the desert alone, you'll be big enough to climb the staircase
alone.
I'll show you how. My grandfather showed me, many years ago, but
I
forgot, and when I tried it again, I was scared.'
Ben nodded, sagely.
'Promise me?' asked Ken. 'Promise me, like an honourable
man. You won't try to follow me on your own.'
'I promise,' said Ben.
Ken picked up his bags, and slung them over his shoulder, and led the
others to the staircase.
'It looks ordinary,' said Judith. 'I've climbed it several times.'
'It is ordinary, on the surface,' Ken wrote on his slate. 'Only
people
like Ben, or David, or I, can climb it into another time. I don't
know
why.'
I don't know what I will find on the other side, he thought. Not
this
time. I don't know if Starsky is waiting for me. I know
nothing.
'Goodbye, Hutch,' said Ben.
God, he looked like Starsky. His eyes were darker. Not so
blue. More like his mother's than his father's.
'Goodbye,' said Ken.
'Goodbye,' said Judith. Her gaze almost met his, as if she sensed
where he was standing.
'Tell my daddy I love him,' said Ben.
Ken gazed up the lonely, dark staircase. 'I will,' he said. Then
he began to climb.
He remembered Kai Seljelid's lessons, though it was long time since he
had put them into practise. Concentrate on where and when you
want to
be. Don't allow distractions....
He had reached the top of the lookout. He stepped through the
doorway. Someone was standing there, looking down upon the town
of
Luxor. But the figure was too short for Starsky. Too slight
and
feminine. The person turned.
'There you are,' she said. 'Did you think I would let you
escape? You destroyed everything I worked for. All my
hopes.'
'You!' said Ken.
'Yes. I. My name is Khulud, remember? My father named
me 'Immortal'. He named me well, for here I stand.'
'Yes. Here you stand,' said Ken. 'The last time I saw you,
the Governor's troops were taking you away in chains.'
'I escaped,' said Khulud. 'Chains can be broken. Men are weak
fools.'
'Why did you follow me here?' asked Ken.
'To kill you,' said Khulud. She lifted her hand. Her hand
held a pistol.
'I think not,' said Ken. His own gun was trained on Khulud's head.
'Would you kill a woman in cold blood?' asked Khulud.
'If she were about to kill me,' said Ken. 'Not all men are weak
fools.'
'I bear my master's child,' said Khulud. 'Would you kill an
innocent baby, too?'
Ken stepped back into the stairwell. Khulud might be lying, to
gain an advantage, but he couldn't take the chance.
Khulud followed him. Ken kept his gun trained on her, steady and
sure,
but he knew he couldn't pull the trigger. So, it seemed, did
she. She
fired. Ken ducked, slipping on the cold stone steps. She
was a fair
shot, but the stairwell was dim. The bullet missed his head, and
ricocheted off the stone walls. He flung himself down the steps,
as
she fired again. A chip of stone, dislodged by the bullet, hit
his
head. He lost all sense of time and direction, as he fell and
fell and
fell....
*********
'Mister Hutchinson?'
'Ken? Can you hear me?'
Ken tried to shut out the voices, but they persisted. He reached
out a hand in protest.
'He is waking up,' said a voice. A woman's voice. 'He is
waking up at last.'
Khulud? Ken opened an eye, cautiously. Not Khulud. An
older woman. She looked familiar. His housekeeper?
'Mr. Hutchinson?' she said again. 'Can you hear me?'
'Yes,' said Ken. His voice sounded rusty in his own ears.
'That is a mercy. We have sent for the doctor,' she said.
'Not necessary,' Ken protested, quickly. 'I'm... I'm well.' He
wasn't sure of that. Wasn't sure if he were well at all.
'We have sent for the doctor, Ken,' said a male voice. 'You had a
bad
fall, it seems. We found you at the foot of a staircase, and it
looked
like you'd tumbled down.'
The staircase!
'I did fall,' Ken admitted. 'She was shooting at me.'
'She?' someone asked.
'Khulud. The Mamluk. She may still be in the house. I
have to stop her.'
Ken struggled to sit up, but the bed showed a distressing tendency to
rock up and down, rather like a ship at sea.
'Ken.'
A gentle but firm hand on his shoulder pushed him back down. He
looked
up into a familiar face. Starsky, he thought. But not his
own
Starsky. An older man. Michael Starsky. That was his
name. 'I have
to stop her,' he said again.
'Don't worry,' said Michael Starsky. 'I will take care of it.'
'But....' Ken struggled to determine the source of his uneasiness
with
this solution. Michael Starsky, he was sure, could not take care
of
it. He could not stop Khulud. Michael Starsky's reasoning on this
point was deeply flawed, but when Ken tried to explain why, the words
made no sense even to him. He closed his eyes to consider the
matter,
and it was some time before he opened them again.
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'You were unconscious for several hours, Mister Hutchinson,' said the
doctor. 'What you experienced was a dream, that is all.'
'Yes. Of course,' said Ken. 'When can I go home?'
'I want to do more tests. An unconsciousness that lasts for so long, it
is disturbing.'
You don't know the half of it, thought Ken.
'I would like to keep you in hospital for one more night,' the doctor
continued. 'For observation.'
'I'd rather go home,' said Ken.
'One more night,' said the doctor, gently but firmly. 'For
observation.'
Ken nodded. 'One more night.'
The doctor smiled reassuringly. 'I am sure all the tests will be
negative. You will be fine, Mister Hutchinson. But get some
rest, and
in the morning, you may return home.' He shook Ken's hand, and
hurried
away.
Ken lay back in his hospital bed, and thought about it. If Khulud
were
here, in this time, surely she would have finished him off. Her intent
to kill him had been made quite clear. The staircase was like a
ladder, he thought. They may have fallen on different rungs.
Michael Starsky and the housekeeper had told him he had been gone only
one day. 'We would have noticed if you had been missing for ten
years,' Michael insisted.
Yes. Of course. Ten years of his life had been reduced to
one day.
And what of David Starsky? Was he lost in time, looking for
Ken? If
Ken wasn't there in the house, would he continue searching? They
might
miss each other. He should go home.
Ken climbed out of bed, and pulled the thin blanket around him.
His
clothes didn't seem to be anywhere in the room. The hospital
corridor
was filled with people. Perhaps he could just slip by....
'Mister Hutchinson!' It was a nurse. Young, but quite
stern. 'Mister
Hutchinson, you should not be out of bed yet. You might have a
dizzy
spell, and fall again.'
'I was bored,' Ken complained.
'Ah. Bored. Yes. Would you like something to
read? A newspaper, perhaps?'
Ken looked down at the nurse. Young. Small.
Slight. She reminded
him of some Police captains he'd known. Nothing bad happens on
her
watch, he thought.
'A newspaper,' he agreed. 'I read Arabic,' he added, in that language.
'You speak it quite well,' the nurse said, as she led him back to his
room. 'I will get you a newspaper to read. You will have
some rest.
After lunch, we will do more tests, but you will be fine.
Tomorrow
morning you will go home, and you will not be bored.'
Ken agreed that this was the only possible course of events. He
lay
back down in bed. A few minutes later, the nurse brought him a
paper.
The Egypt Daily News. In Arabic.
It was 1997, he told himself. November 16, 1997. Not the
Sixteenth
Century. This century possessed jet planes, and MRI machines, and
telephones. But did it possess David Starsky?
He looked down at the world news headlines. The type danced
before his
eyes. His brain was used to the slower pace of events, from
slower
times. He must catch up. He sat back, and forced himself to
read.
Later, the nurse brought him his lunch. They took samples of his
blood, and pictures of his skull and its contents. He had dinner,
and
read the paper again. Night fell, inevitable as taxes.
David Starsky did not disturb his sleep.
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Strange sounds woke him. They were not the sounds he was used to,
either of the house in Cairo, or of the camp in the desert. Here,
it
was the sounds of a patient moaning in pain, a metal cart being pushed
down a hospital corridor, a plane roaring overhead as it came in for a
landing at the Luxor Airport. He was in Luxor, he reminded
himself.
Twentieth century Luxor.
'Mister Hutchinson? Are you awake?' This was his nurse from
the day before.
'Yes,' he said, instantly. He resisted the temptation to call her
sir. He wanted to get out of here today -- and in one piece.
'The doctor will be in to see you soon,' she said.
'Wonderful,' he said. 'Could I have my clothes, please? I'm
sure he'll be letting me out right away.'
She smiled, in a rather patronizing way, he thought. But she
brought
him his clothes, and laid them down on the bedside chair. 'They
were
rather dusty,' she said. 'I brushed them off as well as I
could.
Don't put them on until the doctor says you may go home.'
Ken got out of bed, to use the washroom. The nurse brought him a
razor, and he shaved. Best not to look too much like a street
person,
he thought, if I want the doctor to declare me healthy and sane.
My...
my family... no! My father. He could use any signs of
illness, or
brain damage to.... My God! I've not thought of my father
in so
long. Ten years? No. It's only been a day. I
must remember that. I
mustn't arouse any suspicion that I'm not firing on all cylinders.
He finished shaving, and brushed his teeth. He combed his hair
carefully. Then, with the hospital blanket wrapped around him to
add
more coverage to the embarrassing hospital gown, he walked a few feet
down the corridor and back. See, he thought to himself. I
am quite
steady on my feet.
Someone laughed, as if in answer to his thought. It was a rather
unpleasant laugh, and he looked up to see what that was about. A
woman
stood in the doorway to the elevator, robed all in black, her face
covered except for her eyes. But he knew those eyes.
Khulud. He
started toward her, as the elevator door opened and she got on board.
'Mister Hutchinson!' she called. 'If I cannot have the revenge I
want,
I will want the revenge I can have.' The elevator door closed on
her
last words.
'Mister Hutchinson?' Someone gripped his arm, and Ken
turned in
alarm. But it was only the nurse. Doctor al Rahman stood
beside her.
They both looked concerned.
'I think you should remain in hospital a little longer,' the doctor
said, as they walked back to Ken's room. 'No, please listen
Mister
Hutchinson. Head injuries can be more serious than they first
appear.
You seem pale and stressed from your short walk.'
Ken opened his mouth to explain, but there was no point. If he
began
talking about black robed women, threatening revenge. Invisible
black
robed women, at that.... No. It was best to preserve an image of
sanity, he thought. How often had he said that to Starsky?
Starsky! He must get out of this place, and try to find the other
half
of his soul. Wherever that had drifted off to. He began his
little
speech about how he would heal much better in his own home. But
he was
interrupted by the hospital intercom.
'Code Triage Level Three. Code Triage Level Three.'
Off in the distance they could hear sirens. Footsteps down the
hall. A nurse entered the room. She was pale, and shaking.
'Fatima!' she called. Ken's nurse ran to her side.
'What is it?' asked Fatima.
'Terrible,' said the other nurse. 'Allah have mercy.'
Doctor al Rahman jumped to his feet. The sirens were coming
closer.
'My apologies, Mister Hutchinson,' he said, politely. 'There is
something I must see to. But I will talk to you again later.'
'Never mind me,' said Ken. But he was wasting his words.
The doctor
and the two nurses were heading for the emergency entrance.
Ken dressed quickly. Clearly this was a serious emergency, and
the
hospital staff should not be burdened with worrying about him and his
minor problems. Time to leave, and let them do their jobs.
Ambulances were arriving. Dozens of them. People crying and
moaning
in pain. Frightened relatives. Young, scared police
officers. Older
police officers with their hands on their weapons, looking determined.
One of these last he recognized. An old friend of his
grandfather's.
'Rafiq,' he called.
Rafiq turned. Tears were streaming down his face.
'Ken? Were you there, too?'
'There? No. I've been here since last night. What
happened?'
'It was a massacre,' said Rafiq. 'Dozens of people. My
partner, Ken. They killed my partner. But I got two of
them.'
'Good, Rafiq. That's good. But what happened?'
'Terrorists, I think. They shot people. Beheaded
them. Disembowelled them. They killed my partner.
That's all I know.'
Ken patted him on the shoulder. He looked around at the organized
chaos before him. Soldiers and police officers were standing
guard.
Doctors and nurses were dealing with the dead and wounded. But
there
were frightened people whom no one had the time to deal with.
Friends
and relatives of the wounded and slain. The hospital at Luxor was
not
equipped to deal with a sudden disaster of this magnitude. He
herded
the walking traumatized over to the waiting area. Found them
blankets
and hot coffee, and washcloths to wipe away tears and splattered
blood. Listened to the stories from several terrified
witnesses --
'They cut him open and pulled out his guts!' 'They cut off her
head!
They actually cut off her head.'
Doctor al Rahman found him there some hours later.
'Mister Hutchinson? Whatever are you doing?'
'I'm a police officer in my own country, Doctor,' he answered. 'I
had to do something. I don't think I was in the way, was I?'
'Certainly not. But you are a patient here yourself.'
'Not any longer,' said Ken. 'I am signing myself out. You
all have
enough to deal with. No, no. I insist. I will see my
family doctor
tomorrow, but I assure you I'm fine.'
He was indeed feeling much better. Better than he had felt in a
long
time. It was remarkable to no longer be invisible. To be
recognized,
touched, listened to. It was time to go home, he thought.
But what of David Starsky? Was he lost in time, invisible, silent
and unknown?
*************
Los Angeles was strange to him, after being away for a year. It was
strange to hear American accents again. Strange to see women in shorts
and sleeveless tops. Strange to see couples strolling about hand in
hand, or kissing in public. Strange to come back to his own small
apartment.
Strange to walk into Captain Dobey's office. Captain Dobey hadn't
changed.
'Hutch! You look terrible. What have you been doing with yourself?'
'I've been away for a year, remember?'
'You look like you've been in Hell for ten years. But what can I do for
you, boy?'
Ken handed him a piece of paper. 'I'm coming back to work. Transferring
to your department.'
Captain Dobey spit out a mouthful of coffee. 'What?' he roared. 'Hutch!
Hutch! You spent all that money already?'
Ken laughed. 'No. Not at all. I just need to work. I'm a cop, Captain
Dobey. I need to... I need to act like one. I need to do something. To
make a difference.'
'Hutch? Ken? Listen. There are easier ways than working here. There are
times I wonder if we make any difference at all. Like, oh, every day or
so.'
'I need to be home, Captain. I only went on leave for a year, remember?
I said I was coming back.'
'Yeah, you did. And no one believed you.' Captain Dobey stared at Ken's
stony face. 'Okay. Okay. Whatever you want.' He looked at the paper Ken
had handed him. 'I see it's all official,' he went on. 'You don't want
to work with Blaine any more?'
'He's got a new partner, of course. He's moved on. I've heard good
things about you, Captain.'
'Thanks,' said the captain, dryly. 'Well, as a matter of fact, I could
use a new Zebra team.'
'A Zebra team?' asked Ken, rather uncertainly.
'You've heard of them?'
'Yes. I'm not sure what exactly....'
'You'll be pretty much on your own. Do whatever needs doing at the
time. Undercover work. Covering a beat. Whatever. I've got someone in
mind as your partner.'
'Oh, yes,' said Ken, listlessly. 'I'm not sure....'
'Just transferred here from New York. Got shot up pretty bad by some
crime boss or other. Let me see if he's around....' Captain Dobey
stomped out of his office, clearly a man on a mission.
Ken was dubious. He didn't know if he wanted to be saddled with a
partner right now. In fact, he was sure he didn't. Partners were nosy.
Apt to notice little things, like if you weren't sleeping well. It was
a partner's duty to watch your back, but that often translated into
watching everything else as well. Partners spent up to seventy five
percent of their time together. No, he wasn't at all sure he wanted a
partner.
He got to his feet to walk restlessly around the office, and was
standing by the small window when the door opened, and Captain Dobey
walked back in. He was not alone.
Ken managed to keep his face blank, though he held onto the window sill
to keep upright.
'Ken Hutchinson. David Starsky,' Captain Dobey announced, casually. As
if it were no big deal, thought Ken.
And indeed, David Starsky seemed to agree with the captain's
assessment. 'Hi,' said Starsky.
'Hello,' Ken managed to say.
'Cap'n Dobey thinks we'd make good partners,' Starsky added. He sounded
dubious. As dubious as Ken himself had been moments before. And for
some reason that irritated Ken.
'Well, I am an experienced detective,' Ken informed him, crisply. 'I
know Bay City well. I used to work with John Blaine.'
'Oh,' said Starsky, not sounding particularly impressed. 'Why you
looking for a new partner, then?'
'I wasn't. I've been away for a year. In Egypt. Just got back. And it
was Captain Dobey suggested I'd need a new partner.'
'Oh,' said Starsky. 'Don't sound so thrilled at the idea.'
'I'm not,' said Ken.
'Neither am I,' said Starsky.
Captain Dobey was looking back and forth between the two of them. 'Get
out of my office!' he roared. 'Get some coffee. Punch each other out. I
don't care. You're partners for now, until I think of something better
to do with you. Go!'
They went.
********************
'This is my favourite coffee shop,' Ken told Starsky.
Starsky looked as if he was about to say it wasn't as good as
Starbucks, but he nodded. They ordered coffee. Starsky ordered some
impossible concoction with chocolate shavings and three different kinds
of coffee beans. He added cream to it, as they sat at their table in
the window.
Our table, thought Ken. This is Our Table. He stared into his coffee
cup, watching the little bubble bursts.
'Most people like me,' said Starsky.
Ken choked on his coffee.
'No, I'm serious,' said Starsky. 'Most people like me. Why don't you
like me?'
Ken looked up. Starsky was pouting like a hurt little boy. 'Starsky,'
said Ken.
'That's better,' said Starsky. And he grinned. 'What was the matter
with you, anyway? You looked like being partnered with me was your
worst nightmare.'
'I just got back from Egypt, remember? I have jet lag.'
'Ah. Why come back to work so soon? Need the money that badly?'
Ken laughed, for the first time in... how long? 'No,' he said. 'I
don't need money. I need to get back to work.'
'I know what you mean,' said Starsky. 'I got shot a year ago. Almost to
the day. It's been rough. People ask me, why not just retire? But I
don't want to be put out to pasture yet. I'm only 30.'
'I've had a rough year too,' said Ken. 'Not as bad as you did. I didn't
nearly die.'
'You know about that?' asked Starsky. 'Dobey tell you?'
'No,' said Ken. 'I... I just....'
'Listen, Hutchinson.' Starsky leaned across the table. 'I gotta be
honest with you. I don't believe in all that macho shit. Not between
partners. We gotta be honest with each other. Trust each other. Okay? I
didn't nearly die. I did die. Died right there on the operating table.
Then I came back to life. Just like that. Scared everyone.' Starsky
laughed. 'Scared everyone some more, when I healed real fast.'
I'd given up, thought Ken. I spent a year looking for him, all over
Egypt. Through space and time. A whole year. And all the time he was
back here. But New York? What's up with that? And he doesn't know.
Doesn't remember me.
'I healed real fast,' Starsky said again. 'You listening, Hutchinson?'
'Yeah. I'm listening.'
'Okay. My body's in great shape. Good as always. But I been having
weird dreams. Like I lived a whole different life or something. When I
saw you in Dobey's office. I don't know. I remember you or something.
Sure you don't know me?'
'Nah,' said Ken. 'Never seen you before in my life.'
'Oh.' Starsky sounded disappointed. 'You got a wife? Girlfriend?'
'Nope. Not right now,' said Ken.
Starsky brightened. 'That's good. I mean, you won't be distracted while
we're gettin' to know each other. We got a lot to learn.'
'Yeah. We do.'
'I want you to be sure about this, Hutchinson. I've been having weird
dreams.'
'You said that already,' Ken pointed out.
'I know, but my Grandmother. She's been telling people I'm possessed by
a Dybbuk.'
'A what?'
'A Dybbuk. It's a spirit. Like a vampire or something. I don't know.
It's the old people know these things. But it's like a ghost possessed
me, and I have a lot of his memories.'
'Okay,' said Ken.
'Okay? That doesn't bother you?'
Ken kept his face perfectly straight. 'Should it?' he asked.
'Okay. I guess not,' said Starsky. 'So let's go tell Dobey we didn't
hit each other but we're cool. Okay?'
'Okay.'
They walked back to Metro, side by side. Starsky's jeans were sinfully
tight, thought Ken. How did he manage to run in them? They rode up the
elevator together, silently. Ken knocked on Dobey's door.
'Come in!' called the captain. But Starsky had already pushed the door
open. He strolled up to the water cooler, calm as if it were his own
office.
'Hey, Cap'n,' he said. 'Hutchinson and me are partners.'
'Thanks, Sergeant Starsky,' said Dobey. 'But I already knew that.'
'You got a case for us yet?' Starsky went on.
Ken joined him by the cooler. 'Be patient, Starsky,' he said. 'You need
to learn the ropes. Get to know Bay City.'
'Yeah, yeah,' said Starsky. 'I can do that, and work a case too.
Something easy to start. A simple murder, or something.'
'I'll see what I can do, Starsky,' said Dobey. 'See if I can persuade a
murderer to perpetrate something simple for you to cut your teeth on.
In the meantime....'
Dobey was rattling off a list of instructions. Where their desk was.
What the regulations were. How to file a report.
Ken wasn't listening, and neither, it seemed, was Starsky. Starsky had
poured out a drink of water in one of the little paper cups. He held it
out to Ken. Ken took it, and their hands touched.
'Hutch,' said Starsky.
*** The End***
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